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A Matter Of Trust
"How in the world could something like this happen?" Josh thundered
as he stood behind his desk, glaring angrily.
"I don't know," Donna said as she stared disbelievingly at the pages
of the report in her hand. "I updated all of the information and
plugged in the latest figures."
"Well these aren't the latest figures," Josh shouted.
"I know. I don't...." Donna began defensively.
"Save it," Josh snapped. "This isn't the first mistake like this
you've made in the last month. I don't know what's wrong with you
lately; but whatever it is you better find a way to fix it."
Donna blinked rapidly, desperately trying to hold back her tears. She
was determined not to cry in front of Josh. Things had been strained
between them for several months, but in the last few weeks they had
begun to go from bad to worse.
"I'm telling you, Josh, I plugged in all of the latest data...."
"Right. Just like you definitely put the Williams file in my backpack
the other day, except you didn't because it wasn't there when I got
home." Josh's voice continued to rise until he was shouting. "And
just like you definitely sent Toby a copy of the appropriations
numbers he needed except he never got them."
Donna hung her head. Josh obviously had no intention of listening to
anything she had to say. There was so much anger and venom in his
voice that she knew nothing she could say would make any difference.
He was right. There had been a large number of screw-ups lately. But
Donna was at a loss to explain them. It was as if papers were
magically disappearing and work she had completed was magically
coming undone.
"I'll redo it right away," she said softly.
"That's right," Josh said, "You will. And you might as well scrap
whatever plans you had for the weekend because I want this corrected
and on my desk by first thing Monday morning."
"Fine," Donna retorted, trying to keep her temper under control, "Is
there anything else?"
"No," Josh said dismissively.
Donna wheeled around angrily and left the office without another
word, as Josh moved around from behind his desk and slammed his
office door.
Amy had been sitting quietly at Donna's desk enjoying the sounds of
the argument coming from inside Josh's office. She spun around and
smiled sweetly as Donna approached her.
"Can I help you, Amy?" Donna asked peevishly.
"No," Amy answered sweetly, "I was just waiting for you to finish. I
need to talk to Josh about our weekend plans."
"Well you can go right in," Donna said, tapping her foot impatiently,
waiting for Amy to get out of her chair. In fact, she would really
rather Amy got out of her sight altogether. But Donna didn't have
time to think about that now. She had work to do.
"Is everything ok with you, Donna? You look upset," Amy inquired.
"Everything's just peachy," Donna answered.
"Look, no one knows better than me how difficult Josh can be
sometimes. If you ever need someone to talk to just give me a call."
"Thanks," Donna said, smiling through gritted teeth, "I'll keep that
in mind."
"So it's ok for me to go in?" Amy asked, finally getting up.
"Yep," Donna said as she slid into her chair and turned towards her
computer. "He's all yours."
'Not yet,' Amy thought as she walked towards Josh's door, 'But soon.'
Josh spent the bulk of the day in meetings on the Hill. He glanced at
his watch as entered the bullpen and saw that it was already after
7:00. Donna was sitting at her desk surrounded by manila folders and
reams of computer printouts. Josh felt a momentary pang of guilt.
Maybe it had all been some silly mistake. It wasn't like Donna to be
sloppy with data. He knew that she had carefully researched all of
the new numbers. Yet when she handed him the final draft of the
report-all of the figures had been out of date. He shouldn't have
yelled without giving her a chance to explain. In retrospect, he
realized that he had reacted badly.
After four years together, he should be willing to give Donna the
benefit of the doubt. If they both stayed and worked together on
making the corrections, they could salvage half of the weekend.
"How's it going?" Josh asked as he approached Donna's desk, trying to
keep his tone as light as possible.
"Fine," Donna answered without looking up.
"Look, I was thinking...." Josh began.
"Hey, there you are!" Amy said as she emerged from Josh's office, "I
thought you were never going to get back. Are you ready to go?"
"Go?" Josh asked.
"Yes, go. We're having dinner with the Ortegas. Don't tell me you
forgot already," Amy scolded.
Josh scanned his memory for any mention Amy might have made about
dinner plans but came up dry. Either she forgot to mention it, or he
hadn't been listening when she did, which was entirely possible since
he found that he tuned her out quite often.
"Well I was going to..." Josh said.
"No!" Amy said sternly. "We're not canceling this dinner. It's too
late for that. And we better get going if you want to change clothes
because we have 8:30 reservations."
"Ok," Josh acquiesced, not wanting to make a scene in the middle of
the bullpen. He glanced at Donna who still hadn't looked up once from
what she was working on. "Call me if you need anything, Donna."
'Not likely,' Donna thought as Josh and Amy turned and headed for the
door.
Josh climbed out of bed late on Saturday morning feeling even more
guilty knowing that Donna was at work. Leo had ordered the entire
senior staff to take the weekend off and recharge their batteries.
Josh didn't feel right knowing that Donna would be working all day
while he had plans to spend the day watching basketball with Sam,
Toby and CJ. He felt like he should be there helping, but Leo had
banned them all from the office, teasingly saying that the Secret
Service had orders to shoot them on sight if they came within 500
yards of the White House.
But maybe he could call Donna and tell her to bring the work over to
his place and they could finish it there. He could probably help
Donna finish up and still get in half a day of basketball watching.
He knew that Donna was privy to Leo's 'no work' edict for the
weekend, but considering how angry she was at him maybe she would be
willing to skirt the rules. And maybe if they could spend a little
time together away from the office, he could find out what had been
bothering her.
He was broken out of his reverie by the sound of the ringing phone.
"Josh Lyman."
"Hey, J. I was just calling to make sure you were up."
"Yeah, I'm up."
"Good. Sam will be by to pick you up in an hour so you better jump in
the shower. And don't forget you promised we'd go over some of the
provisions in the new appropriations bill tonight."
"Right," Josh sighed.
"And one other thing. The painters are painting my apartment today so
I'm gonna work at your place. I'll never get any work done here with
all the fumes and I don't feel like going in to the office. I'll just
work there and then when you get back from Toby's we can order some
takeout and go over the numbers."
"Sounds good," Josh said wearily. He really wasn't in the mood to go
over appropriations numbers tonight but he knew from experience that
arguing with Amy was an exercise in futility. "I'll see you later."
'So much for asking Donna to come over here and work', he thought
disappointedly.
All he could think of as he headed for the shower was how much more
he enjoyed hearing Donna give him his schedule than Amy.
Leo had been right. Two days away from the west wing had really
rejuvenated Josh's spirit. He felt refreshed and ready to face
whatever came his way.
"Good morning, Donna," he said as he passed her desk on his way to
his office.
"Good morning," she muttered.
Two minutes later she appeared in his doorway carrying the report she
had spent all weekend on, and his schedule for the day. When Josh
looked up and saw her, his good mood slipped a little.
"Are you ok?" he asked, his voice full of concern. It was obvious
that she had gotten very little, if any, sleep since Friday.
"I'm fine," Donna answered.
Josh wasn't quite convinced. Especially since Donna was looking at
the floor, the desk, the wall behind his head-anywhere but into his
eyes.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
"I'm positive," she answered hastily. "It's going to be a busy day so
there's a lot to cover. Here are two copies of the corrected report.
The first one is done with all of the updated numbers and using the
projected figures from the OMB. The OMB released a few revised
numbers Saturday afternoon and I wasn't sure if you wanted them
included so I wrote a second copy of the memo which includes them
just in case," she said as she handed him both folders.
"I appreciate all the extra work," Josh said sincerely. "Why didn't
you just call me and ask about the new numbers?"
"I called you Saturday night. I left a message on both your cell and
your home phone. When I didn't hear back I decided better safe than
sorry."
"I was home all night Saturday," Josh said. "Amy and I were going
over appropriations numbers. The phone never rang." Josh pulled his
cell phone from his pocket and quickly checked for messages. "There
are no missed messages here either. Are you sure..."
Donna couldn't take anymore. She had to get away and take a few
minutes to compose herself before she exploded
completely. "Apparently among all of my other shortcomings, I
suddenly have either forgotten your phone numbers or don't know how
to use a telephone correctly," she sputtered as she placed Josh's
schedule on his desk. "You have staff in 10 minutes. We can go over
the rest of your schedule after that."
Josh could do nothing but stare as Donna turned on her heels and left
his office. She grabbed her purse as she hurried off to the restroom,
trying desperately to forestall the tears until she got there.
Throughout the rest of the week things continued to deteriorate. On
Tuesday Josh had decided to spend the afternoon working from home. He
stopped by Amy's office for a quick takeout lunch and when he got
home and settled down to work, he found that several of the files he
needed weren't in his backpack. To make matters worse, Donna couldn't
find the files anywhere. She continued to insist that she had placed
them in Josh's backpack but they were nowhere to be found. Josh lost
most of the day trying to replace all of the missing information.
Then on Thursday, Josh's entire stack of pink phone message slips
disappeared. He had intended to devote a good portion of the morning
to returning phone calls-but when he looked for the slips they were
gone. He had yelled at Donna for nearly half an hour about her
apparent newfound tendency towards carelessness.
Donna had stood there while he screamed, her mortification made even
more intense by the fact that they weren't the only two people in the
office. Amy had been waiting for Josh in his office when he returned
from a meeting, and he hadn't even bothered to ask her to step
outside while he berated Donna.
By Friday afternoon, things were ready to explode.
"Things have gotta change around here, Donna," Josh said
solemnly. "We can't go on like this."
"I know, Josh, but..."
"No buts. I want you to take tomorrow off and get whatever has been
wrong with you straightened out. No more excuses. Whatever this is is
beginning to affect my work and I won't allow that. Just fix this or
we're gonna have to make some drastic changes. Do you understand me? "
"Perfectly," Donna spat back.
"Fine. Then I'll see you Monday," Josh said.
"Fine," Donna answered. As she walked to her a car a few minutes
later there was a sudden clutching in her stomach as she wondered
what Josh meant by "drastic changes".
Josh had a mostly unproductive Saturday at work without Donna there
to help him. By the time he gave up in the late afternoon and headed
home-he was more confused than ever. He needed Donna in order to do
his job to the best of his ability; his inefficiency in her absence
had proven that. But how could she be making such huge, glaring
mistakes? It was so unlike Donna.
Amy had pointed out that all of the problems seemed to have started
after Donna's "relationship" with Cliff Calley. Josh wasn't even sure
how Amy knew about Donna and Cliff. HE certainly had never talked to
her about it. He guessed she must have heard it through the
grapevine. But despite Amy's insinuations, Josh couldn't believe that
this had anything to do with Cliff. Whatever else happened, he had
never questioned Donna's loyalty. He silently cursed Amy for even
putting the thought in his head.
By Sunday night, things weren't really any clearer in his mind. As he
emerged from the bathroom towel drying his hair after his shower, he
saw Amy already in bed. She was holding his portable phone in her
hand; his cell phone was laying on the nightstand.
"Who was on the phone?" he asked irritably. He didn't like Amy
answering his phone.
"No one," Amy said, "I was just checking my messages."
"What's wrong with your phone?"
"My battery is dead. I was gonna switch batteries with you but then I
just decided to go ahead and use your other phone," Amy said as Josh
held out his hand for his cell. She tossed it to him and he laid it
on his desk next to his car keys. Then he turned out the light and
slipped into bed, lying on his side with his back turned to Amy.
"Geez, Josh," she sighed as she leaned over him and kissed him on the
cheek. "I was only checking my messages. I'm sorry I touched your
phone."
"That's not it," Josh said without opening his eyes. "I've just got a
lot on my mind and I'm really tired tonight."
"Ok," Amy said as she cuddled up against his back. "Night."
"Night."
Two hours later Josh was still awake. There was something bothering
him but he just couldn't put his finger on what it was. Finally he
couldn't take it anymore. He sent up silent thanks that Amy was a
very sound sleeper as he eased out of bed, grabbed his cell phone off
the desk, and headed out to the living room.
Once he was there, he hit *69 on his cell and was shocked to hear
that the last number that had called his line was his own home phone
number. He then picked up his living room extension and hit *69.
Again he was surprised to find out that the last number to call his
home phone had been his cell. It was almost as if someone was trying
to hide the last call that had really been received.
It had to have been Amy. The time stamps on the calls had been at the
precise time Josh knew that he had been in the shower. But why would
she have done that? What was she hoping to gain? And whose message
was she trying to hide?
Josh thought back to the previous Saturday night and Donna's claim
that she had left messages on both Josh's home phone and his cell.
Amy had been in the apartment with him that night too. Could she be
erasing Donna's messages before he heard them? And if she was, then
why?
Josh had no idea what was going on-but he intended to find out.
He glanced at the clock and saw that it was 4:08 AM. He felt bad
about calling Donna in the middle of the night but it had to be done.
He felt even worse when she answered the phone quickly and he knew
she hadn't been asleep. Her voice was thick and she sounded as though
she had been crying for days.
"Hello," she said.
"Donna, did I wake you?" Josh asked, even though he already knew the
answer.
"It's ok. What do you need?" Donna said flatly.
"Did you call and leave me a message earlier on my home phone or my
cell?" Josh asked.
"Both," Donna said.
Any hopes Josh had harbored that this was all some sort of
misunderstanding immediately disappeared. But he wasn't ready to tell
Donna what he suspected had been going on. He didn't have enough
information yet. So he scrambled for some sort of excuse.
"I'm having a few problems with my phones," he said, "Could you
repeat the message for me?"
"Sure. Leo has set up a conference call in the morning with the
delegation on the ground in the Middle East and he needs you to be in
on it. He said it's vital."
"What time?"
"5:45."
"Ok. I'm gonna get dressed now and head in. I'll be there on time."
"Good. Leo said this was very important, Josh."
"It is. We've been trying to set this up for two weeks. I'm sorry I
called so late but I'm glad we could get this straightened out."
"I'm glad too, Josh. If you hadn't gotten the message this could have
been a disaster."
"Yes it could have. You try to get a little rest and I'll see you in
the office later."
"I'll be there.
Josh slipped into the bedroom, grabbed some clothes from his closet,
and headed to the guest room to get dressed so he wouldn't wake Amy.
He couldn't deal with her right now. He needed to get to the bottom
of what was going on.
This wasn't just about Donna anymore. This was about matters of
national importance, about his ability to effectively do his job. And
if Amy had been behind everything that had gone on, he wanted to know
why. He also wanted to make sure that she got what was coming to her.
He needed to talk to someone who could help him find out the truth.
20 minutes later, he headed out the door, determined to find out
EXACTLY what had been going on, and to fix things with Donna. He just
hoped it wasn't too late.
Josh glanced at his watch as he crossed the bullpen. He had less than
five minutes to grab the files he needed and make it to Leo's office
for the conference call on the situation in the Middle East. Peace
negotiations hadn't been going well, and it had taken nearly two
weeks to get all parties involved to agree to participate. His mind
was still whirling as he tried to figure out what Amy had hoped to
gain by making him miss out on this call. This wasn't something as
small as a missing message slip; it was a matter of national
importance. If he had been late it would have reflected directly on
him more so than Donna.
Josh startled at the sound of another voice in the quiet bullpen. He
looked up and saw CJ standing in the doorway of his office with an
amused look on her face.
"What?" he asked distractedly.
"What's up with you this morning?" CJ answered. "I called your name
three times but you looked like you were a million miles away.
Something on your mind?"
"Yeah, you could say that," Josh said.
"Anything I can help with?" CJ asked, concern beginning to edge into
her voice.
"As a matter of fact, yes," Josh said, as a plan began to form in his
mind. "I have this conference call to take care of now, but do you
have a few minutes for me after staff?"
"I think so," CJ replied, "I'll see if Carol can move a few things
around. Is everything ok?"
"I sure hope so," Josh said as he gathered up his things and headed
down the hallway.
CJ stared after him with a look that was a mix of puzzlement and
concern.
The conference call was very productive and more importantly, it went
off without a hitch. Leo had no idea how close Josh had come to
missing it, and Josh had no intention of telling him. At least not
yet. He needed to understand what was going on himself before he
could take his concerns to Leo.
He tried to put everything that was going on out of his mind and
concentrate through what turned out to be a blessedly short staff
meeting. As they all left Leo's office, he caught up to CJ.
"Did Carol manage to make time?" he asked her.
"Yeah. I have about 20 minutes," CJ answered. "My office or yours?"
"Neither. Lets grab a cup of coffee in the Mess," Josh suggested.
Josh and CJ settled at a table in the corner with their coffee. Josh
seemed reluctant to start the conversation, even though it had been
his idea, so CJ decided to take the bull by the horns.
"What's wrong, Josh? You've been acting strange all morning?"
"It's Donna," Josh said slowly.
"What about Donna?" CJ asked, her eyes narrowing suspiciously.
"Well...." Josh began, "She and I have been having a
few...problems...lately."
"I'm well aware of that. Do you forget that my office is right next
to yours? You and Donna tend to have "problems" at the top of your
lungs. Although lately I've noticed the yelling seems to be mostly
one-sided."
"I know," Josh said guiltily, lapsing into silence again.
"What's the problem with Donna?" CJ prodded.
"Look, CJ, things have been a bit...let's say tense...between Donna
and I for a while now."
"I know that," CJ said, placing her hand on Josh's arm. "Things have
been tough on all of us, what with the investigation and the
President's illness. But that's all behind us now and we can get back
to normal."
"That's what I thought too, but lately a lot of things have been
going wrong. Files have been missing, reports are done incorrectly,
messages are lost-things like that."
"That doesn't sound like Donna," CJ said skeptically.
"No it doesn't," Josh agreed, his voice barely above a whisper. "I
mean I should have known better......."
"But......"
"I don't know what happened. I don't really have an excuse. Well, I
might....I mean Amy......
Josh raked his hands through his hair while he tried to come up with
the right words to tell CJ what he thought was going on.
"Josh, you're not making any sense. What does Amy have to do with
what's going on between you and Donna."
"I never gave Donna a chance to explain anything. Every time
something went wrong I just yelled. And every time I yelled she
became more and more withdrawn. Last weekend she told me that she
left me messages asking about a report she was working on and I
practically called her a liar."
"OK. But I still don't understand what Amy has to do with this."
"Last night, while I was in the shower, Amy erased messages from
Donna, on both my home phone and my cell. Donna was calling to tell
me that Leo had set up a conference call for 5:45 this morning."
