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An Excellent Rookie Season
by Shelley
Josh walked down the deserted hallway towards his office, fighting
the urge to actually whistle. He was back in the game. And better
yet, so was the President. No more second-guessing. No more
compromises born out of a position of weakness. The bad times of the
last few months were finally behind them.
Sure, there were issues that still needed to be worked out. Josh was
painfully aware that it hadn't been Leo's idea to bring him back in,
and that if it had been left to his mentor, Josh would still be on
the sidelines. He also knew that, someday soon, he and Leo would have
to talk about what happened in the War Room--when Leo made it clear
he expected Josh to back him up, and Josh didn't.
He didn't because he knew the Chief of Staff was wrong about how to
handle the budget crisis. Giving in on a 3% CR would have been like
giving up. Admitting they weren't the ones running the country
anymore. Playing to not lose instead of playing to win. Josh wasn't
willing to spend the final three years of the administration like
that.
And it was nice to know Jed Bartlet wasn't either.
Josh understood that he would have to hash things out with Leo. He
wasn't sure if Angela was sticking around, if he was getting his
entire portfolio back, if Toby understood why he had done what he
had; but right now none of that mattered. All he wanted to do was
savor the moment.
The only drag on his mood was the fact that Donna hadn't hung around
to share in the victory. He had headed for the War Room as soon as he
left the Oval, but she was gone.
He hoped she hadn't really thought anyone was going to call the Feds
because she was in the building. He knew how much she had wanted to
be there for the last four days. About as much as he had wanted her
there. Which was a lot. Enough to face the odd looks Joe Quincy gave
him when he made a special trip down to the counsel's office to see
if there was any way Donna could come in and volunteer.
*****
"No," Joe answered with a bemused look, "It would be considered
coercion."
"I'm not coercing her, she wants to come in and work," Josh defended.
"Knowing Donna, I'm sure she does," Joe answered
patiently. "Unfortunately the law doesn't make a distinction between
people who really want to come in and those who might feel pressured
or forced."
Josh cocked an eyebrow. "Have you ever known me to be able to force
Donna to do anything?"
Joe chuckled. "Good point. But the answer is still no."
********
Just as he reached for his cell phone to call and tell her the good
news, he heard her voice wafting out of his office.
"I'm afraid breakfast is impossible. I can get you 15 minutes Monday
at two, Senator. It's the best I can do. Excellent. I'll pencil you
in."
Josh smiled as he watched Donna disconnect one call and go
immediately to another she had holding.
"Sorry to keep you waiting, Congressman. I'm afraid tomorrow is out
of the question. Tuesday is the earliest I can possibly get you a
lunch appointment. That'll be fine. I'll take care of the
reservations and get back to you with the details. Goodnight,
Congressman."
"What exactly are you doing?" Josh asked with barely concealed
amusement as Donna penciled in appointments on his calendar.
"I'm working on your schedule," Donna said in her 'stating the
obvious' voice. "It seems suddenly everyone in town wants to meet
with you right away."
"What a difference a day makes."
"Don't worry. I'm not making it easy on any of them," Donna smirked.
"Good girl. I knew I could count on you."
"That's something you never have to doubt, Josh. You'll always be
able to count on me."
"I'm not sure what I ever did to deserve that, but trust me when I
tell you I'm thankful for it every single day. A lot of people who I
thought were rock-solid in their support have proven to be anything
but."
"They'll come around."
"I'm sure they will. That's not really the point. It's nice to know
that there's someone who never needs to 'come around' because she
never leaves in the first place."
Donna blushed.
"You know that goes both ways, right?" he asked quietly.
"Yes," Donna said, blinking back tears.
Josh felt a suspicious lump forming in his throat. He wasn't sure he
was ready for an emotional moment. He cleared his throat.
"So who told you that it was okay for you to come back to work?"
"I had faith," Donna smiled. "Besides, I was getting tired of
answering all of your business calls on my cell. I couldn't wait to
get them rerouted back here. There are 18 voicemail messages that
need to be returned and the phone still hasn't stopped ringing."
As if on cue, the phone on Josh's desk rang.
"Josh Lyman's office." Donna's eyes narrowed. "Senator Carrick. How
nice to hear from you, Sir."
