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the final curtain
JUDGE DREAD
THE WHOLE KENT ska scene is
definitely starting to buzz - T-Leaf, House Of Ska and the
Skaville UK newsletter are based here, we've had two mini ska
festivals organised by Porky, Eastern Standard Time from the
States recently played Canterbury with Mark Foggo's Skasters to
come, plus various gigs featuring the Kent-based Buster
Bloodvessel, Judge Dread, Arthur Kay & The Originals and
Intensified.
So the gig on March 13th at the
Penny Theatre in Canterbury seemed all set for another good night
out. As Trevor, the Penny's guvnor, correctly pointed out
at the end of what was to be a very sad evening, it was a good
crowd in a good mood, having a laugh and a drink.
Arthur Kay & The Originals
took to the stage at the allotted time to the usual good
Canterbury welcome. The only odd thing I noticed at the
time was that I hadn't seen Judge Dread wandering about, talking
to fans. I found this especially odd at a local Kent gig
where he had so many friends . . . it was very strange. So
during Arthur's set I popped upstairs to the dressing room to see
Alex. There he was sitting in the corner, getting ready,
greeting me with his unforgettable smile and the words,
"Hello boy, how are you?"
We sat and chatted about local
football more than anything else, and how Margate FC's stuffy
directors had upset the whole contingent of music company
investors brought in by Link Music, Buster Bloodvessel and the
good Judge himself. What astonished him was, after all the
work he and Buster had put into recent events at Margate, how
ungrateful they had been, and even almost embarrassed by what
they say as "silly ska people". I have to mention
this because it's what sticks in my mind - it was obviously
something he had to say that night. He'd said it before and
I wondered why he said it again.
We then got on to music and how
he had had a good feedback about his "skinhead opera"
idea, and that several West End producers had asked for more
details. From what I can remember, the Merc were seriously
thinking of sponsoring the play. We even discussed what
songs should be in it, but especially having Bring Back The Skins
as the main track. We looked at each other, winked, then
laughed about the thought of those hoity toity knobs going to see
some skinhead play just because it was in the West End and the
trendy thing to do.
We also further discussed the
plans for his new album, which we had finally got to grips
with. It was going to be recorded with many backing bands
like The Originals and Intensified in the UK, his old friends Dr
Ring Ding in Germany, and also Crooked Beat in Sweden who he'd
recently played with to great success. He had pulled more
people in Sweden than The Specials had done recently, and was
quite pleased with what he had been paid. He padded his
pocket with an outstretched palm to the backing of his own
laughter. Fuck me, he was really a true character.
The album was to have had a
skinhead/rude boy theme and was to have been licensed to as many
ska labels as possible around the world, with the only provision
being that all the labels had to release the album on the same
day. It was his way of uniting the whole ska scene, and
being the first person to get an out and out ska album released
by at least ten labels on the same day all over the world, it
would have been another record like all his banned hits! It
was a great idea, and while recording the track Skinhead
Moonstomp with The Originals for inclusion as a special track on
a forthcoming Harry May CD, he also recorded a new track called
Skinhead. A brilliant piece of Dread ska - it even
mentioned The Merc, and we'd agreed to release it as a one-sided
promo single, although I'm not sure he ever got to talk to The
Merc about it. The track crystallised his love of the ska
and skin world and proved that this new album was going to be a
winner.
He went on to tell me that he had
just been interviewed (and taped) by a Japanese student at
Canterbury University which was to have been his last ever
interview. From what he said I think he added a bit to the
truth on a couple of matters for a wind up, as the Japanese girl
didn't quite get his humour.
I shook his hand, wandered
downstairs to see the end of Arthur's set, bought a beer, and
waited for Alex to appear as Judge Dread on stage.
Halfway, well it seemed like
halfway through the Judge's set, and after a brilliant rendition
of The Winkle Man, he walked over to Trevor the keyboardist and
mentioned his t-shirt, making some witty comment. It was
unusual for him to ever turn his back on the audience. He
then proceeded to thank Arthur Kay & The Originals, then he
looked up, apparently lost for words, stumbled, and fell off the
stage. For several seconds I thought he was mucking about
as he'd been in a fiercely funny mood upstairs. What was he
up to now? Then there was the awful noise of someone
hitting the floor when they keel over unconscious.