"And you're sure Amy erased them?"
Josh quickly recounted for CJ how he used the *69 function on his
phones to figure out what time the messages had been erased.
"Luckily I realized something was going on. I called Donna and she
gave me the message so I made it in on time. But if I hadn't..."
"Leo would have been furious."
"To say the least."
"And you're sure Amy has something to do with this?"
"Well, I'm sure that she erased Donna's messages last night," Josh
said confidently. "As far as the other things go, I don't know, I've
been wracking my brains. It just seems like Amy has been in the
vicinity every time. But I never made the connection."
"So what's your next step?" CJ asked.
"I don't know. I thought maybe you could help me there. I have to
figure out what Amy is up to..and why?"
"You think this is more than personal?"
"I don't know, CJ. I mean...I don't think I've ever given Amy any
reason to be jealous of Donna. And even I'm not egomaniacal enough to
think this is all about Amy wanting me to herself."
CJ smiled. "Then what do you think her angle is?"
"I have no idea."
"Well we better find out soon before things get any worse. What can I
do to help?"
"I don't know exactly. Keep your eyes and ears open. You might see or
hear something I miss. Maybe try to help me figure out what Amy's up
to?"
"I'll do what I can," CJ said glancing at her watch. "I have a
meeting in two minutes so I gotta run. We'll talk about this later
though ok?"
"Ok," Josh said dejectedly as they stood up and headed back to work.
"I'm serious," CJ said sympathetically. "We'll fix this. Everything
will be alright."
Josh returned to the bullpen and found Donna hunched over one of the
large file cabinets, thumbing through each file individually, her
brow furrowed in concentration.
"Lose something?" he asked teasingly.
He was immediately sorry for his choice of words when he saw the look
in Donna's eyes. It was a mix of fear and guilt.
"No," she said quietly, "I was just looking for the files from last
week. The ones I thought I put in your backpack."
Josh's heart dropped. He wanted to tell Donna the truth---that he
suspected she hadn't lost the files at all. That Amy had actually
been behind their disappearance. The look of insecurity that he saw
in Donna's eyes made his heart break. But he couldn't tell her yet.
Not until he had a better idea of what was going on. He decided that
she was safer not knowing, at least for the time being.
"Any messages?" he asked, trying for a change of subject.
Donna reached into her pocket and pulled out the pink message
slips. "Hollings called to confirm your lunch meeting. You'll go
straight from there to the meetings on the Hill, which should take up
most of your afternoon. Oh, and Amy called, she wants you to call her
back ASAP."
"Did she say anything else?" Josh asked, wondering if she had asked
about the meeting.
"Nope, just that you should call her."
"Ok," Josh said. "Could you get the stuff together that I need for
this afternoon?"
"It's right here," Donna said, indicating the files she had tucked
under her arm.
"Thanks," he said sincerely, as Donna went back to searching intently
through the file drawers.
Josh sat down in his chair and took a deep breath as he dialed Amy's
direct line. It was important that he not tip his hand. He couldn't
let her know that he was suspicious.
"What happened to you this morning, J? I woke up and you were gone,"
Amy said, not even bothering with hello.
"I was restless. I didn't want to wake you so I decided to come in
and get some work done."
"Anything interesting going on?" Amy asked nonchalantly.
She was digging for information, Josh was certain of it. He decided
to play along and see what happened.
"As a matter of fact, yes. Leo arranged a very important conference
call this morning. I almost missed it. Donna said she called and left
me a message again--but there weren't any on my phone."
"Was Leo angry?" Amy asked.
"No, he doesn't know anything about it. I made it on time, that's all
that matters in the end."
"Things with Donna are getting out of hand, Josh. She's becoming a
real liability. This could have been a disaster."
Josh's jaw clenched as he started to seethe. "I know."
"You're going to have to do something about her. I know you feel
responsible for her but this is going to far. It's time to cut her
loose."
"I'm dealing with it," Josh said noncommittally.
"Well you better. Before something really bad happens. She could hurt
your career, J."
"I said I'll take care of it. Look I gotta go. I've gotta get ready
for an afternoon on the Hill."
"Am I gonna see you tonight?"
"I don't know what time I'll be back. I'll call you later."
"Ok. Have a good day," she said sweetly.
"You too," Josh said as he quickly hung up the phone. He wasn't sure
he could keep his feelings hidden for even a second longer. There was
no doubt in his mind now that Amy was up to something; it was just a
matter of finding out what.
Amy sat quietly in her office gathering her thoughts. 'He's never
gonna be able to do it,' she thought. 'For some reason he just can't
bring himself to fire the little witch.' After a few more minutes of
contemplation, she made a decision.
She unlocked the bottom drawer of her desk and pulled out a large
manila envelope containing all of Josh's missing files and message
slips, along with a computer diskette containing all of the revised
figures for the report Donna had been working on last weekend.
She pulled a piece of plain white paper out of her printer tray and
carefully wrote in very nondescript block letters:
Mr. McGarry,
I found these items in a trashcan outside of an apartment
building on 3rd Street. I recognized them immediately as White House
documents. I'm not sure how they got there but I was certain you
would want them back. Rest assured, I didn't read them. As soon as I
realized what they were I put them in an envelope to send to you
immediately.
She slipped the note in on top of the files, addressed the envelope
to Leo and grabbed her coat.
"I have an errand to run. I'll be back in a little while," Amy said
as she breezed past her secretary, a determined smile on her face.
"MARGARET!" Leo screamed from the depths of his office.
"Yes," she asked, immediately appearing in his doorway. She could
tell that Leo was livid. In all the years they had been together, she
had only seen him like this on a few occasions.
"I want to see Josh and Donna immediately," he said with barely
contained fury.
"I'll take care of it," Margaret said, frightened by the look in
Leo's eyes.
A minute later she reappeared in the doorway. "Josh is on the Hill
all afternoon but Donna is on her way here. Should I page Josh and
get him back?"
"No! But I want to see him the second he steps foot in the building."
"I'll see to it," Margaret said before retreating to her desk.
A minute later Donna arrived in Leo's outer office. She became
immediately uneasy from the look on Margaret's face. "Is something
wrong?" Donna asked.
"I don't know," Margaret said solemnly, waving Donna into the office.
As soon as she was in, Margaret closed the door. Donna was suddenly
terrified. Leo was sitting in his chair with his back turned to her.
The tension in the room was thick enough to cut with a knife.
"Is something wrong, Leo?" Donna asked timidly.
"Something is very wrong," Leo said angrily as he turned to face
Donna.
"Wh..wh..what?" Donna asked, sure she didn't really want to know.
"Can you explain these?" Leo spat as he thrust the contents of the
manila envelope towards Donna.
Donna recognized them immediately. "These are Josh's files and
message slips. And this is one of my work disks."
Leo continued to glare at her. "Would you care to explain why they
were sent to me by messenger?"
"I don't know. I mean...."
"They were found in a trashcan outside of an apartment on 3rd Street."
All of the blood drained from Donna's face. "I live on 3rd Street."
"I'm well aware of that, Donna," Leo said accusingly. "Would you care
to explain to me how these files ended up in a trash can outside your
apartment," he said, his voice rising to a full-blown shout.
"I don't know," Donna said, her voice shaky and her knees growing
weaker.
"You shouldn't even have this kind of material outside of the White
House, Donna," he screamed. "I thought you knew better."
"I do.." Donna started desperately trying to defend herself.
"Apparently not," Leo thundered on. "What were you thinking? How
could you have been so careless? How did these this happen?"
"I...I...I"
"Go home, Donna!"
"What?"
"I said, go home."
"Am I fired?"
"I don't know yet. There will have to be a full investigation. Just
go home and wait until you hear from me again."
Donna turned towards the door sobbing, unable to hold back the hurt
and confusion. Her hand was on the knob when Leo spoke again.
"Is there any other missing material I should know about?" he asked
angrily.
"No," Donna said quietly, before fleeing his office, grabbing her
coat and purse, and running for her car.
Josh returned from the Hill two hours later to find the White House
abuzz. He wondered immediately what had happened while he was gone.
He looked for Donna to tell him what was up but she was nowhere to be
found. What he did find was a note on his desk saying that Leo
wanted to see him immediately.
He wandered the hall still trying to pick up on what might be going
on. When he reached Leo's office, Margaret couldn't look him in the
eye.
"What happened, Margaret? Why is the place in such an uproar?"
Margaret was saved from having to answer as Leo's office door flew
open and he said, "Inside, Josh. Now!"
"What's the matter, Leo?" Josh asked as he entered the office and
closed the door behind him.
"This is the matter," Leo said, practically throwing the envelope he
had received by messenger at his deputy.
Josh removed the contents and knew exactly what he was looking
at. "Where did you get this?" he asked.
"It arrived by messenger this afternoon," Leo said through gritted
teeth. His anger had subsided a little since he talked to Donna but
not much.
Josh took a deep breath and ran his hand nervously through his hair.
He was gonna have to tell Leo what was going on, even though he
didn't think he had enough facts yet. "Listen, Leo...."
"No you listen, Josh. These things were found in a trash can outside
of Donna's apartment building."
"What?"
"You heard me. What was she doing taking this kind of stuff home.
Granted it's not top secret, but it's also not something I want
spread all over town."
"Leo, Donna didn't....." Josh began. He stopped in mid sentence as he
realized something. "Where's Donna?"
"I sent her home," Leo said.
"You fired her?!?"
"No, I didn't fire her, although I had good reason. I wanted to wait
and talk to you first. I sent her home until we can launch an
investigation into how this happened."
"Leo you don't understand what's going on here. This isn't Donna's
fault," Josh said.
"Then whose fault is it?" Leo asked sarcastically.
"Actually...Amy's," Josh answered.
"I think you better sit down and tell me what the hell you're talking
about," Leo said.
Donna stood in her kitchen, tears running down her face, looking
confusedly into her refrigerator. Every cupboard door was open also.
She remembered going grocery shopping last night, but she didn't
remember buying any of the food she saw in front of her. She reached
under the sink where she kept the paper grocery bags neatly folded.
She opened each one until she found the receipt in the bottom of one.
She looked over the items that had been rung up.
Beef jerky, pork and beans, lentil soup. These weren't things that
Donna even liked so why were her cupboards full of them. She could
have sworn she bought fruit and vegetables and peanut butter. How
could she have made such mistakes?
"Am I going crazy?" she asked out loud to her empty apartment. "Did I
really bring those files home and throw them in the garbage?"
Donna's hands were shaking as she reached into the refrigerator and
pulled out the one food that looked familiar, yogurt. She grabbed a
spoon and headed for the living room, where she curled up on the
couch, covered herself with a blanket, and sobbed.
Josh heaved a heavy sigh as he sat down across from Leo and tried to
explain everything he had found out in the last eighteen hours. He
recounted finding Amy holding his phones, and then finding out later
that messages had been erased. He went back over all of the missed
messages, missed meetings and missing files that had occurred in the
last month.
"And you think Amy has something to do with all this?" Leo asked
incredulously.
"Believe me," Josh replied, "I know how crazy it sounds. But I also
know what I saw. Amy was doing something with my phones when I got
out of the shower, and then Donna's messages magically disappeared.
It makes me wonder what else Amy has been up to."
"Josh, listen. I'm trying to be sympathetic here, but if your love
life has somehow turned into Peyton Place, I can't let that get in
the way of business."
"Don't you think I know that, Leo?" Josh asked angrily. Immediately
sorry for snapping at his boss, he took a deep breath and
continued. "I'm not sure that this is all about my love life. I can't
believe that Amy would go to this much trouble just to get rid of
Donna."
"Have you looked at Donna lately?" Leo asked dryly.
"Yes," Josh snapped. "I've looked at Donna virtually every day for
the last four years. But I've never asked her out. I asked Amy out.
So what does Amy have to be jealous of?"
There was so much that Leo wanted to say, but now just wasn't the
time. Emotions were running too high. If this was just some drama
having to do with Josh's love life, he wanted it ended immediately.
But if Josh was right, and this was about more than that, he had to
know. Like the old adage said, 'Hold your friends close and your
enemies closer.'
"So what do you plan to do?" Leo asked, deciding to move the
conversation in a different direction, at least temporarily. He knew
that the day when he would have to talk to Josh about Donna was
drawing closer, but right now he had a more pressing problem to deal
with.
"Well, I think it's important that Amy not find out we suspect
anything."
"I agree."
"I've asked a few friends to do some checking."
"Do I want to know who these 'friends' are?"
"Probably not," Josh said a bit sheepishly. "Other than that, we just
need to keep a close watch on Amy whenever she's in the White House.
She was kind of flying under the radar before, no one really noticed
her. Maybe that's how she managed to cause all of these problems."
"And Donna?"
"That's the thing, Leo," Josh said earnestly. "Right now Amy seems
focused on getting Donna out of the way. So we know where to
concentrate our energy. But if we take Donna out of the picture,
there's no telling where Amy might strike next."
"So we set Donna up as a target?"
"Not a target!" Josh said defensively. "I don't think Amy wants to
hurt Donna, she just wants her out of the way. So if we keep Donna in
place, we know where to expect Amy to strike next."
"Have you talked to Donna about this?"
"Not yet."
"Anyone else know?"
"Just CJ. I talked to her this morning after staff."
Leo sighed a heavy sigh, pulled off his glasses and rubbed his eyes.
"You better give Sam and Toby a heads up too. But I'm not gonna play
this game forever, Josh. Find out what's going on and do it fast."
"I will, Leo. I promise."
"And if there are any more incidents like the one that happened
today, I'm gonna have no choice but to fire Donna."
"I understand. I'll take care of it. Nothing like that will happen
again."
"OK. Get out of here so I can get some work done."
"Thanks, Leo."
"You're welcome. Now go," Leo said gruffly, but he couldn't hide the
genuine affection in his voice. And he couldn't help but smile at the
look in his deputy's eyes. Josh was primed for battle. Ready to do
whatever it took to find out the truth, and protect someone he cared
for.
Josh made a few quick calls and arranged to meet Sam, CJ, and Toby in
Toby's office right away. As he was headed in that direction, his
cell rang.
"Josh Lyman," he said.
"Hey, J. Are you still on the Hill?"
It was all Josh could do to not hurl the phone across the room. The
very sound of Amy's voice made his blood pressure rise. But he meant
what he had said to Leo. It would be easier to find out what was
going on if Amy was oblivious to the fact that they were on to her.
So he took a deep breath, softened his voice, and said,
"I'm sorry. I got hit with a crisis as soon as I walked in the door.
I was just getting ready to call you."
"Anything serious?" Amy asked, trying but failing to sound
uninterested.
"Kind of."
"So you'll be all night?" Amy asked seductively.
"Um...I don't think so. Just give me a couple more hours."
"Ok. Maybe I'll just go over and wait at your place," Amy purred.
"No!" Josh said quickly. He knew that if Amy went to his place she
would plan on spending the night, and there was no way he could face
the prospect of that. "I just mean...umm....I need a little change of
scenery. We always stay at my place. How about if I come by your
apartment for a change?"
"Ok. If that's what you want."
"It is. I'll be there as soon as I can."
"I'll be waiting."
"Bye."
Josh shoved his phone in his pocket as he headed for Toby's office,
and made a mental note to ask someone to page him later.
By the time Josh arrived, CJ had filled Sam and Toby in on everything
Josh had told her that morning. On top of that, they had all heard
the buzz about the missing files found in the trashcan outside of
Donna's apartment. It was all anyone had been talking about all
afternoon.
"They're up to speed," CJ said as Josh flopped down on the end of
Toby's couch, looking carefully at the faces of his friends. CJ
looked worried, Sam looked like he was deep in thought, and Toby
looked a bit confused by the whole situation.
"What's going on here, Josh?" Toby asked, breaking the silence.
"I don't know exactly," Josh answered determinedly. "I just know that
Amy is up to something and I'm gonna find out exactly what it is."
"You really think Amy has been sabotaging Donna's work? And that she
put those files in the trashcan outside of Donna's apartment?" Sam
asked skeptically.
"I don't think those files were ever in the trashcan," Josh answered
quickly. "They arrived by messenger; they were certainly no worse for
the wear. They weren't stained or torn. And I know for certain that
Amy was screwing with my phone messages. So if she was doing that, it
only makes sense she was involved with the other stuff."
"Good point," CJ said.
"I have a friend checking the messenger service to see if he can come
up with anything on who sent the package," Josh said.
"What else can we do?" CJ asked.
Toby rubbed his hand over his bald head. Amy Gardner wasn't one of
his favorite people, but he would never have thought her the type to
do something like this. But then again, in the four years Toby had
known Donna he couldn't ever remember her being so careless or
incompetent. There was at least enough circumstantial evidence to
believe Amy was up to something, so he decided he owed it to Donna to
get to the bottom of things.
"I'll ask around discreetly and see if I can come up with any
information on Ms. Gardner," Toby said, beginning to jot down notes
on his legal pad.
"What about Donna? Is she fired?" Sam asked.
"No," Josh answered. "Leo agrees that keeping Donna close is the best
way to find out exactly what Amy is up to. We know where Amy's
attention is fixated right now, so we know where to watch for her
next move."
"Are you gonna tell Donna what's going on?" CJ asked.
"Yes," Josh said at the exact same time Toby said "No!"
"Why wouldn't I tell her?" Josh asked incredulously.
"Think about it," Toby answered, "As soon as Donna hears what's going
on she's going to go into attack mode. She isn't going to be
protecting herself, Josh; she's going to be protecting you. There's
absolutely no way she's going to let Amy do anything that might hurt
you or damage your career."
"That's true," CJ agreed, "You know how Donna is when it comes to
you, Josh."
"So we don't tell her?" Josh asked, trying to wrap his mind around
the idea.
"We keep her close," Toby said. "We do everything in our power to
protect her. But I think letting her in on it is too much of a risk.
She's too likely to go after Amy and tip our hand."
"I have to agree," Sam said. "When it comes to protecting you, Donna
has a 'take no prisoners' strategy. If she feels that Amy might be
doing something to make you look bad, there's no telling what she
might do."
"I don't know," Josh sighed, "this whole situation is taking a heavy
toll on Donna. If I could just tell her, I think it might make her
feel better."
"She'll feel better once we get this whole mess straightened out,"
Toby insisted. "Until then, I think the less she knows the better."