Josh started to wave her off, but then realized Donna didn't need any
help. She could handle things just fine all on her own.
"I'm sorry, Senator. I can't possibly get you in before late next
week. Yes, I'll tell him. Yes, I'm sure he knows, but his schedule is
full. Okay. I'll pencil you in for next Friday. I'll let you know if
something opens up sooner. Goodbye, Senator."
Josh laughed. His first genuine laugh in weeks. "That'll show him."
"Well that won't," Donna smiled slyly, "but when I call him next
Wednesday and push him back another full week, that will."
"I like your style," Josh beamed.
"Not bad for a rookie," Donna teased. "Even if I am destined to toil
in obscurity and forever be the unnamed footnote to Wilt
Chamberlain's big night."
"Everyone here has had a pretty firm handle on how valuable you are
for a long time," Josh assured her. "We've just been bad about making
sure you knew it. That's starting to change though. Everyone was
impressed with your catch on the Social Security thing."
"I was kind of surprised when both Angela and Will commented on it,"
Donna blushed. "How did they all hear about it in the first place?"
"I told them. It was a nice save and I wanted to make sure everyone
knew exactly who made it. And Toby may not have said anything out
loud, but he was impressed too. I could tell when I was filling him
on the details of your solution."
"Thanks, Josh. But you didn't have to do that."
"Yes, I did. You've been making a lot of good saves lately and it's
time you started getting the recognition you deserve."
"And I thought anonymity was just the fate of us unsung rookies,"
Donna sighed.
"Let's get out of here," Josh said. "The President and Mrs. Bartlet
are having dinner in the Residence. He told us all to get a good
night's sleep and start fresh in the morning. Let's let the voicemail
answer the phone and we'll go get something to eat."
"Sounds good," Donna said, closing his schedule. "I'm starved. Are
you in the mood for anything in particular?"
"Anything but fast food. That's all I've eaten for the last four
days."
"Same here. If I see one more piece of pizza this week I'll scream."
"At least you got pizza. I was eating McDonald's."
"Yuck. And drinking Nyquil out of the bottle, I see," Donna said,
indicating the open container of thick green liquid on his desk.
"I didn't feel safe taking the heavy-duty stuff without you here to
keep an eye on me," Josh smirked.
"Lets go, Nyquil boy," Donna said as she gathered up her things and
headed towards the door. Josh grabbed his messenger bag and fell into
step right beside her. "I did manage to get some grocery shopping
done while I was on my forced 'vacation'. I could probably throw
together a home cooked meal."
"OUTstanding," Josh said enthusiastically.
"What was that?"
"What?"
"That voice thing you did."
"It's my new positive attitude voice."
"Don't use it anymore."
"You don't like it?"
"It freaks me out."
"Margaret didn't like it either."
"I can imagine."
As he walked the halls of the West Wing, bantering with Donna, Josh
smiled to himself. It felt good to finally be getting back to normal.
************
Within an hour, Donna had managed to throw together a delicious
grilled chicken meal and she and Josh sat comfortably on the couch in
her living room enjoying the food and sharing a bottle of wine.
They had been talking almost non-stop since they'd left the White
House. Josh was eager to hear every detail of what Donna had done in
the four days they'd been apart. They had talked on the phone
frequently, but those had been mostly business conversations. He knew
Donna had been focused on getting him back into the game and as such,
had avoided relaying any of the more gossip-y tidbits. He often
teased her for expounding on every little detail of her life, but as
he listened to her describe the atmosphere of the shutdown party, all
of the people that were there, what they were wearing and who they
were talking to, he realized that he simply loved to hear her talk.
Loved that she wanted to share everything about her life with him.
And was completely delighted to realize he wanted to hear every
detail. He also realized that things he had considered idle gossip
were so much more than that. Donna simply noticed more about people
than he did. She got more involved in their lives, and the little
details were just part of that involvement.
"So did anyone hit on you?" he teased.
"No one had a chance," Donna pouted, "My cell phone rang every five
minutes."
"Gee," Josh smirked, "That's too bad."
Donna swatted playfully at his arm. "So tell me all about how you
beat Haffley and his crafty minions at their own game."