I ran straight out and got Trevor
from the Penny to call an ambulance. Philip, an off-duty
paramedic and brother of keyboardist Trevor's girlfriend, jumped
into action, and to be honest if the ambulance hadn't taken so
long, and if the defibrillating machine had been working, and the
fucking ambulance hadn't broken down, I believe he would have
been the man who saved Alex. People say the ambulance got
there quickly. Well, I don't know about that - the hospital
can only be two minutes away when you've got flashing blue lights
and sirens.
Those anxious few minutes were
probably the worst of my life. I couldn't bare to look at
Alex laying on the floor in his Superman t-shirt. I can
also still remember the anguish in every single person's face at
the gig. The mood had turned from a carnival into disaster
in seconds. The person I remember being most frantic was
poor Arthur Kay. The man has some faults (and don't we
all), but he is one of the most honest and genuine people I know,
and he sincerely loved Alex and relished every opportunity of
playing with him. Arthur, who had recently split up with
his wife and bravely kept off the demon drink was faltering like
us all. The next moments were to be even worse when the
defibrillating machine was tried and didn't work . . . it was
unbelievable. Why do they always work on some useless actor
in them stupid TV shows!
The paramedics got Alex in the
ambulance only for the fucking thing not to start. The few
people standing outside the gig pushed it as far as they could
and rushed back to get the rest of us. I had been on the
phone to Alex's long term girlfriend, Anna, telling her he was
off to hospital in the ambulance, only to find it stranded in the
closed garage opposite. We pushed it all around the block
hoping to bump start it, but failed. It finally stopped on
a roundabout by Sainsbury's. And all the time we were
pushing we were watching a paramedic massaging and pressing on
Alex's heart. I honestly believe we would have pushed that
ambulance all the way to the hospital.
Then a paramedic rushed out of
the stationary ambulance and ran towards a bus shelter on the
Sturry Road. Where the fuck was he going? Then we
realised there used to be a phone box there (I wonder what clever
bastard ordered that to be moved). We shouted at the
paramedic, asking if he needed a phone, he replied yes, and
unbelievably four of five people who normally carry mobile
phones, including me, didn't have them. Angela, herself a
nurse at Canterbury Hospital (which is currently under threat of
closure!) used the Penny's phone to get some sense from the
hospital as to where the back up ambulance was and how long it
would be.
In the meantime, some dickhead
from one of the local houses had called the police saying a group
of skinheads and big blokes were nicking an ambulance from
outside the Penny Theatre. The police duly arrived, we told
them about Alex as he lay in the useless stationary ambulance,
and they told us they couldn't help and drove off! Maybe
they had something important to do like checking cars for tax
discs.
The second ambulance finally
arrived and Alex was transferred from one to the other. I
jumped in my wife's car with her mate Bev and drove off to the
hospital. I remember thinking about people like Porky,
Toast, Dartford Steve, Dr Paul and Angela and The Filth's Jon and
Simon. It was something about their faces, it was as if
they already knew the worst.
At the hospital there was a small
group, including a very emotional Arthur who went off to the
chapel to pray, keyboardist Trevor, his girlfriend Sandra and her
paramedic brother, Philip Some time later Philip came out
from behind a closed door to tell me Alex had finally died.
I just couldn't believe it, and still can't. I'm still
waiting for his usual phone call with all the local football
gossip. The two police officers who turned up to do the
necessary's were a different breed to the earlier ones.
They were younger and genuinely seemed to care - one had been a
fan and he just looked out of the window in a daze. They
asked me to ID him, fuck me what a terrible experience - it was
worse than seeing my mother in the chapel of rest. She had
been ill and had prayed for a heart attack to end her
suffering. This was the great man laid out on a trolley . .
. this was the great legend. I officially identified Alex
and have tried unsuccessfully to push that picture of him out of
my mind.
I don't really remember anything
from there on, except going to see Alex in the chapel. But
I do remember saying in the car on the way home that although it
had been a complete fiasco, I know that if Alex had been sitting
beside me, he would have pushed his glasses back on his forehead
and made some hilarious remark about the ambulance being pushed
up the road by his friends and fans.
I can't finish this without
saying we all lost a genuine friend and a character who really
did touch us with his music, humour and presence. He was a
real gentleman and will be sorely missed, BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.