"You're probably right," Josh agreed. "I just hate...."
"I know," Toby said softly. "I don't like seeing Donna miserable any
more than you do. But in this case, it's really for her own good. The
less she knows the better it will be for her."
"I guess so. Let's just get this over with as soon as possible," Josh
said.
Everyone in the room nodded in agreement.
"Ok then," Josh continued. "I'm gonna head over to Donna's place and
tell her that she isn't fired..."
"Josh..." Toby said warningly.
"That's all I'm gonna tell her," Josh assured him. "Then I have to
head over to Amy's apartment."
"Really?" Sam asked. "You're still going to....you know.."
"We all agreed," Josh sighed, "We have to make it look like nothing
has changed. But I have no intention of...you know. I need someone to
page me over there in about 90 minutes and say there's some sort of
emergency."
"I'll do it," Toby said. "I'll still be here anyway."
"Thanks," Josh said as he stood up. When he reached the door he
turned around and looked sincerely at his friends. "And I mean thanks
for everything. I realize that this is my mess and I appreciate you
guys helping me clean it up."
"All for one," Toby said with a wry smile.
"And one for all," Sam and CJ said in unison.
Donna nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard the insistent
knocking on her apartment door. She glanced at the clock on the VCR.
10:18. She had been sitting on her couch, wrapped in a blanket and
sobbing for hours. She wiped her tears and called, "Who is it?"
"It's me, Josh," came the answer from the other side of the door.
Donna's heart began to pound. She didn't think she was ready to see
Josh. Surely he had heard about the files by now. Was he here to
scream at her? To berate her some more? Maybe he was here to fire
her. Her hands began to shake.
"What do you want?" she asked tremulously.
"Let me in, Donna. We need to talk."
Donna pulled the blanket tighter around her body and walked slowly
across the apartment. She unlatched all of the locks and opened the
door.
"Come in," she said, preparing for the worst.
When Josh finally got a look at Donna, he was shocked by the way she
looked. She had obviously been crying for hours. Her eyes were puffy
and her face was beet red. But that wasn't the worst of it. The worst
was the look in Donna's eyes. Fear, confusion, anger, sadness. Josh
had never seen Donna look like that before. The emotions were so
thick he could actually feel them in the air.
"Are you ok?" he asked, taking a step towards her. He cringed when
she took a step back.
"I'm fine. What do you need?" she asked, pulling the blanket even
tighter.
"I wanted to talk to you about what happened today."
"I guess you talked to Leo," Donna said in a small, shaky voice.
"Yeah," Josh sighed.
"Am I fired?"
"No, no no, no. You're not fired."
"I have no idea how those files ended up in the trashcan outside. I
tried to tell Leo but he wouldn't listen. And he was so angry. He
told me to go home until I heard from him."
"I straightened everything out."
"How?"
"I just did, Donna. Don't worry about how."
"But the files and messages..." Donna said as she swiped furiously at
the tears that had begun to fall.
At that moment, Josh knew what it felt like to have your heart break.
He wanted desperately to take Donna in his arms and comfort her. To
tell her that everything would be ok. To tell her that none of this
was her fault, that it had all been Amy's doing. But then he reminded
himself that Toby had a point. It was better for Donna not to know
what was going on, at least for the time being. Amy seemed fixated on
Donna, and so she was bound to notice any change in Donna's behavior.
If she caught on to the fact that she was being watched, she might
retreat completely and then they would never find out what was going
on. Or worse yet, she might lash out and put Donna in physical danger.
As much as he hated the look in Donna's eyes, and what she was going
through right now, he knew that it was the only way to keep her safe.
"Do you trust me, Donna?" Josh asked softly.
"What?" Donna asked, confused by the quick change of subject.
"I asked you if you trust me," Josh said, easing closer to her
trembling form.
Donna knew the answer to that question immediately. Despite
everything they had been through, despite all the angry words,
despite all the tears there was no doubt. "Yes," she said resolutely.
Josh breathed a sigh of relief. "Then I'm gonna have to ask you to
trust me on this one. I'll take care of everything. We'll get this
whole mess straightened out. I just need you to come back to work."
"Leo said it was ok?" Donna asked tearfully.
"Yes. He wants you back."
"But...."
"Just trust me, Donna."
"I do," Donna answered in a voice barely above a whisper.
Josh stepped forward, and this time Donna didn't retreat. He pulled
her into a gentle hug and placed a kiss on top of her head. He wished
that he could stay there all night holding her but he knew he
couldn't. He pulled back and placed his hand underneath Donna's chin,
tipping her head up till she was looking directly into his eyes.
"I'll see you tomorrow at work," he said with a small smile.
"I'll be there," Donna said.
As Josh descended the steps outside of Donna's building, he looked
back over his shoulder and saw her standing in the window. He waved
and smiled. Donna waved back, but the look on her face was still
heartbreaking. Josh vowed at that very moment to get to the bottom of
this as soon as possible, and to make Amy pay for every teardrop
Donna shed.
"I thought you were never gonna get here," Amy said as she flung open
her apartment door.
"I came as soon as I could," Josh said evenly, trying not to let his
true feelings show.
"Did you get everything straightened out?"
Without waiting for an answer Amy grabbed Josh's arm and pulled him
into the living room. She sat down on the couch and pulled Josh down
beside her.
"Not really," Josh said, extricating his arm from Amy's grasp and
scrubbing his hand over his face.
"Wanna talk about it?"
On the way over, Josh had put a lot of thought into exactly what he
would say. He needed to give Amy just enough information to keep her
satisfied. He decided that if he worked it right, he could get her to
play right into their hands.
"It's Donna," he said, carefully watching Amy's face for any reaction.
"Again?" Amy asked disgustedly.
"Yeah. Except it's getting worse," Josh confessed.
"How so?"
Josh could tell that Amy was trying to sound nonchalant, but it
wasn't working. He could hear the curiosity in every word.
"Apparently she took all of those missing files and message slips
home with her. Someone found them in the trashcan outside her
apartment and messengered them to Leo."
"Are you serious?" Amy asked. "Why would she throw files in the
trashcan?"
"I have no idea," Josh said solemnly.
"So I'm assuming Leo fired her," Amy said matter-of-factly.
Josh knew that this was where he had to be very careful. "Not yet,"
he sighed.
"Why not?!?" Amy practically screamed.
"It's a very delicate situation," Josh said, turning to face her so
that he could gauge her full reaction. "We're just coming out of the
hearings. The President agreed to a censure. We can't afford another
scandal."
"How is firing your secretary for gross incompetence going to turn
into a scandal?" Amy scoffed.
"Leo thinks we need more to go on. We need iron clad proof that Donna
has been screwing up. If not, she could launch a wrongful termination
suit and we'd be right in the middle of another scandal. We just
can't afford that this close to the election."
"So what's he gonna do?" Amy asked, wrapping her arms around Josh's
neck and sliding over until she was practically sitting in his lap.
"He's gonna check into things. He's gonna try to come up with some
concrete proof that Donna did something wrong. Then we can fire her
without worrying about a lawsuit or a scandal."
Josh smiled inwardly. He could tell that Amy was buying the story
hook, line and sinker.
"So what are you gonna do until then?" Amy asked softly, leaning
forward and planting a kiss on Josh's lips.
"Just wait and see what happens I guess."
"Well maybe I can help you fill the time while you wait," Amy said,
turning to face Josh, straddling his thighs and grinding against him.
As she moved to deepen the kiss, Josh's pager sounded.
'Thank God,' he thought.
"Ignore it," Amy pleaded as she continued to press against Josh.
"I can't do that," he said, reaching into his pocket and pulling out
his pager. He glanced at the display, the carefully lifted Amy off of
his lap.
"It's Toby," he said. "He needs me. Some sort of emergency."
"Can't he handle it alone?"
"I told you before, Amy, when my phone rings late at night it's
important. I have to go."
"Should I wait up?" Amy asked disappointedly.
"Probably not. This may take a while. I'll just crash at the office."
"You'll call in the morning?" Amy pouted.
"First chance I get," Josh assured her, then he grabbed his backpack
and headed for his car.
Amy stared angrily at the door for several minutes after Josh left.
She couldn't believe that Leo hadn't fired Donna. An uneducated
little witch like her wouldn't have the nerve to file a lawsuit
against the administration. Not unless some lowlife ambulance chaser
who wanted to make a name for himself got a hold of her. And Amy
supposed that was always a possibility.
After taking a few minutes to formulate a plan, she reached in the
end table drawer for a phone book.
"If it's concrete proof Leo wants," she said to an empty
apartment, "Then it's concrete proof he shall get."
Donna reached over sleepily and slapped at the alarm. She'd had a
restless night and couldn't believe it was time to get up already.
She stood up and sluggishly began to move towards the shower, trying
to ignore the knot in her stomach.
Yesterday in Leo's office, she had been terrified that she was going
to be fired. She couldn't imagine what her life would be like if she
didn't go to work in the White House everyday. But now, facing the
reality of heading back there, after everything that had happened,
she was scared. Scared of what people would think, and of how they
would treat her. But mostly scared of making another huge mistake.
Because she knew that if she did, there would be nothing Josh could
do to save her job.
She rushed through her shower, deciding that being late, today of all
days, wasn't really a good idea. After pulling her hair back in a
ponytail and applying makeup to cover her puffy eyes as much as
possible, she went to the closet to grab her red suit. She always
felt better, more confident, when she was wearing her red suit.
'Thank God I picked up my dry cleaning', she thought as she opened
her closet door. She reached in and began rifling through her
clothes. Her red suit wasn't there. She looked again. None of her dry
cleaning was there. She spun around and looked at the hook on the
back of her bedroom door. It was empty. She went out into the living
room, thinking that maybe she had simply forgotten to put it away.
Nothing. But she was sure she had picked it up.
She went back to her bedroom and looked around, her mind full of
confusion. She specifically remembered stopping on her way home two
days ago to pick up her dry cleaning. She had let it go longer than
normal, so she was down to no good suits for work. As her eyes began
to fill with tears, she caught sight of something lying on the corner
of her dresser.
It was her dry cleaning claim tag.
Her hands were shaking as she picked up the tag and turned it over.
She checked the date; it was current. What in the world was happening
to her? She was sure that she had picked up her cleaning? Donna sat
down on the bed and tried to collect her thoughts. Something very
strange was going on, but she couldn't seem to make her mind focus
long enough to figure out what it was.
As she was trying desperately to concentrate, she caught sight of the
clock on her bedside table. She was going to be late if she didn't
hurry. She'd have to figure out the dry cleaning mystery later. She
dressed quickly in black pants and a white sweater that she only wore
when all of her other clothes were dirty. Then she grabbed a cup of
yogurt and headed out the door.
She had managed to pull herself together, as much as possible, by the
time she arrived at the White House and began to walk determinedly
towards the bullpen. She kept her head down, but even so she could
hear people murmuring all around her, and feel the eyes of her co-
workers boring into her back.
She took a deep breath, steeled her resolve, and made it to her desk,
where she quickly sat down and went about getting ready for the day.
She stowed her purse in the bottom right drawer as usual, turned on
her computer, and began sifting through the things that had landed in
her inbox since she left yesterday. She was startled when she saw
Josh walk out of his office and approach her desk.
"Morning, Donnatella," he said brightly.
"Morning," Donna said, trying to match his cheery tone, "What are you
doing here so early?"
"Leo moved staff up till 6 AM because he had some other commitments,"
Josh said matter-of-factly.
"Oh, Josh, I'm sorry," Donna stammered, "I should have known."
"Not a problem," Josh assured her. "I had a few things I needed to
take care of early this morning anyway. But you should be very proud
of me. I managed to make it here, on time and prepared, and I did it
all by myself."
"I'm very proud of you," Donna said with a twinge of sadness in her
voice. Maybe Josh really didn't need her anymore.
"Okay...well...don't be too proud," Josh admitted sheepishly. "I fell
asleep on Toby's couch and he woke me up when he came in this
morning. Otherwise, I'd probably still be home in bed."
Donna laughed, probably her first genuine laugh in days. "If you can
give me just a second to get organized, we can go over your schedule."
"Sounds good," Josh replied, placing his hand on Donna's shoulder and
giving it a quick squeeze. "I'll be in my office whenever you're
ready."
"Thanks," Donna said with a soft smile. Looking in his eyes she could
almost believe that everything was going to be ok.
"Bring me some coffee when you come in?" Josh asked teasingly.
"Don't hold your breath," Donna said as she turned her attention back
to the pile of work that had accumulated on her desk overnight.
'Well, that's good,' Josh thought to himself, 'As long as Donna is
refusing to bring me coffee, I know things aren't completely off
track.'
Five minutes later Donna breezed into Josh's office carrying his
schedule and a list of phone calls that needed returned.
"You have a 7:30 meeting in the Mural Room about the transportation
thing, that should go all morning, then lunch with Sam and Toby to go
over the President's speech for the Teamsters, then you're on the
Hill with Wilkins at 2:00, then back here to catch up on phone calls
and paperwork."
"Sounds like a very productive day," Josh said.
He watched Donna as she began to sort through some of the mess on his
desk, looking for the reports he needed for his meeting in the Mural
Room. She looked better than she had last night, but only marginally.
She still seemed nervous and unsure of herself, mentally questioning
every move before she made it. That was so totally opposite from the
Donna he knew that it scared him.
His Donna never doubted her ability as an assistant. She was good at
her job and she knew it. She had known it from the first day in the
Nashua office. Josh wanted to get this whole situation with Amy
straightened out as soon as possible so that he could have his Donna
back.
Josh's mind was just beginning to process the fact that he had
mentally referred to Donna as 'his Donna' twice in the span of less
than a minute when a voice from the doorway interrupted his train of
thought.
"Hey, J. I was lonely waking up without you this morning so I thought
I'd drop by on my way to work."
Josh saw how Donna's spine stiffened at the sound of Amy's voice.
"Morning, Amy," Donna said politely.
"Morning, Donna," Amy replied icily.
"Well this is a surprise," Josh said, rising and moving to stand
between Donna and Amy. It wasn't like he thought a fistfight was
imminent, he just had an overwhelming desire to protect Donna. He
didn't want Amy anywhere near her.
"A good surprise I hope," Amy purred, leaning in and kissing Josh on
the cheek.
Josh grunted noncommittally and turned to Donna.
"Can you please check the faxes that came in overnight? I was waiting
for new figures from Simmons over at OMB. I want to take them with me
to the meeting this morning if they're here."
"I'll check," Donna said as she practically ran out of the office,
eager to get as far away from Amy as possible.
"I'm surprised you still trust her with things that are really
important," Amy said derisively. "Couldn't you stash her away
somewhere, alphabetizing obsolete files, while you gather the proof
you need to fire her?"
Josh clenched his jaw and fought hard to control his temper.
"Leo's calling the shots on this one," he said. "I'm just following
his rules. And his rules say that everything remains status quo until
he gets some solid proof."
"Whatever," Amy said dismissively. "I have some free time around
lunch today. Wanna grab a bite?"
"Sorry, I can't. I have a lunch meeting with Sam and Toby."
"Dinner?" Amy asked with a touch of annoyance.
"I'll have to let you know," Josh said, glancing at his watch. "But
if I don't get going right now I'm gonna be late for my meeting."
"So you'll call me?" Amy asked snidely.
"First chance I get," Josh answered distractedly.
As they left his office, he glanced quickly between Amy and Donna. He
needed to get going, but he didn't want to leave the two of them
alone together. He didn't trust Amy at all. Who knew what she might
say to Donna?
"Here's the fax," Donna said quietly, handing it to him without
lifting her eyes from the carpet.
"Great. Thanks," Josh said. "Walk with me to Mural Room so we can go
over this. You can show yourself out right, Amy?"
"Sure," Amy said. "I'll talk to you later."
Josh and Donna headed off down the hall towards the Mural Room. As
soon as they were out of sight, Amy walked slowly to Donna's desk.
She looked around furtively, then picked up a message pad and quickly
jotted something down. She opened up Donna's drawer and found an
envelope. She sealed the message in the envelope and placed it in
Donna's inbox. With a satisfied smirk, she headed out.
As soon as Amy was out of sight, CJ moved quickly from her vantage
point just inside her own office door, towards Donna's desk. She
quickly scooped the envelope out of Donna's inbox. She tore it open,
and her jaw dropped at what she saw. She turned and marched
resolutely into her office.
"Carol," she said in a very measured tone, "I need you to clear an
hour for me around noon today. I also need a reservation for two at
the most discreet restaurant in town."
"Do you want me to set up the meeting?" Carol asked.
"No," CJ said determinedly, "I'll take care of that myself."
By the time Josh's meeting finally let out, he only had ten minutes
to make it to his lunch with Sam and Toby. As he headed for his
office to drop off his notes, he saw Donna sitting at her desk,
eating a container of yogurt and leafing through a magazine.
He hurried towards her and said, "I have to get out of here right now
or Toby will grumble for the entire meal about how he has better
things to do than sit around waiting for me. Why don't you call
Margaret and grab some lunch?"
"Margaret and the other assistants went to Mancini's for lunch,"
Donna said flatly.
Josh couldn't miss the small hitch in her voice. "You didn't wanna
go?"
"I wasn't invited," Donna confessed.
"What do you mean?" Josh asked irritably.
"Look, Josh, it's no big deal," Donna said, trying to hold back
tears. She knew that if she got upset it would just send Josh off on
a tirade, and that was the last thing any of them needed right now.
"It is a big deal, Donna. Where do they get off..."
"Listen, Josh. I can see their point. Everyone knows about what
happened in Leo's office yesterday. They all think that I took those
files home and then threw them in the trash. They don't want to hang
out with me for fear that they might get drawn into this whole mess."
Josh could see that Donna was near tears, but he could also see that
she didn't want him to make a big deal of this.
"Do you want me to talk to them?" he asked softly.
"No, hopefully it'll all blow over," Donna said with a confidence she
really didn't feel.
"I'll tell you what," Josh said, "I'll bring you back a salad from
Houlihan's. How's that sound?"
"By the time you're done with Sam and Toby you'll probably have to
head straight for the Hill. I'll be fine. I'm really not all that
hungry."
"Are you sure?" Josh asked.
"Positive. Now go before Toby gets any crankier."