Josh could tell by the look on her face that she wasn't teasing him;
she really did want to hear. He wondered if she loved hearing him
talk as much as he loved hearing her. He really hoped she did. He
told her the whole story, from the minute Leo came to his office to
tell him the President wanted him back in the War Room till the
minute they walked out of the Capital Building after Haffley kept
them waiting. He didn't leave out a single detail.
Donna's attention never wavered and her eyes were filled with equal
parts joy and pride.
"What?" Josh asked as she stared at him, smiling.
"I knew I'd be back at work within a day as soon as I saw you on
television."
"What do you mean?"
"As soon as I saw you walking to Haffley's office with Angela and the
President, I knew. I could see it in your eyes. I knew Haffley didn't
stand a chance. I don't care how good a poker player he is, he's no
match for you."
"I wish everyone had as much faith in me as you do."
"The President does," Donna pointed out. "And now that the budget is
out of the way, everyone else will come around."
"I hope you're right."
"Aren't I always?"
Donna knew there was still a long way to go to heal the relationship
between Josh and Leo. But she didn't want to think about that
tonight. Josh had had a rough few weeks and he deserved a night of
celebration.
"The women at the shutdown party couldn't take their eyes off you,"
Donna teased. "They were all talking about your sexy swagger and your
cute dimples. They kept yelling at the TV screen telling the
cameraman to pan away from the President and focus on you."
"Really?"
"Absolutely. They were all going on about your curls. And your hot
sunglasses. They really liked your hot sunglasses."
"Well, they clearly have good taste."
"I was considering getting their names and phone numbers to give you
so that you could put them in your 'Private' file."
Josh smiled. "That's not the kind of thing I keep in that file," he
said quietly.
"I know," Donna assured him, taking his hand in hers.
"Seriously, I'm not trying to keep secrets. I'm just not quite ready
to talk about it yet. But soon."
Josh didn't like to think of himself as the kind of man to keep a
diary. When he had first come to the White House, he had begun making
notes, believing full well he would someday write his political
memoirs. He wanted to have all of the information at his fingertips
to help refresh his memory and insure accuracy. As the years went by,
he had noticed his daily entries taking on a more personal tone. All
of the pertinent political information was still there, but there
were frequent mentions of his personal life and feelings too.
During his time on the bench, he had read back over the last few
months' entries, trying to find out where it had all gone wrong. In
doing so, he realized how much his writings had changed over the
years. How he had gone from mentioning Donna only in her role as his
assistant to talking much more about what she said, what she thought,
and how she influenced him.
He squeezed Donna's hand, then let go. "Dinner was great. Thanks. But
I really should get going. We both need to get some sleep. Tomorrow's
gonna be a long day."
He stood up and headed to the kitchen with his plate. Donna followed
him.
"It'll be good to get back," she said, sensing Josh wanted to change
the subject. "It'll be nice not to have to spend my day running back
and forth to Kinko's and keeping a cell phone plastered to my ear."
Josh turned to her, suddenly serious. "I really appreciate all your
help, Donna. I might have survived without you for those four days,
but it would have been a lot harder and a lot uglier than it was. Not
to mention the fact that we'd be spending the next few weeks dealing
with 11 million very angry Social Security recipients."
"It was my pleasure. Even though I couldn't be there to help with the
budget mess, I like to think I contributed in some small way to the
victory. I guess that's what it means to be the rookie."
"Don't minimize what you did, Donna. You made a substantial
contribution. I'm proud of you, and you should be proud of yourself.
And personally, there's no rookie I'd rather have backing me up than
you. "
"Thanks. That means a lot coming from Wilt Chamberlain."
Josh grinned.
"Well, I do have a certainly star quality," he boasted teasingly.
Donna rolled her eyes. "Be careful getting home Mr. Star-quality. The
nameless rookie will call you in the morning."
Josh gathered his coat and backpack and headed for the door. He and
Donna said their goodbyes and Donna watched as he made his way down
the hall. Suddenly he stopped and turned back.
"William Kennedy."
"What?" Donna asked, puzzled.
"William Kennedy. That's the name of the rookie. I've never forgotten
it."
Donna smiled as Josh waved one last time before heading down the
stairs. All things considered, she was having a pretty good rookie
season.
The End
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