"Ok, I'll see you later," Josh said as he headed down the hallway,
adding one more topic to the list for his lunch meeting with Sam and
Toby. He wanted to talk to them about asking the other assistants to
lighten up on Donna.
CJ sat alone at a dark table in the back of the restaurant waiting
for her lunch appointment. Josh, Sam and Toby had been busy in
meetings all morning so she had decided to handle this situation
herself. She glanced at her watch, then glanced at the door just in
time to see the person she was meeting approach the table.
"Thanks for coming," CJ said.
"Well from our conversation this morning, I didn't really think I had
an option."
CJ smirked. "This is a very important matter and I'm working on a
tight deadline. I really didn't have time to negotiate."
"So tell me what it is you need from me, Ms. Cregg."
"Sit down, Mr. Calley, and I'll tell you all about it."
As soon as the waiter took their order and left the table, CJ turned
to Cliff with a somber look.
"Have you heard from Donna lately?" she asked.
The hesitation in Cliff's voice, and the look in his eyes, gave him
away. "Why do you ask?"
"Oh I don't know. I'm just thinking maybe you might have gotten a
message from her asking you to meet her tonight at 7:00 at the
Washington Monument."
"How did you know?" Cliff asked, trying to keep his voice as even as
possible.
"Did you talk to Donna personally?" CJ asked.
"No, but..."
"That's because the message wasn't from Donna. It was a fake."
"What in the hell are you talking about?" Cliff asked. He had been
confused enough when CJ had called and virtually demanded he meet her
for lunch-but now that he was here she was making no sense at all.
"It wasn't Donna that called you. Someone is trying to set her up."
Cliff stared at CJ intensely, trying to decide if she was serious, or
if this was just some kind of put-on.
"Look," CJ continued, "I'm gonna take a major leap of faith here and
trust you, because I think you're a basically decent guy. You did a
few things that definitely qualify as slimy, but I think that in
retrospect you realize they were wrong. So I'm gonna be honest with
you. And if you know what's good for you-you won't make me regret
doing it."
Something in CJ's demeanor told Cliff just how serious she was. "Tell
me what's going on, CJ."
"I can't tell you everything, because the truth is I don't know. But
what I do know is that someone is trying to set Donna up to take a
fall."
"Who would want to do that to Donna?"
"I can't tell you that yet. You're just gonna have to trust me.
They've tried other methods that haven't worked. Now they're gonna
try to use you."
"Use me for what?"
"To destroy Donna."
"I would never help anyone destroy Donna."
"You don't know what's been going on. You may do it unknowingly."
"How could I...."
"Trust me, you could. The person we're up against is very smart, and
very determined."
Cliff considered everything CJ had said. He knew that she had details
she wasn't telling, but he also knew that she wasn't about to show
all of her cards. In retrospect, he felt good about the way he had
behaved throughout the hearings. Everything except the night he read
Donna's diary. That he regretted. Because there were things in there
that were never meant to be read by another person. So maybe he owed
her this. Maybe this would help ease his guilt a little.
"What do you want me to do?"
CJ outlined as much of the plan as she felt Cliff needed to know
while they finished their lunch.
"Can I count on you?" she asked when she was finished.
"Yes," Cliff said firmly.
"You realize that if you cross me on this, I'll have no choice but to
make an example of you in front of the entire city, right?"
"Understood."
CJ stood up, dropped some money on the table, took one last look at
Cliff and walked away, hoping he behaved and didn't force her to
annihilate him.
CJ barely made it back to the White House in time to prepare for her
afternoon briefing. As she was gathering her notes, she asked Carol
to arrange a meeting with Toby, Sam and Josh the second they were all
free. After calls to Donna and Ginger, Carol reported that all three
men should be in the building around five, and CJ had been penciled
in on all three calendars.
"That's gonna be cutting it pretty close but it'll have to do," CJ
said as they headed for the pressroom. "I need another free hour
after the briefing. I'm gonna have to take care of a few things
myself."
"Are you gonna tell me what's going on?" Carol asked.
"Not yet," CJ said as she headed for the podium, "But soon."
It was almost 5:30 by the time everyone assembled in CJ's office.
Josh was the last to arrive.
"Does anyone know where Donna is?" he asked as he entered.
"She's downstairs pulling some files for me," CJ answered.
"Um...why?" Josh asked with a hint of annoyance in his voice.
"Because I needed her to be out of sight for a few hours," CJ said.
"Why?" Sam and Toby asked in unison.
"Because of this," CJ said as she pulled a note from her pocket.
"What's that?" Josh asked, holding out his hand.
"This morning after you and Donna left, I saw Amy scribble down a
message and put it in Donna's inbox."
Josh took the message from her and read it out loud. "Meet me tonight
at the Washington Monument. 7:00 PM. Come alone. Josh's career
depends on it. Cliff"
"What the hell...." Josh practically screamed.
"That was my reaction exactly," CJ said.
"What is Amy trying to pull?" Sam asked, taking the message from Josh
and reading it for himself.
"She's trying to make it look like Donna is in cahoots with Cliff
Calley," Toby growled.
"It sure looks that way," CJ agreed.
"But why a meeting at the monument? What's that gonna prove?" Josh
asked angrily.
"Didn't you say that you told Amy last night that Leo needed concrete
proof?" Toby said.
"Oh my God," Josh replied, suddenly realizing what was going on, "She
was gonna sandbag Donna. I'll bet any amount of money there was going
to be a photographer there, ready to take pictures that would then
conveniently show up on Leo's desk."
"Well, she's going to get her pictures alright," CJ said
enigmatically.
"What did you do?" Toby asked.
CJ hesitated, wondering exactly how to explain her plan. It seemed
far-fetched, and a bit like something out of a B movie, but it was
the only chance they had at the moment.
"CJ, what did you do?" Josh asked impatiently.
"I had lunch today with Cliff Calley," CJ answered.
"What? Why? You should have waited till I could go with you," Josh
thundered. "What did you tell him?"
"I only told him as much as he needed to know," CJ said with a
warning tone.
"Are you sure we can trust him?" Sam asked.
"I explained very clearly to him what the penalties would be for
crossing me," CJ said.
"And he agreed to help?" Josh asked.
"Yes."
"But what's the plan?" Josh asked. "Donna is downstairs pulling
files. It's almost 6 now. We can't send her over there...."
"It's taken care of," CJ said.
"What did you do?" Toby repeated.
"Let's just say that I threw out the rope," CJ smiled, "Now we just
need to let Ms. Gardner tie her own noose."
Cliff stood in the exact spot CJ had instructed. She had been very
specific. His back was to a retaining wall and there was a large row
of shrubs to his left. To his right was a busy pedestrian walkway.
That left only one real vantage point for someone to take
photographs, and that was straight ahead. He had been scanning the
crowd since he arrived. It only took a few minutes to pick out the
guy that seemed to be the most likely candidate. He was watching the
man out of the corner of his eye, but his gaze strayed when he saw a
blonde woman approaching him.
She moved carefully, keeping her head down so her long blonde hair
covered her face. As soon as she neared Cliff, she turned her back to
the camera, wrapping her arms around his neck and giving him a long
hug.
"You're really playing this up for the camera, aren't you?" Cliff
joked.
"Well, I wanna give them something to talk about," the woman smiled.
"How are you, Ainsley?" Cliff asked. "I haven't seen you in a while."
"I'd be better if Donna was a few inches shorter and I didn't have to
pretend to be tall. These heels are killing me."
Cliff laughed as he leaned forward and placed his forehead against
Ainsley's.
"Now who's playing for the camera?" she teased.
"Well you never know who might end up seeing these pictures. And
having my arms around a beautiful blonde will do wonders for my
image."
"I don't think your image needs any help," Ainsley said. "That was a
really nice thing you did for Leo McGarry."
"It was the right thing to do. But still, me helping the Democrats,
who would've ever thought?"
"Don't worry," Ainsley laughed, "You get used to it."
After talking for a few more minutes to make sure that there was
ample picture-taking opportunity, Cliff and Ainsley strolled off
towards Pennsylvania Avenue together, her hair hanging over her
profile, his body between her and the photographer.
They checked discreetly to see if they were being followed. They
weren't. The man must have felt he had gotten all he needed at the
monument. They walked till they reached the White House.
"Thanks for doing this," Ainsley said as they paused at the front
gate.
"I hope it works," Cliff said truthfully.
"Me too," Ainsley agreed. "I'll let you know.
She watched for a minute as Cliff walked off, then headed in to fill
CJ and the others in on the details.
The group assembled in CJ's office was waiting nervously to hear from
Ainsley when there was a knock on the door.
"The First Lady is here. She's looking for Josh," Carol said, poking
her head in.
"Well for heavens sake, don't make her stand outside the door, send
her in," CJ said.
"Good evening, Ma'am," they all chorused as she entered.
"Good evening," Abbey answered, "I'm sorry to interrupt your meeting."
"You're not interrupting at all, Ma'am," Josh said, "Did you need me
for something?"
"Yes, Josh, I need to borrow Donna day after tomorrow."
"Borrow Donna?"
"Yes," Abbey smiled, "But don't worry, I'll return her. My
granddaughter is going to be in town for a few days. And you know how
fond Annie is of Donna. So I thought that maybe Donna could come
along with us. We're going on an outing. Kind of a girl's day out."
"That sounds like fun," CJ said.
"It'll just be for one day," Abbey assured Josh.
"And it might be good for Donna to get away for a day, have a little
fun," CJ said to Josh.
"Yeah, it sounds like a great idea," Josh agreed. "I'll tell Donna as
soon as she comes up from the file room."
"Well, it's a voluntary thing," Abbey said, "She's under no
obligation."
"Donna thinks the world of Annie," Josh said. "I'm sure she'll be
excited to go."
"Excellent. Tell her to call my office for details," Abbey said "And
now I'm off to have dinner with...I'm not sure....one group or
another. Most assuredly another night of dull dinner conversation."
"Good evening, Ma'am," they all laughed as she left.
They had just settled back into their seats when Carol announced that
Ainsley had arrived.
Josh barely let her get through the door before he was peppering her
with questions.
"How did it go? Did you follow the plan? Did you see a photographer?"
"Well, I can tell y'all one thing," Ainsley said as she sank into
CJ's couch. "I always say I wouldn't mind being a little taller, but
I would rather go through life short than put myself through the
torture of three inch heels every day."
She removed her shoes, winced as she rubbed her ankles, then turned
sideways and plopped her feet in Sam's lap.
"What did you do that for?" Sam asked.
"You owe me a foot rub. It's the least you can do," Ainsley said.
"I hate to interrupt this fascinating chapter of Podiatry Weekly-but
can we get back to discussing what happened at the monument?" Josh
said testily.
"It went off like clockwork," Ainsley said confidently. "By the time
I got there Cliff had already spotted the guy."
"So there was definitely a photographer?" Toby asked.
"Yep. And we put on a little show for him, just for giggles," Ainsley
said.
"A show?" Sam asked snippily, ceasing the foot rub.
"It was all for the cameras," Ainsley smiled, "Now keep rubbing."
"So what do we do now?" Sam asked, turning his attention back to
Ainsley's feet.
"We hope Amy took the bait, and the pictures show up on Leo's desk,"
Toby answered.
"And as soon as that happens," Josh said stonily, "Amy Gardner is
going down."
Across town the phone rang at Amy's apartment. After checking the
caller ID she picked up and said,
"Did you get the pictures?"
"Sure did," the voice on the other end of the phone gloated.
"Get them developed tomorrow and have them messengered over to me."
"Will do. You're sure I'm not gonna get in any trouble for this?" the
voice asked.
"No way," Amy said confidently, "We're in the clear. They don't
suspect a thing."
The next day was mostly spent waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Donna had been excited at the prospect of a day out with Annie and
Dr. Bartlet, and spent quite a bit of time on the phone with the
First Lady's office planning activities. By 5PM, no pressing matters
had arisen, and Josh told Donna to go ahead home. He wanted her to
relax and get a good night's sleep before her trip out with the
Bartlet women.
Fifteen minutes later, the call he had been waiting for came in.
"Josh Lyman," he said, picking up the phone on Donna's desk. He had
been searching through the file cabinets, looking for some
information he needed, when the phone rang.
"Why are you answering your own phone, J?" Amy asked curiously.
Josh looked around and managed to make eye contact with CJ and Toby
who were standing in the doorway of CJ's office, debating the merits
of leaking information about the latest funding initiative to the
press. He pointed to the phone to alert them to what was going on.
"I sent Donna home."
"Permanently?"
"I told you, Amy," Josh said, desperately trying to control the
irritation in his voice, "that isn't my call to make. It's Leo's."
"Well, I have something here in my hand that might make Leo's
decision a little easier."
"What are you talking about?" Josh asked as CJ and Toby moved closer,
trying to glean whatever information they could from Josh's end of
the conversation.
Look, J,...I don't know how to tell you this...."
"Just spit it out, Amy."
"I have a friend who works at the Post. He knows about you and I, so
he came to me to give me a heads up about a story he's working on."
"What kind of story?" Josh asked, casting a look at CJ and Toby.
"It's an investigative piece."
"About who?"
"That isn't really important," Amy sighed.
"Well then what was the heads up for?" Josh asked leadingly.
He realized he was walking a fine line here. He couldn't push Amy too
far, or question her too much, or the whole plan would be ruined.
They were so close to the finish line now-he had to make sure he
didn't scare her off.
"He brought me some pictures. Some pictures that might very well be
exactly what Leo has been looking for. I think they prove that Donna
has been up to no good."
"What kind of pictures? Who are they of?" Josh demanded, trying hard
to sound both shocked and intrigued, as Toby and CJ fought against
laughing out loud.
"I think it would be better if you see the pictures yourself."
Josh made a quick mental calculation about the best way to handle the
situation.
"Leo is out of the office for the rest of the evening. Can you come
by staff in the morning? If these pictures are as explosive as you
say, then I think it's something everyone should see, so we can be
prepared."
"What time?"
"7:30."
"I'll be there," Amy said triumphantly. "Are you coming over tonight?"
"I don't think so," Josh answered, "I'll probably be tied up here
most of the night. I'll just flop on Toby's couch. But I'll see you
first thing in the morning."
"Ok. Do you need me to bring you anything?"
"No, I'm good."
"I'll see you in the morning then. And, J? I'm really sorry about all
of this."
"You have nothing to be sorry for," Josh said, nearly choking on the
words. "I appreciate all of your help. And I know Leo will to. I'll
see you in the morning."
"Night," Amy said sweetly.
"Night," Josh said, hanging up the phone quickly.
"It's on?" Toby asked, his voice tinged with excitement.
"Staff tomorrow morning," Josh said. "I'll let Sam and Leo know."
'Not much longer now,' Josh thought with a smile as he headed down
the hallway to let his boss know that the trap had been set.
Donna bustled into Josh's office at a few minutes past seven the next
morning carrying Josh's schedule and an assortment of files and
messages. Josh glanced at the clock. He wanted to make sure that
Donna was nowhere in the vicinity by the time the staff meeting
started.
"Aren't you supposed to be meeting the First Lady and Annie?" he
asked, moving around to the front of his desk and taking the files
from her.
"I just wanted to make sure you have everything you need before I
go," Donna said, continuing to sift through the mess on the top of
his desk.
"I'll be fine, Donna. Go. You don't want to keep the Bartlet women
waiting."
"Are you sure?" Donna asked, looking in Josh's eyes.
"Positive," Josh answered resolutely. After everything that had
happened lately, Josh believed that a nice relaxing day out was
exactly what Donna needed. And if everything went as planned, he
would have good news for her by the time she returned. He had hated
keeping her in the dark when it came to his suspicions about Amy. He
couldn't wait for the moment when he could tell her everything. How
none of the so-called "mistakes" were her fault. He knew he had a lot
of making up to do for the way he had behaved lately, and he intended
to start tonight. He decided to make a reservation at a nice
restaurant, somewhere he knew Donna really liked, and start the
process of putting their "relationship", whatever that was, back
together.
"Ok, then. I guess I'll head over to the Residence."
"Have a good time," Josh said, squeezing her arm.
"I'll see you later?" Donna asked tentatively.
"I'll be here. Come find me as soon as you get back."
"Ok," Donna smiled as she walked out the door.
Josh sighed as he realized just how much he had missed Donna's smile.
By 7:25 all of the Senior Staff was assembled in Leo's office,
waiting for Amy's arrival. Josh paced nervously, running his finger
along Leo's bookshelves.
"Please stop that," Leo said gruffly.
"Stop what?" Josh asked.
"The pacing, the finger thing....it's annoying," Leo growled.
"What finger thing?" Josh asked.
"For crying out loud, Josh we're all a little on edge. Just sit down
and relax," Toby said.
Before the bickering could continue, Margaret knocked on the door and
announced Amy's arrival. All of the occupants of the room shared a
quick look, and then Leo said,
"Send her in."
"Donnnnna!" Annie exclaimed excitedly as she crossed the room and
threw herself into Donna's arms.
"How are you?" Donna asked, enthusiastically returning the hug.
"I'm fine. How are you?" Annie asked sincerely.
"Fine," Donna said, trying to conceal the fact that she really hadn't
been 'fine' for quite a while. She had gotten to know Annie during
the campaign when she had been pressed into babysitting duty a couple
of times at various campaign stop and was genuinely fond of her. She
decided not to think about any of the negative things that had been
going on lately and just concentrate on having fun.
"My grandma's gonna be late," Annie said, gathering up her coat and
backpack.
"Really?" Donna asked.
"Something came up that she had to attend to," one of the Secret
Service agents in the room said as he stepped forward. "She's going
to meet us later for lunch."
"This is Eric," Annie said gesturing towards the agent.
"Nice to meet you Eric," Donna said, shaking his hand.
"And this is my friend, Donna," Annie said, completing the
introduction.
"Nice to meet you too," Eric said.
As they made their way towards the car, Donna leaned over and
whispered conspiratorially in Annie's ear,
"I knew a turkey named Eric once."
Eric looked at them quizzically as they both collapsed in peals of
laughter.
"Please have a seat," Leo said as Amy was ushered in to his office. "
Josh filled us in on your phone conversation from last night. I
understand that you have some information you think I might want to
see."
"Yes," Amy answered as she nodded a silent hello to the others in the
room. She was glad to see that Leo apparently wanted to get right
down to business. She stepped around Toby and took a seat next to
Josh on the couch. "Josh has filled me in on some of the things that
have been going on with Donna. The missing files, the missing
messages."
"Uh-huh," Leo said as he sat down in the chair across from her.
Amy steeled her resolve. She had come this far; she wasn't about to
blow it now.
"He mentioned that you needed some concrete proof before you could
make a move," Amy continued.
"I'm sure you understand that this is a very delicate situation," Leo
said in his best fatherly tone. "We need to proceed with caution. We
can't leave ourselves open to any kind of scandal."
"A scandal is precisely what I'm trying to help you avoid," Amy said,
dropping her hand to Josh's knee.
"How so?" Josh asked, fighting the urge to reach down and push Amy's
hand off his leg. "You said something about a reporter from the Post?"
"I'd really appreciate a heads up if I'm gonna get ambushed in the
pressroom," CJ said.
"I don't think you are," Amy said. "I think I managed to talk my
friend into holding off on the article."
"Why would he agree to that?" Toby asked.
Amy was starting to get flustered. She really hadn't planned on being
interrogated. She just wanted to show Leo the pictures, get Donna
fired, and be done with it.
"Well...he wasn't really out to write a story about Donna...or the
administration for that matter," Amy stammered.
"Then who was the story about?" Sam asked pointedly.
"I'm not really at liberty to say," Amy snapped.
"But your friend came across something in his investigation that I
might find useful?" Leo asked.
"Yes," Amy huffed, glad that the conversation was getting back to the
pictures.
"He was at the monuments yesterday taking pictures when he saw
something that struck him as odd, so he snapped a few shots. He knows
about my relationship with Josh and so he came to me first, to give
me a heads up."
"A heads up about what?" Leo asked.
Amy reached into her bag and pulled out a large manila folder.
"A heads up about this," she said victoriously, handing the folder to
Leo.
Leo opened the folder and studied the pictures it contained intently.
It was all he could do not to burst out laughing. When Josh had first
filled him in on the details of CJ's plan, he had been positive it
wouldn't work. And yet here they sat.
"What am I supposed to see here?" Leo asked.
"What do you mean?" Amy asked incredulously. "It's obvious that Donna
is still having a relationship with Cliff Calley. Doesn't the fact
that she is sneaking around behind everyone's back, dating an up and
comer in the Republican party, make all of the missing files and
disks seem a little suspicious?"
"It might," Leo said matter-of-factly as he passed the folder to
Josh, "but that's not Donna."
"Of course it is," Amy insisted.
"No, it's definitely not Donna," Josh agreed as he passed the folder
to Toby.
"What are you talking about?!" Amy practically screamed. "Of course
it's Donna!"
"Nope. It's Ainsley Hayes," Sam said as he peered over Toby's
shoulders at the pictures. "I'd know those calves anywhere."
"I believe that Cliff and Ainsley went to college together," Josh
said, his tone measured, "So I don't think these pictures will create
the scandal you were hoping for."
"You people are crazy!" Amy thundered. "Donna made arrangements to
meet Cliff at the Washington Monument night before last. My friend
just happened to snap these pictures."
"And how would you know what arrangements Donna might have made?"
Josh asked, his eyes flashing with anger. He had held his emotions at
bay as long as he possibly could.
Amy wheeled around to face him, her own anger starting to rise. "I
saw a note on Donna's desk the other morning when I stopped by."
"This note?" CJ asked, holding up the envelope that she had taken
from Donna's inbox. "You're right, this note was definitely on
Donna's desk. But Donna never saw it. I took it just a minute or so
after I saw you write it."
"Wh...what..." Amy sputtered.
"CJ saw you write that note," Josh said furiously. "And I know you
erased Donna's messages off of my phones last week."
"I never...you can't prove..."
"Give it up, Amy. You're busted," Josh said angrily. "I'm not
interested in hearing your denials. I just want to know what in the
hell you think you're up to. Why have you been doing all of this?"
"I haven't been doing anything," Amy insisted, gathering up her coat
and purse and heading for the door, "And I'm leaving. I came here to
do you people a favor, not to be accused of things."
"One way or the other, we're going to find out what's going on," Leo
assured Amy. "It would be better if you just come clean now."
Suddenly Amy's eyes flashed with white-hot fury. This was supposed to
have been her crowning moment. When she finally got rid of Donna.
Instead, all of her plans had fallen apart.
"In no time flat, Josh was across the office standing face-to-face
with Amy. " You stay away from Donna, do you understand me?" he
growled.
"You haven't heard the last of me," she spat, "And neither has
Donna." She turned and practically ran out of Leo's office. As she
entered the lobby she pulled her cell phone from her purse. By the
time she hit the sidewalk the call had connected.
"It's me," she said angrily, "We need to meet. We have a problem."
"Do you think she's serious?" Sam asked as the occupants of Leo's
office tried to process what had just happened..
"No," Toby smiled, "She's just pissed. She came in here thinking she
was queen of the world and she got blindsided. She was just looking
for a good exit line."
"She knows she's lost the element of surprise," Leo said, moving back
to sit behind his desk. "Now that she knows we're on to her, I doubt
she'll try anything else."
"I'll keep my ears open just in case," CJ said, as everyone in the
room nodded in agreement. Amy had proven herself to be quite
unpredictable so there was no telling what she might try. But this
time they would be ready for her.
"So I guess I owe Donna an apology," Leo said. "Could you send her up
to see me, Josh?"
"She's out with Annie and Mrs. Bartlet today," Josh reminded
him. "I'll let her know you want to talk to her. But in this case,
Leo, I'm gonna have to ask you to get in line behind me. I have a lot
more to apologize for than you do."
"Ok," Leo chuckled; knowing that the talk he had planned to have with
Josh about Donna couldn't be put off any longer. "Have her stop by
and see me first thing in the morning. And I need about a half an
hour with you right after."
CJ, Sam and Toby shared a smile. They all knew what Leo wanted to
talk to Josh about. And they all agreed it was about damn time.
"Big plans for tonight?" CJ asked as they left Leo's office.
"Yep," Josh said with a smile. "I'm gonna sit down Donna down and
explain everything that's been going on. I'm gonna apologize
profusely for the fact that I've been a jackass. Then I'm gonna
grovel for forgiveness. Then dinner."
"Sounds like a full night," CJ laughed. "Donna will love it.
Especially the groveling part."
"It's almost time to meet your grandma," Donna said as she, Annie and
Eric exited the store loaded down with bags.
"Where should we go for lunch?" Annie asked excitedly.
Donna knew that arrangements had probably already been made. It was
fairly easy for her and Annie to slip out for a day at the mall with
only one agent; that was standard procedure. But once the First Lady
got involved, security tightened up considerably.
"You grandma has probably already made plans," Donna said as Eric
lifted the trunk lid. Donna placed her packages in carefully as she
watched Annie climb into the back seat. She moved around to the other
side of the car as Eric continued to load the trunk.
A glint of metal in the sunlight caught Donna's eye. She screamed in
horror as she saw the barrel of the gun, heard the shot, saw the side
of Eric's head explode in blaze of red, then saw him fall.
She stood in shock as the young man wielding the gun grabbed the keys
from the trunk, slammed the lid, and moved towards the driver's seat.
"Get outta here, lady!" he screamed.
Donna eyes flew to Annie. She was sitting in her seatbelt, looking
around, her eyes full of confusion. She had obviously heard the shot,
but the trunk lid had blocked her view of what exactly had happened.
"Annie get out of the car!" Donna screamed.
Annie began fumbling with her seatbelt as the engine roared to life.
"Wait you have to let her out!!!" Donna screamed at the driver.
Donna saw him throw the car into drive, then looked back at Annie who
was nearly hysterical in the back seat. Donna couldn't leave her like
this, at the mercy of this madman who had shot Eric in cold blood. As
the car began to move, she tore open the back door and jumped in.
45 minutes later. Josh was sitting at his desk reading briefing memos
with a smile on his face. He felt better than he had in weeks. He
couldn't wait to see the look on Donna's face when he explained what
had been going on.
He was broken out of his reverie by CJ's voice in his doorway.
"Josh," she said numbly.
"What do you need, Claudia Jean?" Josh asked without looking up.
"Josh," she repeated.
Something in her voice made Josh raise his head, and he knew
immediately that something was very wrong. CJ's hands were shaking
and all of the blood had drained from her face.
"What is it, CJ? What happened? Is it the President?"
"About an hour ago DC Police responded to a reported carjacking at
the mall," CJ said, trying desperately to keep the tears at
bay. "When they arrived they found one man dead of a gunshot wound to
the head. The man was identified as Secret Service agent Eric Wright.
Annie's protection."
"CJ..." Josh began desperately, not sure which question to ask first.
"There's no sign of Donna, Annie or the car."
"Oh my God."
The only way to describe the atmosphere in the Oval Office was
chaotic. Jed and Abbey Bartlet were deep in discussion with the DC
Police Chief and assorted members of the Secret Service. Toby was
talking on two phones at once, a landline and his cell, trying to get
the latest information about what was going on. Josh and Leo paced
silently on opposite sides of the office, while Sam and CJ worked
frantically on a statement to try to satisfy the clambering press
corps.
There was no way what had happened could be kept quiet for very long.
A carjacking involving the President's granddaughter was just too
big. The press was onto the story in no time flat. Every major
network had gone to live, continuous coverage. Reporters were trying
desperately to snag interviews with witnesses from the parking lot
where the incident had occurred.
CJ wanted to try to stay ahead of the story, although she knew that
there was no way to control a situation this volatile. The best she
could hope to do was to get accurate information out as quickly as
possible to keep things from spiraling too far out of control.
Suddenly, the tense quiet of the room was broken by the rising voice
of the President.
"There has to be something we can do! We can't just sit here,"
Bartlet yelled.
"We've got every officer in DC looking for them," the police chief
assured him. "We're doing everything we can."
"There has to be something more," Jed shouted helplessly.
Abbey moved over beside her husband and wrapped him in her arms. As
she fought back her own tears, she whispered in his ear, "We have to
have faith."
As Jed Bartlet held his trembling wife, trying to comfort her in any
way possible, Ron Butterfield entered the office.
"What do we know, Ron?" Jed asked, not removing his arms from around
Abbey.
Everyone in the office moved closer to hear what the agent had to
say. Josh was hoping against hope that there had been some news, that
maybe the carjacker had dropped Donna and Annie off along the road
somewhere.
"I personally interviewed all of the witnesses from the mall parking
lot," Ron said.
"And?" Leo asked impatiently.
CJ grabbed her pad and began to take notes. She wanted to make sure
that she got every detail correct. The last thing they needed right
now was any misinformation floating around. Toby and Sam were jotting
down notes also, trying to determine what to release to the press,
and what to keep secret.
They wanted to make sure to release any information that might help
them locate Annie and Donna, such as a full description of the car;
but at the same time, they wanted to withhold a few key points so
that they would be able to quickly identify legitimate leads. They
listened carefully as Ron continued.
"Everyone agreed that both Annie and Ms. Moss were unharmed when they
left the parking lot. Piecing together things the best we can, it
seems as though the perpetrator approached the car from behind while
Agent Wright was placing packages in the trunk. He pulled a gun from
his jacket and fired one slug into the agent's head, killing him
instantly."
Ron paused to let the information sink in. Secret Service agents knew
that danger was part of their job every minute they were on duty, but
it still didn't make losing one in such a violent manner any easier.
After giving everyone time to digest the information, Ron continued,
"The perpetrator then rounded the car and jumped into the driver's
seat. Ms. Moss was standing outside of the car and yelled at Annie to
get out. She pleaded with the driver to allow Annie to escape."
"This is all my fault," Abbey said guiltily, "I should never have
taken the morning meeting and said I'd catch up with them later. If I
had been there, there would have been more security, more agents.
This never would have happened."
"Don't say that," Jed comforted her, "You couldn't have known.
Blaming yourself doesn't help anything. What we have to concentrate
on now is getting Annie back safely."
"That's right," Ron agreed, "All that matters now is getting out of
this without anyone else getting hurt."
"You're right," Abbey nodded towards Ron, "Please continue."
"The perpetrator fired up the engine of the car, and for some reason
Annie was having trouble getting out. Almost immediately the car
began to move. As it did, Ms. Moss ripped open the back door and
jumped in."
"She jumped in?" Leo asked incredulously.
"All of the eyewitness accounts agreed that Ms. Moss definitely
reentered the car as it was pulling away," Ron said.
Josh closed his eyes for a second as he fought off thoughts of how
panicked Donna must have been in those moments. Jumping back into the
car had taken guts, and yet Josh knew that it had probably been an
easy decision in Donna's mind. There was no way she would have left
Annie alone with that madman. So she willingly put herself in harm's
way.
But there wasn't time to think about that now. They had to
concentrate on finding Donna and Annie. "So what's our next move?"
Josh asked anxiously.
"We've got a description of the car out to every law enforcement
officer within 100 miles. Every tollbooth and rest stop has been
notified. We're scouring the area with both ground forces and
helicopters. We'll find them. He won't be able to hide forever," Ron
said resolutely.
"Well, let's do it before anyone else gets hurt," Jed said angrily.
"Yes, sir," Ron said, as he turned and headed out of the Oval Office.
Josh stopped him before he made it to the door and pulled him aside.
"What's up?" Ron asked.
"There's something I think maybe you should know," Josh said
nervously. "Donna has been having problems for the last few weeks
with someone sabotaging her work, and trying to plant false evidence
against her. We think we know who the person is, but we don't know
how deep it goes, or how many people might be involved. This could be
totally unrelated but....."
Ron placed a comforting hand on Josh's shoulder. "Thanks for the
information, Josh. We'll look into it. But right now this looks like
a completely random act. Judging from the witness descriptions, this
may be the same guy responsible for a series of carjackings in the
area over the last two months."
"So you know who the guy is?" Josh asked hopefully.
"Not yet. But we're working on it."
"Ok, thanks," Josh said gloomily.
Ron wished that there was something he could say to comfort Josh, but
he couldn't lie to make things seem better than they were. "I'm gonna
do everything I can to get them back safely," he said.
As Ron's hand grabbed the doorknob to leave, Toby had a thought that
sent a chill up his spine. He called Ron's name, and the agent turned
back towards the people in the room.
"Do you think this guy knows he has the President's granddaughter?"
Toby asked.
"I hope not," Ron answered solemnly.
Donna was trying to remain as calm as she possibly could, hoping that
her demeanor would rub off on both Annie and the man in the front
seat. Annie had calmed down considerably since the car left the mall
parking lot. She had initially been screaming uncontrollably, and
that was having a detrimental effect on the driver. Donna wrapped
Annie in her arms and managed to quiet the screams. Annie was now
staring straight ahead, whimpering, and Donna was pretty sure she was
going into shock.
As she calmly stroked Annie's hair in an effort to keep her calm,
Donna tried to initiate a dialogue with the man in the front seat.
"What are you planning on...."
"Shut up!" the man answered sharply.
"I'm just trying to...."
"I said shut up!"
"Listen to me," Donna said a little more forcefully. "We've been
driving around for over an hour now. We can't do this all day. Why
don't you just let us out and you can take the car and drive away."
"And you won't tell anyone right?" the driver snorted. "You sound
like someone on one of those TV cop shows. Except those people always
run straight to the cops as soon as they get away."
"Just take the car," Donna continued. "Leave us along the side of the
road. By the time anyone finds us, you'll be long gone."
"I need some time to think," the man said, raking his hands through
his hair.
Donna's heart skipped a beat as the driver's movement reminded her of
Josh. How many times had she watched him run his hands through his
hair over and over as he tried to make a decision.
"Don't you think things would be a lot easier for you if you didn't
have us to deal with?" Donna asked.
"Maybe I should just shoot the two of you," the man said as he
pointed his gun towards the backseat, "Then I won't have to worry
about you anymore."
Donna took a deep breath and tried to remain calm as Annie's
whimpering intensified.
"You don't want to do that," she said evenly, "Then you'd just be on
the hook for two murders."
"Two more murders, you mean," the man sneered. "I'm sure the guy back
at the mall is dead. So you see, one dead body or three doesn't
really matter to me. I'm headed to jail anyway if they catch me."
As he spoke, the man became far more irritated, and Donna feared he
would also become more irrational. She struggled to find the right
words to diffuse some of the anger so that she might be able to
persuade him to release them.
"Listen, maybe..." she began.
"Just SHUT UP so I can concentrate," he screamed. "I need to think."
The man leaned forward to turn on the radio as Donna sank back in the
seat and pulled Annie closer. She contemplated trying to grab the
driver from behind, but he had his gun pointed over his shoulder into
the back seat. Donna was afraid that either the gun would go off, or
the car would swerve out of control. She decided that it was best to
let the situation play out a little further and wait for her
opportunity to make a move. As she continued to try to formulate a
plan in her head, she heard the voice of the announcer on the radio.
"Repeating our top story, the granddaughter of the President Josiah
Bartlet has apparently been the victim of a carjacking. Annie Bartlet-
Jenkins, age 13 was last seen in the parking lot of the Galleria Mall
downtown. She was accompanied by White House staffer Donna Moss and
Secret Service agent Eric Wright. A man approached the car just after
the three had exited the mall; he shot Agent Wright, killing him
instantly, and drove off in a black Lincoln Town Car, license plate
CRV 674, with Miss Bartlet-Jenkins and Ms. Moss inside. Law
enforcement officials ask that you contact the DC Police immediately
if you have any information about the whereabouts of either the car
or the President's granddaughter. We'll keep you updated as further
information becomes available."
As Donna looked up into the rearview mirror, she saw the driver
looking back at her with a look that was a mixture of fear,
amazement, and evil. She didn't say a word as they stared at each
other. But Donna knew one thing for sure; the task of getting the man
to release them had just become a whole lot more complicated.
Josh had been looking for Leo for over 30 minutes when he finally
found him sitting alone in the Sculpture Garden. As he approached his
mentor, he could tell that Leo wasn't aware of his presence. He spoke
quietly to avoid startling the man he thought of as a second father.
"Leo? Are you alright?"
"Yeah," Leo said, jumping slightly at the sound of Josh's voice, "I
just needed to be alone for a while."
"Ron just called," Josh said as he sat down on the bench across from
Leo. "He said that they checked out things at Donna's apartment, and
looked into everything that's been going on lately with the missing
files, etc.. He turned the case over to the DC Police for further
investigation."
"Did he find anything other than what we already knew?" Leo asked.
"Not yet. He said that they had a few leads but nothing concrete. But
he also said that it appears that the carjacking was completely
unrelated. It was just a piece of incredibly bad luck. They were in
the wrong place at the wrong time."
Leo dropped his head to his hands. "I just can't believe this is
happening."
"Tell me about it," Josh said, trying to control his own growing
sense of dread.
"Why would she do it?" Leo asked, looking questioningly at
Josh. "After everything we've put her through in the last month, why
would she get back in the car? She was safe. But she jumped back in."
"She would never have left Annie in that car alone, Leo. That's not
the kind of person Donna is."
"Don't get me wrong," Leo said earnestly, "I'm thanking God right now
that she did it, because I can't stand to think of Annie alone with
that psycho. And if she were by herself, Jed and Abbey would be even
more frantic than they already are. But I just can't figure out what
we did to earn this kind of loyalty and devotion from Donna."
"That's just the kind of person Donna is," Josh smiled. "She is
devoted to the people she cares about whether they deserve it or not.
That's just one of the things that makes her so special."
"Well, trust me. When this is over, if both she and Annie make it
back safely..."
"They will," Josh interrupted.
"You really believe that?" Leo asked, abandoning his previous train
of thought.
"I do," Josh said, "Donna isn't just devoted and brave; she's smart.
She'll figure out a way to keep herself, and Annie, safe until we
find them."
"So," Leo smiled, "when Donna gets back, I think maybe you two should
sit down and have a long talk."
"About?" Josh asked.
Leo was ready to launch into a discussion with Josh about his
feelings for Donna when Toby entered the Sculpture Garden.
"I wondered where you two were hiding," he said.
"Anything new?" Josh asked hopefully.
"Not yet, but we need the two of you in the Oval Office before the
President does something that may very well land him, and the rest of
us, in hot water."
"What's he planning?" Leo asked exasperatedly as he stood and walked
back towards the door.
"A door-to-door search," Toby said.
"Of the entire DC Metro area?" Josh smiled.
"No. Of the entire country," Toby said, a slight hint of amusement in
his voice.
"I'm not sure we have the manpower for that," Leo replied dryly.
"Not to mention the fact that it violates at least a dozen laws, the
Civil Rights Act, at least two amendments..." Josh said as they went
through the door and headed towards the Oval Office.
Charlie waved them right in and they entered to find POTUS huddled
with Abbey on the sofa, talking to Ron Butterfield, who was sitting
across from them. CJ and Sam had already headed for the pressroom to
brief reporters.
"Anything new?" Leo asked as they entered.
"Nothing," Jed answered dejectedly. "We're still trying to get a hold
of Annie's parents, but they are incommunicado on the side of some
mountain in South America. There has been no communication at all
from the carjacker. No phone calls. No ransom demands. Nothing."
Josh dropped his head and took a deep breath. He would not allow
himself to lose hope. He needed to stay strong and focused if they
were going to get Donna and Annie back safely. There would be time to
deal with everything else when everyone was safe.
"I've never felt this helpless in my entire life," Jed railed.
"Everything is going to be ok," Josh said, surprised at the
conviction in his own voice. "They're going to get out of this. We
just need to stay alert and be ready when the break occurs."
"I hope you're right," Jed and Abbey said in unison.
"I am," Josh said, sending up a silent prayer that Donna could find
some way to help them find her and Annie.
As the car turned into the driveway of a rundown trailer, Donna's
mind began to race. If it were just her life at stake things would be
different. She might try to make a run for it and just take her
chances. But she also had Annie to consider, and that changed
everything.
The car lurched to a stop, and the man turned around and leveled the
gun at the back seat.
"Get out," he ordered Donna as he pointed the gun at Annie's
head, "And don't try anything funny or she's dead."
"No problem," Donna said, raising her hands in front of her. She
didn't want to do anything that might cause him to overreact. She
exited the car slowly and stood off to the side, waiting for further
instructions.
The man, who Donna had mentally taken to calling Clyde, as in Bonnie
and Clyde, then slid out of the driver's seat and pressed the gun to
Donna's side. He ordered Annie to get out, and she complied, still
whimpering softly.
Clyde led them into the dirty, dilapidated trailer and began to look
around frantically. He moved into the living room and began searching
for something, keeping one eye on Donna and Annie, and the gun
pointed directly at them. Finally he found what he was looking for.
'Great,' Donna thought to herself as she saw the ménage a trios cuffs
in his hand, 'I have to get stuck with a kinky psycho.'
Clyde quickly attached one of the cuffs to a pipe running down the
wall, then clipped the second cuff around Donna's wrist and the third
around Annie's. After moving everything he could see out of their
reach, he went to the kitchen cupboard and extracted a bottle of
tequila.
He began to pace nervously around the trailer, muttering to himself.
Donna couldn't make out everything he was saying, but he appeared to
be cursing his own bad luck at grabbing such a high profile hostage.
After a few minutes, he went to the phone, picked it up, listened for
a dial tone, then tossed the phone across the room when he didn't
hear one. Donna sighed dejectedly as her only obvious means of
communicating with the outside world disappeared.
She had been frightened enough of Clyde's emotional volatility when
they were in the car, but now things were deteriorating fast. He was
drinking tequila straight from the bottle as though it was iced tea,
and Donna feared that this was going to make him completely
unmanageable.
She looked at the frightened teenager next to her and made a quick
decision.
"Are you ok, Annie?" she asked softly as they sat side by side, their
backs against the wall.
"I think so," Annie sniffled.
"Good," Donna said, trying to keep her voice as light as possible.
She glanced across the room and saw that Clyde was now lying on the
couch, his arm flung over his face, occasionally taking a deep draw
from the bottle in his hand.
"I want you to listen to me," Donna continued in a hushed tone. "You
know that you're grandfather has everyone he can possibly find out
looking for us, right?"
"Right," Annie answered in a shaky voice.
"Between him and your Uncle Leo, I wouldn't be surprised if they've
called out the National Guard."
Annie managed a small smile.
"And I know that Josh is looking for me because...well frankly, he's
useless without me to keep him organized," Donna continued, trying to
forget all of the things that had happened lately.
"Besides, my grandma says he likes you," Annie said, smiling more
widely.
"Of course he likes me. We're friends," Donna said.
"No, I mean likes you likes you," Annie explained. "Like boyfriend
likes you."
"Your grandmother said that?" Donna asked, momentarily distracted
from her plan.
"Yep, I heard her tell my Mom that his girlfriend is a cold fish, and
that he'll wise up soon and figure out it's really you he likes."
"Really?" Donna asked, blushing furiously.
She was momentarily lost in her own thoughts when a grunt from the
couch pulled her back to reality. She glanced at Clyde, then turned
back to Annie.
"My point is, Annie, that I'm sure there are a lot of people out
there right now trying to save us. And your grandpa, and Leo, and
Josh are trying harder than anyone. And if we wait long enough, I'm
sure they'll find us. But I'm just not sure we have that kind of
time."
"So, what do we do?" Annie asked, her voice full of fear.
"You've got the blood of the Bartlet women running through your
veins," Donna said, "Which means you've got generations of strength
behind you. And if your mom or your grandma or your aunts were here
right now, I'm sure they would agree with what I'm about to say."
"What's that?"
"Sometimes, Annie, a woman can't wait around. She just has to save
herself."
"How do we do that?" Annie asked, her eyes as big around as saucers.
"I have a plan," Donna said confidently.
Donna looked urgently around the trailer, trying to find some
alternative to the only plan she had been able to come up with. There
was none. As difficult as she knew her idea would be to implement,
there were no other options. She needed to take advantage of the fact
that she and Annie had been left essentially unguarded. She didn't
know how long that particular situation would last.
She looked nervously at Clyde, who was partially passed out on the
couch, a half-empty bottle of tequila at his side. Occasionally he
would rouse himself, take another drink, and then flop back down,
muttering about how he hadn't planned this, and how he had to find a
way out.
Donna remembered the look in his eyes right before he killed Agent
Wright. It was cold and vacant. He felt no remorse for what he had
done. She had to wonder if he would have any compunction about
killing her and Annie. They were a complication that he hadn't
counted on. A serious complication at that.
It was one thing to inadvertently end up with hostages-but when one
of them was the granddaughter of the President, that was another
matter altogether. Donna was afraid that the enormity of the
situation would overwhelm him, and he would kill them just to be rid
of them.
She glanced beside her and saw Annie trying to smile bravely, while
her bottom lip trembled. Her decision was made. It was time to
implement the plan.
She took a deep breath and turned to Annie. "Ready?" she asked.
"Ready," Annie answered resolutely. "What should I do?"
"Help me pull that chair over here," Donna answered, indicating a
worn Lazy Boy recliner off to their left. The chair was almost out of
reach, but after a great deal of effort they managed to pull it over
next to them. Donna was relieved to see that, just as she had
suspected, it was one of the old, heavy models.
"Ok," Donna began, peering over her shoulder to make sure Clyde was
still passed out, "We need to get out of these handcuffs before we
can do anything else."
"How are we gonna do that?" Annie asked, tugging against the chain.
Donna eyed the chair, then Annie, then her own wrist, before
continuing. "Well, I have an idea. But I'm gonna need your help."
"I'll do anything you need," Annie said bravely, trying as hard to
convince herself as she was to convince Donna.
Donna hoped that that bravery held up for a little while longer. She
gathered her courage and used her legs to help lift one side of the
chair off of the ground, using her feet to keep it elevated. She then
placed her hand underneath, her pinky down and her thumb up, karate
chop style. Annie gasped as she began to get an idea of what Donna
was planning.
"No," she said, the panic from earlier in the car beginning to return
to her voice.
"Listen to me," Donna insisted calmly, "It's the only way. We have to
get out of these cuffs before he wakes up. You need to help me here,
and then I'll be able to find the key and we can get you out."
"No," Annie repeated, tears flowing down her cheeks.
"It's ok," Donna said soothingly. "I'll be fine."
"There has to be some other way," Annie said, looking around urgently
for something to use to help set them free.
"There isn't," Donna said. "So I need you to just buckle down so we
can get this done."
"Ok," Annie said despairingly, "What do you want me to do?"
"When I count to three," Donna said, "I need you to jump into the
chair as hard as you can, ok?"
"But..."
"No buts." Donna grabbed a pillow off of the chair and handed it to
Annie. "Hold this over your face if you need to so that you don't
scream out loud."
"Are you sure there's no other way?" Annie pleaded.
"Positive," Donna assured her.
"But I don't want to..."
"On the count of three," Donna said, in a tone that left no room for
argument. She needed to get this over with quickly before she lost
her nerve. She gave Annie a little push and the teenager slowly stood
up. The chains on the handcuffs were just long enough to make Donna's
plan workable.
She braced herself, and began to count. "One....two....." she took a
deep breath and buried her own head in the arm of the chair as a
preemptive strike, "..Three!"
Annie buried her face in the pillow as she leaped into the chair with
as much force as she could muster. The air was filled with the sound
of muffled screams and breaking bones. Annie pulled the pillow away
from her face and jumped out of the chair immediately. She knelt at
Donna's side and helped lift the chair off her hand. Donna looked
quickly back at Clyde, who was mumbling louder, but still seemed to
be basically unconscious.
"Are you ok?" Annie sobbed quietly.
"I will be," Donna said through her own tears, "As soon as we get out
of here."
"Anything new?" Jed asked anxiously as Ron Butterfield reentered the
Oval Office to give his hourly update.
"Not yet," Ron said, frustration clear in his voice, "But we have
every avenue out of area blocked off. There's no way he can escape."
"I find surprisingly little comfort in that," Jed snapped, "We have
no idea what the man is capable of doing if he feels cornered."
Everyone in the room fell silent. The fact was that they all knew
exactly what the man was capable of doing; Agent Wright's death was
proof of that.
"We're putting out as much information as we can," Toby
interceded. "A full description of the car, pictures of both Annie
and Donna, a composite sketch of the carjacker. Someone is bound to
see something."
"I hope you're right," Jed sighed as he sat down on the couch next to
Abbey. He took one look at his wife's closed eyes and folded hands,
and then he silently joined her in prayer.
In the corner of the room, Josh wrapped up a call on his cell phone
and slipped it back into his pocket.
"How're you holding up?" Leo asked quietly as he walked up next to
Josh.
"Pretty good," Josh answered with just a slight hesitation.
"Anything new on the missing files?" Leo inquired.
"That was the DC Police on the phone. They can't really get into it
too much right now because they have all of their officers focused on
trying to find Annie and Donna."
"Well I think that's a far better use of the manpower right now.
Don't you agree?"
"Definitely," Josh sighed. "The other can wait till Donna and Annie
are back safely. But I'm not gonna let this slide, Leo. I won't just
forget about it. Amy is gonna pay for all of the havoc she wreaked."
"Don't worry," Leo assured him, "She will."
"Yes, she will," Toby reiterated as he joined the two men, "Ms.
Gardner has a lot to answer for."
Josh and Leo nodded in agreement.
"The police are certain there's no connection between what's been
going on and the carjacking though, right?" Toby asked. He knew that
Josh had talked to Ron about the missing files, but he hadn't managed
to find any time to follow up on what Ron had found out.
"They're completely unrelated," Josh said. "It was just a coincidence
that the carjacking happened when it did. A piece of incredibly bad
luck."
"We'll deal with one thing at a time," Leo said, "First the
carjacking, then the rest of it."
"How could I have been so blind?" Josh asked angrily. "How could I
not have seen what Amy was like?"
"It isn't that simple," Toby said consolingly. "The crazy people in
this world aren't always easy to spot."
"But I should have noticed something," Josh said.
"Now isn't the time to play the blame game," Leo interjected. "We
have to concentrate on the task at hand."
"I really hope we hear something soon," Josh said, this time unable
to keep the worry and fear out of his voice, or off his
face. "Because the longer we wait...the more chance of...well...I
don't even want to think about it."
The three men fell silent, not wanting to contemplate the worst that
could happen. After a few minutes, they realized that Jed and Abbey
were still sitting on the couch, now with their hands clasped
together, deep in prayer. Slowly they all bowed their heads and
joined them.
Across town, Amy Gardner glanced at the display on her ringing cell
phone.
"What did you find out?" she snapped as she flipped it open.
"I couldn't get near the place," the voice on the other end
answered. "There were cops and Secret Service agents everywhere."
"Just my luck she goes and gets herself carjacked with the
President's granddaughter," Amy hissed.
"Look," the voice said rationally, "We just need to back off for a
little while until all of this settles down. Give things a chance to
get back to normal."
"I don't want things back to normal," Amy shouted. "I want Donna
gone."
"We're just gonna need to step back...."
"There will be no stepping back, do you hear me?" Amy said
angrily. "I want you to find a way to get into that apartment and get
rid of anything that might lead back to us."
"And how do you expect me to do that when the place is crawling with
cops?"
"I don't really care. Be inventive. Just keep in my mind that you're
in this as deep as I am. If something goes wrong, I'm not going down
alone."
"I'll do my best," the voice said snippily. "And while I'm sticking
my neck out over here, what are you going to be doing?"
"Planning our next move," Amy said in a calculating tone. "Josh and
the others may think that they scared me off with their veiled
threats in Leo's office, but they didn't."
"Maybe it would be better if we just lay low for a while..."
"No!!" Amy shouted, "I am not going to let that bitch beat me."
"We both have our reasons...."
"You're right," Amy said snidely, "Except there is one difference
between you and I. I finish what I start. Having Josh find out about
me put a little glitch in my plan, but all it really means is that
I'll have to find another way to achieve our objective."
"Another way?"
"It's called a contingency plan. There's more than one way to get the
job done."
"But how..."
"You let me worry about how. You just make sure nothing in that
apartment comes back to bite us in the ass."
"I'll try."
"Don't try. Do it!"
Amy rolled her eyes disdainfully as she disconnected the phone. 'Now
is the perfect time to put plan B into action,' she thought, 'Now
when everyone's attention is focused elsewhere.'
She smiled evilly and began humming 'Happy Days Are Here Again' as
she grabbed her things and headed out the door of her apartment.
Donna examined her hand. It was already turning purple in spots and
starting to puff up. Swelling was the last thing she needed, so she
knew she had to work fast. She quickly, and with a great deal of
pain, began to maneuver her hand out of the cuff. By rearranging the
broken bones, she managed to extract her hand fairly easily.
Once she was free, she stood up and began to move towards the living
room. She hoped that she would find the key in the drawer where Clyde
had found the cuffs. She didn't want to contemplate having to get
Annie's hand out of the cuff the same way they had freed hers. Just
as she reached for the handle, she saw Clyde stir. His eyes popped
open and he suddenly seemed very much awake. They stared at each
other, momentarily frozen, and then Clyde began to rise from the
couch.
Donna instinctively reached out for the first thing she could get her
hands on, which just happened to be the lamp on the end table. She
raised it up with her good hand, and brought it crashing down on top
of Clyde's head. He staggered backwards onto the couch, and then rose
again with fire in his eyes.
'Damn,' Donna thought to herself, 'When that happens on television,
the person never gets back up.'
It only took a second for Clyde to gather his wits and launch himself
off the couch towards Donna. He tackled her roughly and they both
tumbled backwards. Donna grimaced in pain as her sore hand made
contact with the floor.
Clyde was flailing about angrily, his motor skills quite impaired by
his intake of 100 proof tequila. But even drunk, or maybe even
especially drunk, he had a huge strength advantage over Donna.
She felt his fist make contact with her cheek, and then before she
knew it, strong hands were around her neck. Donna remembered
something she had learned in a self-defense class in college; that
most of a woman's strength was in her legs as opposed to her arms.
She positioned her feet as best she could against his body and
pushed. Clyde was thrown backwards four or five feet, just enough to
give Donna a chance to regroup.
As he lunged for her again, Donna's hand fell back over her head and
landed on something metal. Without being completely sure what it was,
she swung it towards his head as hard as she could. Just as another
hard slap landed on her face, the fireplace poker made contact with
the side of Clyde's head. He fell backward, groaning in pain, as
Donna scrambled to her feet. When he tried to get up, she clenched
her jaw and swung the poker again, then again.
Donna's stomach threatened to revolt at the sight of the blood
pouring from the side of Clyde's head. She slammed down her feelings
as she saw that his chest was still rising and falling. She needed to
get herself and Annie out of there immediately.
She looked across the room and saw Annie huddled in the corner,
shaking violently. She went straight for the drawer where Clyde had
found the cuffs. Ignoring her own pain, she began to paw through the
contents frantically. Eventually she found the key, and she ran back
to Annie.
"Are you ok?" Donna asked quietly, kneeling down beside her.
"Yes. Are you?" Annie asked worriedly, taking note of the blood on
Donna's cheek and lip.
"I will be. Lets get out of here."
They were almost to the door when Donna remembered the car keys. She
looked around anxiously, and then finally saw them on the counter in
the kitchen. She grabbed them, took one last look at Clyde, then they
bolted out the door and towards the car.
They jumped into the front seat and Donna roared out of the driveway,
pausing only momentarily to memorize the address on the mailbox so
she could give it to the police. Within minutes, they were out of
sight of the trailer. Donna relaxed a little and took some deep
breaths, trying to decide what to do next. Annie was sitting in the
passenger's seat, staring at her with a look of anticipation.
"What do we do now?" Annie asked excitedly.
"I think we better call your grandparents," Donna answered. "My tote
bag is in the back seat. My cell phone should be in it."
Annie's face broke into a huge smile as she reached back between the
seats and grabbed Donna's bag. Within seconds she had located the
phone and was dialing the White House.
Charlie burst into the Oval Office. "Annie's on line one," he said
breathlessly.
His words brought the office to life immediately. Both Jed and Abbey
went for the phone. Jed pushed line one and the speakerphone button
simultaneously.
"Annie?" he asked frantically.
"It's me, Grandpa," she shouted joyously.
"Oh thank God," Abbey sobbed, leaning closer to the phone, "Are you
ok, sweetheart?"
"I'm fine, Grandma."
"Where are you?" Jed asked, looking up as Ron Butterfield entered the
office hurriedly, talking to someone on his cell phone.
"We're in the car. We're on our way back there," Annie looked out the
window at the scenery whizzing by. "I'm not exactly sure where we
are."
"Is Donna with you?" Abbey asked.
"Yes," Annie answered, "Donna saved us. She fought with man who
killed Eric. She got us out of there."
Josh couldn't wait any longer. "Annie, is Donna alright?" he asked
anxiously.
"I think so," Annie replied. "She hurt her hand, and her cheek is
bleeding, but she said she was ok."
Ron mouthed for Jed to get their exact location so he could send a
car out to intercept them.
"Let me speak to Donna for a second, honey," Jed said calmly.
The sound of muffled conversation between Donna and Annie came
through the phone. Then Annie was back on the line.
"Donna can't talk to you right now. She can't hold the phone."
"Why not?" Josh asked apprehensively.
"She hurt her hand," Annie said a bit guiltily, "And she can't hold
the phone and drive at the same time."
"Can you hold the phone up to Donna's ear for a minute?" Ron asked.
Annie did as Ron asked and Donna managed to convey their current
position as closely as possible. She also gave them the address where
they would be able to find Clyde. Ron assured her that he would send
cars out to meet them and escort them back to the White House. He
asked Donna if she was ok to drive the whole way back and she assured
him that she was. She didn't want to take time to stop and get into a
car with the agents, she wanted to get back to the safety of the
White House as soon as possible.
By the time she finished talking to Ron, Donna could see the flashing
lights of several DC Police cars.
"The police are here. They found us!" Annie exalted jubilantly as the
police cars fell in in front of and behind the car.
"You're safe now, sweetheart," Jed said, wrapping his arms around
Abbey and wondering how he would survive the minutes until they made
it back. "You'll be back here soon."
The President and First Lady hugged each other, in celebration of
their granddaughter's safety, as the Oval Office exploded with
activity. Ron Butterfield was barking into his phone, attempting to
simultaneously coordinate two separate operations; the interception
of the car Donna was driving-and it's escort back to the White House,
and the apprehension of the man who had committed the carjacking.
CJ and Sam had returned from the pressroom as soon as the news of
Annie's call had reached them. The call had been cut short when the
sound of screaming sirens, combined with interference from all of the
police radios, had made it impossible to continue the conversation.
Jed and Abbey had been reluctant to hang up, not wanting to lose
contact, but Annie finally told both of her grandparents that she
loved them, assured them she would be back soon, and disconnected.
Josh and Leo were immediately on their cells, talking to their own
contacts within the police department in an attempt to get as much
information as possible about the carjacker. Now that they had an
address, they hoped they could get some positive identification. Even
though Ron had been sure that the carjacking was unrelated to
everything else that had been going on, Josh wanted some concrete
proof. The sooner he found out for sure, the better he would feel.
CJ, Sam and Toby were huddled together crafting a release announcing
Donna and Annie's safe return. They had decided to brief the press
immediately on that issue, and then follow up later when more
information about the carjacker became available. Suddenly, over the
din of activity, they heard the sound of approaching sirens. Jed and
Abbey made a move towards the door, but Ron stepped in front of them.
"What in the hell are you doing?" Jed asked.
"I'm having Annie and Donna brought in through the underground
garage," Ron said in his most official tone, hoping desperately that
the President wouldn't fight him on this one. "They'll be escorted
here the second they arrive. It's really best if you just wait where
you are."
Jed began to argue, but Abbey's hand on his arm stopped him. "Let Ron
do his job," she said softly.
Jed shot Ron a look that said that he didn't agree, but that he would
go along this time to avoid upsetting his wife any further. Ron
heaved a sigh of relief, then began listening intently to voice in
his earpiece. "They're on the way," he smiled.
Everyone in the room was ready to burst by the time Donna and Annie
finally arrived. Donna's right arm was wrapped protectively around
Annie's shoulder, and they were surrounded by Secret Service agents.
As soon as Annie saw her grandparents, she pushed past the agents,
and flew into their arms. The three of them stood wrapped in one
large hug, sobbing. It didn't matter at that moment that they were
members of the First Family; they were simply three people who loved
each other, celebrating a joyous reunion.
The unrestrained emotion of the moment mesmerized everyone in the
office, but it only took a second for Josh's attention to refocus on
Donna. As he moved towards her, he noticed a large bruise on the side
of her face, a cut on her cheek, and her split lip. She finally
turned and made eye contact with him when he was about four steps
away. Immediately, her strong veneer began to slip. Josh saw her
bottom lip start to tremble, and tears begin to form in her eyes. She
had been strong throughout the crisis, but now that they had reached
safety, she couldn't hold back her emotions.
Wordlessly, Josh wrapped her in his arms, and began to stroke her
hair. "It's ok," he repeated over and over as she buried her head in
his chest.
The agents in the room disappeared to their posts outside the doors.
Ron excused himself to personally handle Clyde's apprehension. He
intended to head out to the house where Donna and Annie had been
held, to make sure that there no slip-ups.
Donna felt a hand on her back and turned to see CJ fighting back her
own tears. She momentarily left the security of Josh's arms to
receive a warm hug from CJ, followed in quick succession by hugs from
the rest of the senior staff.
As Leo wrapped his arms tightly around Donna, she let out a small
yelp of pain. Leo jumped back, while Josh's face flooded with alarm.
"What did I do?" Leo asked in a panicked tone.
"Nothing. I'm sorry. It's fine," Donna insisted. "I just...you bumped
my hand."
Josh moved immediately back to her side. For the first time, he
noticed that she was holding her left hand against her body. He
wrapped his arm around her shoulders to steady her, and placed his
hand gently on her left forearm.
"Are you ok?" he asked, his voice full of concern.
"Yeah," she answered quietly, leaning against him for support, "I
just hurt my hand."
"Let me see," Abbey said, crossing the room purposefully, followed
closely by Jed and Annie.
Donna held her hand gingerly out in front of her. It was apparent to
everyone in the room that it was badly broken.
"Oh my God," Josh gasped, "What happened?"
Before Donna could answer, Abbey slipped seamlessly into doctor mode.
She moved to the door and instructed one of the agents to bring her a
bag of ice immediately, and to prepare for one of the cars to take
Donna to the hospital. Then she motioned for Donna to take a seat on
the sofa. Josh sat down beside her, rubbing slow, gentle circles on
her back.
"Now how did this happen?" Abbey asked as an agent rushed in and
handed her a bag of ice, which she immediately applied to Donna's
hand.
"The car is ready whenever you are," the agent said.
"Thank you," Abbey answered, before turning her attention back to
Donna.
As Donna was trying to find the right words to describe what had
happened, Annie spoke up, "We were handcuffed to this pipe, and we
couldn't get away. So Donna put her hand under this chair and she
asked me to jump in it as hard as I could..."
Annie's words became harder to understand as they tumbled out faster
and faster, and she lost her battle to hold back her tears.
"Shhhhh, it's ok," Donna reassured her, reaching out with her
uninjured hand to stroke the side of Annie's face.
"But as soon as I jumped in the chair I heard the bones snapping,"
Annie sobbed, as though she needed to get it all off her chest.
"It's ok, honey," Jed said, sitting down in a large armchair and
pulling Annie into his lap. As she buried her head in the crook of
his neck, Jed turned to Donna.
"What exactly happened?" he asked anxiously.
Donna took a deep breath and intertwined the fingers on her uninjured
right hand with Josh's. She turned to look at him, and saw something
in his eyes that she had never seen before. She couldn't quite define
it, but in that moment she felt safer than she ever had before. She
turned back towards Jed and Abbey, who sat patiently waiting for an
explanation.
"Clyde took us to an old run down trailer in Northern Virginia..."
she began.
"His name was Clyde?" Leo interjected.
"Well, I don't really know what his name was. I just called him
Clyde," Donna said sheepishly.
"Like in Bonnie and Clyde," Annie supplied helpfully, her sobs
subsiding to a sniffle.
"Right," Donna smiled, "Well, as soon as we got to the trailer, he
cuffed us to this pipe using a set of three-way handcuffs. Then he
started pacing around, mumbling something about never meaning to have
taken hostages, and how he should have killed us on the spot."
Josh shuddered, and tightened his grip on Donna's hand. She smiled
softly at him, then she took a deep breath and continued.
"So, he grabbed a bottle of Cuervo and started drinking while he
paced. Next thing I knew, he was half passed out on the couch. I
figured that I had to do something quick. I was afraid that when he
woke up, especially with a hangover, he might decide to kill us."
"That still doesn't explain what happened to your hand," Toby pointed
out.
"I figured that our only hope was to get out of those cuffs," Donna
continued, "And the only way to make that happen was to break my hand
so that I could slip it out. So Annie helped me to pull an old
recliner over close to us. I put my hand under it, and she jumped
into it. As soon as the bones broke, I was able to slip my hand out."
The room fell silent as everyone stared at Donna with a mixture of
amazement and awe.
"You..you..broke your own hand to get out of the cuffs?" Josh
stammered.
"It was the only way," Donna said quietly, focusing solely on Josh's
face, forgetting momentarily that anyone else was in the room. The
myriad of deep emotions that she saw in his eyes made her heart soar,
and she let herself relax into the arm that was around her shoulders.
She was broken out of her reverie by the sound of the Annie's soft
whimpering.
"I didn't want to do it. But then Donna explained to me that it was
the only way, and that we had to be strong," she said bravely.
"It was the only way," Donna said resolutely.
"So you broke your own hand?" Leo asked again, echoing the earlier
question. CJ and Sam both cringed at the very thought.
"It really was the only alternative," Donna insisted.
Abbey was having a great deal of trouble wrapping her mind around the
concept of what Donna had done, and she quickly realized the others
in the room were having the same problem. She decided that it was
best to deal with medical needs first, then handle everything else as
it came along.
"Ok," she said in her best take-charge voice, "There'll be plenty of
time to discuss details later. Right now Donna needs to get to a
hospital and get this hand taken care of."
"I agree," Josh said, standing and pulling Donna up with him, "Let's
go."
He cast a sideways glance at Leo, hoping that his boss wouldn't try
to make him stay behind. In the light of recent events, there was
plenty of work that needed done, but Josh had absolutely no intention
of being anywhere but by Donna's side for the immediate future.
Leo smiled paternally at his deputy then looked back at Abbey.
"Does Annie need to go to the hospital to be checked over?" he asked.
"No, I'm fine," Annie said definitively. "I don't need a doctor."
Abbey assessed the situation quickly. She decided that rather than
create any more stress for Annie, she would check her over
personally, and they could head to the hospital later if it was
necessary. But she didn't think it would be. Outwardly, Annie seemed
unharmed. The real test would be how she handled the situation
emotionally.
"I think she'll be fine," Abbey agreed.
"Ok," Leo said. "Josh, I want you to go with Donna to the hospital
and get that hand taken care of. We can handle everything here till
you get back.
Josh and Donna both shot Leo a grateful look as they headed for the
door. Behind them, Jed, Abbey and Annie headed upstairs, while the
rest of the staff threw themselves into dealing with the myriad of
issues currently facing them.
The First Lady had called ahead, so Josh and Donna were ushered into
a small examining room immediately upon arrival. The nurse informed
them that Dr. Bartlet had requested a specific orthopedic specialist,
who was in route, so there would be a short wait. She gave Donna a
pill to help dull the pain, and then left her and Josh alone, telling
them to ring if they needed anything.
Josh moved from his position, standing in the corner of the room, to
sit beside Donna on the exam table. He wrapped her in his arms and
cradled her head against his chest.
"Are you sure you're ok?" he asked gently.
"Yeah," she sighed, "I'm fine."
"I was so worried," Josh confided, pulling back slightly so that he
could look into her eyes.
"Oh, Josh," Donna said, as tears began to flow down her cheeks. She
opened her mouth to speak but no words would come out.
Josh knew that they needed talk about many things, but he also knew
that this was neither the time nor the place. He just wanted to get
Donna patched up so that he could take her home. Then he could tell
her all of the things he had been feeling over the last day, the last
week, the last month. He wiped her tears away with his thumbs.
"It's ok, Donna. Everything's gonna be fine. We're gonna get you
fixed up, then get you home. There'll be time to talk later."
"Good," Donna said as relief flooded her face, "Because I definitely
think we need to talk."
"I agree," Josh said. "This just isn't the place."
They lapsed into silence as they both stared at Donna's hand, her
purple fingers visible from underneath the icepack.
"You broke your own hand," Josh said, shaking his head in disbelief.
"It was the only way," Donna repeated, "And why does everyone keep
mentioning that?"
"Well, it's amazing. I mean...you broke your own hand."
"Yes, I broke a bone. I didn't chew off my own arm."
"Now that would have just been gross," Josh teased.
Donna smiled and rolled her eyes.
"Seriously, Donna, I'm in awe. I'm not sure I could have done it."
"Yes, you could have," Donna said without a trace of a doubt in her
voice.
"I don't know," he sighed. "Maybe a finger."
"You mean if you were ever being held captive with finger cuffs?"
Donna snorted.
"I'd have to start small. Maybe break a finger, then work my way up."
Donna laughed, both at Josh's serious consideration of what body
parts he would and wouldn't be able to break, and the absurdity of
the conversation. She was sitting in an exam room in the ER with a
broken hand, after having spent the day at the mercy of a murderer,
and yet she hadn't felt this happy in months. She could feel that she
and Josh were regaining the closeness they had shared before
everything started to go wrong.
"Seriously, Donna..." Josh began, but before he could go any further,
he was interrupted by the arrival of Abbey's hand picked specialist.
Jed sat on a sofa in the Residence with his arms wrapped around
Abbey, who was leaning back against his chest. Annie was sound
asleep with her head in her grandmother's lap.
"Thank God it's over," the President sighed.
"Thank God is right," Abbey said, "So don't forget a little extra
gratitude in your prayers tonight."
"I'll be sure to say a special thanks for Donna Moss. And for the
fact that she was willing to break her own hand to help bring Annie
home safely. I still can't quite believe that"
"She's an amazing young woman," Abbey said. "We need to have her over
once she's feeling better so we can properly express our gratitude."
"How can we ever really say thank you?" Jed questioned. "I mean, what
is enough of a thanks for saving Annie's life?"
"I don't know," Abbey said softly as she stroked Annie's hair and
watched her sleep peacefully, apparently unbothered by nightmares, at
least for now. "Words seem so inadequate."
"We'll think of something," Jed said confidently as he leaned over
and planted a soft kiss on Abbey's cheek.
"Maybe I'll start by calling Josh at the hospital and asking him to
bring Donna back here after she gets her hand set," Abbey said,
reaching past Jed for the phone on the end table, "I think Annie
would like to see her first thing in the morning. And as soon as the
details of what happened hit the press, the reporters will be
crawling all over her apartment."
"Excellent idea," Jed agreed, easing himself off the couch, trying
not to disturb Annie's sleep. "I'll go have the stewards get a guest
room ready."
Josh sat fidgeting in one of the chairs in the ER waiting room. Dr.
Warren, the orthopedic specialist, had taken one look at Donna's hand
and sent her immediately to have an x-ray taken. Not long after, he
had come out and reported to Josh that he thought he could fix
Donna's hand with a closed reduction. He was going to set it, cast
it, then wait 48 hours and reexamine it. He had promised Josh that
the casting wouldn't take long.
Josh glanced restlessly at his watch for the hundredth time, but this
time, as he looked up, he saw Sam, Ginger, and Bonnie coming through
the automatic doors. At first, he thought that they had come to check
on Donna, and then he saw the look of pain on Ginger's face.
"What's wrong?" he asked as he rushed towards them.
"We're not sure. She has bad stomach pains," Sam said, lowering
Ginger into a chair as Bonnie went to the admissions desk.
Within a few minutes, an orderly had arrived with a wheelchair to
take Ginger back to be examined. Bonnie had been allowed to accompany
her, but Sam was forced to remain with Josh.
The two men waited restlessly for news, passing the time by watching
reports of the carjacking on the small TV in the corner of the room.
"Donna's a hero," Sam smiled, as the news reports repeated the story
of Donna breaking her hand to escape the cuffs. CJ and Toby had
considered not releasing that detail immediately, to give Donna time
to prepare for the media onslaught, but as soon as they got wind that
a few reporters had somehow learned about Donna's injury, they had no
choice.
"No doubt about it," Josh smiled. "The press is gonna have a field
day with this one."
"Did you get a chance to talk to her about Amy?" Sam asked hesitantly.
"Not yet. I figured I'd let her get a good night's sleep and tell her
everything in the morning."
"That's probably best," Sam agreed, as the sound of a beeper filled
the air.
"It's me," Josh said, looking down. "It's the First Lady."
As Josh returned from talking to Abbey on the phone in the lobby, he
saw Donna approaching Sam. He noticed that her cuts had been cleaned
up, and she was wearing a set of hospital scrubs. He smiled broadly
at the sight of a neon pink cast on her left hand.
"That's certainly pink," he laughed as he approached and slipped his
arm around her waist.
"I thought Annie would get a kick out of it," Donna smiled.
"Speaking of Annie," Josh said, "The First Lady would like you to
stay at the Residence for a few days, just till this blows over a
little. Your place is probably crawling with reporters by now, and
besides, she said she thought Annie would like to have you close by.
It might do you both some good."
"But I don't have any clothes. And I don't want to impose on them,"
Donna protested.
"She said that they would get you whatever you need. And if you want
something specific from your apartment, they'll send an agent over
after it. Its no use arguing; her mind is made up."
"I guess it'll be ok," Donna acquiesced. Just then she noticed Sam
staring intently at the door, and she realized that something was
wrong. She had mistakenly assumed that he was here to keep Josh
company. "What's wrong, Sam?"
Josh and Sam quickly filled her in on the details of Ginger's illness.
"I think it had to have been something she ate," Sam said, as Josh
and Donna settled into the seats beside him to await news.
Before long, Bonnie came through the doors that separated the exam
area from the waiting room. Her face was a mask of confusion.
"How is she?" Sam, Josh and Donna asked simultaneously.
"She's gonna be ok," Bonnie said happily. "They pumped her stomach
and she's feeling much better."
"Thank God," Donna said with a huge sigh of relief.
"How are you feeling?" Bonnie asked awkwardly. She was embarrassed by
the way she and the others had treated Donna prior to the carjacking.
During the ordeal, Toby had filled all of the senior assistants in on
what had been happening with Amy Gardner. Since the senior staff's
attentions were tied up elsewhere, he needed them to keep an eye out
for anything suspicious.
"I'm fine," Donna said, smiling to try to ease Bonnie's obvious
discomfort. "Let's concentrate on Ginger right now."
"Well," Bonnie said hesitantly, "the doctors found something strange."
"What is it?" Sam asked worriedly.
"The preliminary toxicology tests indicated high levels of an as yet
unidentified anti-psychotic medication in Ginger's bloodstream. It
isn't normally the kind of thing that would cause cramps, just
confusion and hallucinations, but Ginger has a lot of drug allergies.
That's why she had such a violent reaction."
"An anti-psychotic medication? I don't understand," Sam said.
"The doctors said they need to do more tests, but they think someone
spiked her food. Most likely her yogurt."
"Who would spike Ginger's yogurt?" Donna asked angrily.
"That's the thing," Bonnie said, looking nervously at Donna. "We
we're trying to get a report done for Toby, and then we were going to
go out and grab a bite to eat afterwards. Ginger needed a little
something to hold her over, but we couldn't find anything, and the
Mess was closed. She knew that you always keep yogurt in Josh's
fridge, so she grabbed one. She was just gonna replace it in the
morning."
"What are you saying?" Donna asked fearfully.
"It was your yogurt," Bonnie answered quietly.
"But why.." Donna began as she turned and looked at Josh, who looked
both angry and shocked, "Who would drug my yogurt?" she asked as she
began to tremble.
Josh wrapped his arms around Donna's shaking frame and turned back to
Bonnie. "Ginger's gonna be ok, right?"
"Yeah. They're keeping her overnight just to be sure. I'm gonna stay
with her till morning."
"I'm gonna take Donna back to the White House. If there's anything at
all you need, let me know," Josh said sincerely. He pulled a card
from his jacket pocket and handed it to Bonnie. "This is the name of
a detective with the DC Police. Have the doctor call him and fill him
in on all the details. Use my name, he'll know what it's about."
Donna looked at Josh, her eyes pleading for an explanation of what
was happening.
"Do you want me to stay?" Sam asked.
"No," Bonnie assured him, "We'll be fine. You go ahead back. I'm sure
there's a lot to do."
"Lets go then," Josh said softly to Donna, "There are some things you
need to know about. I thought this was just a simple case of missing
files, but apparently the stakes just got a lot higher.
As soon as they returned from the hospital, Sam went to track down CJ
and Toby and fill them in on the details of Ginger's condition. Donna
had been silent for the entire ride back to the White House, and Josh
could tell by the look in her eyes that she was trying to process
everything that had happened in the last twenty-four hours. As if
being carjacked, witnessing the cold-blooded murder of a Secret
Service agent, and breaking her own hand weren't enough, Donna now
had to deal with the reality that someone had drugged her food.
Josh could tell that she was developing a mild case of shock. He
hoped that sharing all of the information he knew with her might be
some small comfort. It was always better to know what, and who, you
were up against. What he needed was a quiet place where they could
talk without being interrupted.
Josh nodded silently to the agent at the doorway as they exited the
building. He led Donna over to a secluded bench at the far end of the
Rose Garden. He took off his suit jacket and wrapped it around her,
then gently pushed against her shoulder. She took the non-verbal cue
and sat down. Josh settled in beside her and took her hand.
"Are you warm enough?" he asked awkwardly. Now that he finally had
her alone, he didn't know where to start. There was so much he wanted
to tell her, so much she needed to hear.
"I'm fine," she answered, squeezing his hand.
After a few minutes of silence, which Josh thought felt more like
hours, Donna turned and looked at him. The fear and confusion he saw
in her crystal blue eyes broke his heart. As she fought back tears,
she asked him in a quivering voice, "What's happening? Why would
someone drug my yogurt?"
Josh turned so that his legs were straddling the bench, and slid as
close to Donna as possible. He wiped away the tears that had begun to
slide down her face. He laid his palm against her cheek and she
sighed softly and leaned into his hand. He wanted to wrap her in his
arms and tell her that she didn't have to do anything, that he would
take care of everything, but he knew that wasn't realistic. There
were things Donna needed to know and he had to be the one to tell
her. He vowed to be there every step of the way to help her deal with
whatever came along.
"We think we know who was behind the files in your trash can," Josh
began slowly.
"Who?" Donna asked impatiently. "Who could have gotten a hold of
them? And why would they have dumped them in my trash?"
"We think it was....well actually we're sure it was....Amy Gardner,"
Josh blurted out, watching closely for Donna's reaction.
"What?!" Donna asked, a look of complete disbelief settling on her
face. "Why would Amy do something like that? Are you sure?"
"I'm positive," Josh interjected confidently.
"But why? I mean..what makes you think...." Donna stammered as her
hand fluttered up to her mouth.
Josh reached for her hand and replaced it gently in her lap, stroking
her knuckles with his fingers in an effort to keep her calm.
"It all started the night that you called and left me a message about
the conference call Leo had set up. Do you remember that?"
"Yes," Donna said cautiously, "You called me back in the middle of
the night because you needed me to repeat the message. You were
having problems with your answering machines."
"Right," Josh nodded, "Except I really wasn't. Well, not mechanical
problems anyway. When I came out of the shower that night, I saw Amy
sitting in bed with both of my phones in her hands."
Josh saw a shadow cross Donna's face at the mention of Amy in his
bed. He wondered why he had never been smart enough to see it
earlier. Donna had been mildly bemused by Amy in the beginning, but
as the relationship continued, Donna's attitude had become far more
disapproving. Josh hadn't allowed himself to wonder why at the time,
now he wished he had. There were so many things he wished he had done
differently.
"And?" Donna asked, snapping him back to reality.
"Oh, right. Sorry," Josh said. "Well something just didn't seem
right. She said that she was checking her messages, but why would she
have needed both phones? So later on, I checked the voicemail on
each. They were both empty. But then when I used *69 to check for the
last number that had called, my cell had called my home phone, and
vice versa."
"But why would Amy do something like that?" Donna asked skeptically.
"All I could figure out was that she had erased my voicemail, and
then wanted to erase the number of whoever had been trying to get a
hold of me. That's when I called you, and you said that you had left
me messages on both phones. So I knew that Amy had erased them."
"But what did she think she was doing?" Donna asked angrily, "That
was an important message. If you had missed that call Leo would have
been very angry."
"I know. I couldn't figure it out either. I talked to CJ about it,
but before we could figure out was going on-Leo got the envelope with
the files that had supposedly been found in your trash can."
"I remember," Donna said tearily, recalling the confrontation in
Leo's office.
"Once I explained everything to him he felt bad," Josh assured her.
He remembered how torn up his boss had been when Donna was missing.
He knew that Leo was eager to make up to her for all of the things he
had said that day in his office.
Donna nodded, almost imperceptibly, and Josh continued.
"I know I should have told you then about my suspicions," he said
guiltily, "But we had no idea what Amy's angle was. Whether she was
after you, or me, or the administration. But we knew that she seemed
to be focused on you right at that moment, and we were afraid that if
we told you, she might sense a subtle shift in your behavior, and
then we would lose her."
"I understand," Donna nodded wearily, "Besides everyone thought that
I had dumped those files in the garbage."
"Nobody thought that," Josh insisted. "Leo reacted badly at first
because it was a serious security breech. But it didn't take him long
to realize you would never do something like that."
"Thanks," Donna said, managing a soft smile, which Josh gladly
returned.
"Besides," he continued, "it didn't take long for Amy to make her
next move. CJ saw her leave a note on your desk the morning you
walked me to my meeting with the transportation people. She snagged
it before you got back."
"What did it say?"
"It asked you to meet someone that evening at the Washington
Monument," Josh said haltingly.
"Who?"
"Cliff Calley?"
"Cliff? Why Cliff? I haven't seen him in months."
"I know. But Amy had been subtly insinuating to me that all of your
inefficiency coincided with your relationship with Cliff. Like
possibly you were intentionally sabotaging things..."
"How dare she!" Donna yelled as she stood up and began pacing back
and forth in front of the bench. "I would never....no matter....even
after the few times I saw Cliff...."
"I know," Josh said, grabbing her right hand and pulling her back
down to the bench.
"I would never be disloyal to you," Donna insisted.
"I know that," Josh repeated, "Amy was trying to plant the seed of
doubt. But it didn't work. CJ had lunch with Calley and convinced him
to go along with the plan."
"What plan?"
"CJ sent you down to the file room to pull some files. That kept you
out of sight for a few hours. Then we sent Ainsley Hayes to the
meeting with Calley wearing your coat."
"But we don't even look that much alike," Donna protested.
"CJ figured there would be someone in the background taking pictures.
We hoped we were dealing with a photographer who didn't know you that
well. And apparently we were right. Two days later Amy showed up at
the staff meeting with her "incriminating" pictures. Except it turns
out they were pictures of Ainsley and Cliff, not you and Cliff."
"What did she say when she found out?" Donna asked, stifling a small
laugh.
"She made some threats about how this wasn't over. And how we hadn't
heard the last of her," Josh smiled, remembering the look on Amy's
face as she realized she'd been had. Suddenly the smile faded and he
became more serious. "Considering what happened to Ginger, I guess I
should have taken her more seriously."
"I guess so," Donna agreed.
"The police are gonna do everything they can, Donna. I also want the
Secret Service to tell me how she managed to slip drugs into your
yogurt, in the White House, without being detected," Josh said
angrily.
"It may not have happened in the White House," Donna said
distractedly, as all of the pieces began to fall into place.
"What makes you say that?"
"I couldn't figure out what was happening," Donna began, "One night
after work I went to make myself something to eat, and I didn't
recognize any of the food in my cupboards."
"What do you mean?"
"My cupboards were filled with food that I knew I hadn't bought. But
when I went through the grocery bags under my sink, I found the
receipt. I thought maybe I was going crazy. The only food there I
recognized was my yogurt."
Josh was trying his best to process all of this new information. "She
must have been in your apartment," he seethed.
"And also, I know that I had picked up my dry cleaning, but when I
went to get it out of the closet, it wasn't there. And the ticket was
on my dresser."
"Why didn't you tell me any of this?" Josh asked firmly.
"We weren't exactly communicating very well at that point," Donna
sighed sadly. "And besides, how was I supposed to tell you that I
thought maybe I was losing my mind?"
"Oh, Donna," Josh sighed as he wrapped his arms around her and pulled
her against his chest. "I am so sorry. This is all my fault."
"How do you figure that?" Donna asked, pulling back to look in his
eyes.
"If I had never gone out with Amy in the first place," Josh sighed.
Don't blame yourself," Donna said tenderly. "You cared about her. You
couldn't have known what she would do."
"That's just the thing," Josh said, wondering if now was really the
best time for him to confess his feelings, "I didn't really care
about her. Not in the way you should care about someone you date."
"I don't understand," Donna said, "I thought you were ensorcelled."
"I'm not sure what exactly I was," Josh said sincerely. "I mean she's
attractive, and smart, but she never seemed to really like me much.
And I have to say I felt pretty much the same way."
"Then why did you keep seeing her?" Donna asked confusedly.
"Because...well, I think I wanted to care about her."
"Why?"
"Because I was too much of a coward to admit my feelings to the
person I really care about. I was too afraid of being rejected. I
didn't care if Amy rejected me-because I didn't have any kind of
emotional investment with her. So she kept dating me-and I didn't
resist. But after the first few weeks, I'm not sure how much of an
active participant I was."
Donna stared at Josh uncertainly. She was still focused on what he
had said about the person he really cared about. "Who?" she asked
timidly.
"Who?" Josh repeated, unsure of what Donna was asking.
"Who is the person you really care about?"
"Um...well...see...I've been doing a lot of thinking for the last few
days. Even before the carjacking. And I've realized that....see the
thing is....I mean this could be totally one-sided and maybe I'm an
idiot..."
"You are," Donna interrupted teasingly.
"What makes you say that?" Josh answered defensively.
"Because if you weren't, you'd stop tripping over your words and just
do this," Donna whispered as her lips moved towards his.
The shock of feeling Donna's lips on his only lasted a few seconds
before Josh became an enthusiastic participant in the kiss. He ran
his tongue along her bottom lip and Donna opened her mouth, inviting
him to deepen the kiss. A few minutes later, when they came up for
air, Josh asked breathlessly, "Donna, are you sure?"
"Yes," she said, leaning her forehead against his. "I'm positive. I
don't know exactly what it is that we share, but I know it's special.
And I want to explore it. I'm tired of pretending it doesn't exist."
"Me too," Josh said as he planted a line of kisses from one of her
cheeks to the other.
"So we'll just start slow, and see where we end up," Donna suggested
happily.
"Fine with me," Josh said, "As long as we end up there together."
Donna rewarded him with a full wattage smile, then after placing a
few more kisses on his lips, laid her head on his shoulder and
snuggled into his chest. Josh tightened his grip on her as they sat
silently enjoying the beautiful evening, and just being together.
They were so lost in each other that they didn't hear Charlie
approaching until he was almost right next to them. "The President
would like to see you in the Residence," he said, "They have some
news."
Across town, Amy was tapping her fingers on her coffee table in
annoyance as she listened to the voice on the other end of the phone.
Finally, she couldn't stand it anymore.
"Look, I don't need to hear every little detail. Just tell me that
you got anything that might lead back to either of us out of her
apartment."
"I did," the voice snapped back. "But it cost me a pretty penny to
get those false police credentials made. I'm not absorbing the cost
of that alone."
"You'll be reimbursed as long as you handled things," Amy said
derisively. "I don't want any of this leading back to me."
"Stop treating me like an imbecile," the voice exploded in
anger. "I'm not some lackey you hired off the street. You need me. No
one knows Donna Moss better than I do."
"That remains to be seen," Amy answered haughtily.
"Yeah," the voice sneered, "But if you would have told me what you
were planning with the pictures I would have been able to make sure
it didn't blow up in your face. I know what Donna looks like from
every angle. If you had consulted me every step of the way, like we
agreed, this wouldn't have happened."
"So you've said. Repeatedly," Amy hissed.
"I just wanna make sure there are no more slip-ups. I have just as
much to lose as you do. Maybe more. Remember I'm the one who got the
drugs..and put them in the yogurt."
"And see how well that worked out," Amy said mockingly.
"It was working fine till she had to go and get herself carjacked."
"And now she's a media darling and a national hero," Amy sneered.
"So we back off and give things time to cool down?"
"Exactly the opposite. We strike now, before she has a chance to get
her head together."
"What do you have in mind?"
"Come over to my apartment in an hour. Use the back entrance. I'll
fill you in then."
"I'll be there," the voice said snippily before disconnecting.
Amy tossed the phone on the couch and took another sip of wine. She'd
been working on a surefire way to get back at both Josh and Donna
since the day she was humiliated in Leo's office.
'And now,' she thought vengefully, 'It's time to put Plan B into
action.'
Josh and Donna arrived in the Residence to find the President, the
First Lady, and Leo waiting for them. None of them failed to notice
Josh and Donna's clasped hands as they crossed the room and took a
seat on the couch.
"What is it? Is something wrong?" Donna asked nervously.
"Not at all," Jed said soothingly. "We've got a few new details about
the carjacking and I wanted you to hear them from me. But first, I
wanted to let you know that Leo has filled Abbey and me in on
everything that's been going on with Amy Gardner."
"I'm really sorry, Sir," Donna said apologetically.
"Don't you dare apologize," Jed said vehemently. "You've done nothing
wrong."
"But she took the files to make me look bad. And that could have made
the administration look bad if anyone had found out."
"No one found out," Leo said soothingly.
Josh pulled her closer to his side and began rubbing her back
rhythmically. Donna settled back against his hand and gave him a
grateful smile. Then she turned and looked at the Chief of
Staff. "But if Josh had missed that conference call.."
"But he didn't," Leo said, cutting her off. "And now that we know who
was behind all of this, we can keep our eyes open, and make sure
nothing else happens. I doubt she'd be dumb enough to try anything
now that she knows we're on to her."
"Do you really think she'll just give up?" Donna asked hopefully.
"Amy Gardner isn't nearly as tough and well-connected as she thinks
she is," Abbey said confidently. "If she's stupid enough to try
something, we'll be ready."
"I appreciate that Ma'am," Donna said, "But it's really my problem. I
shouldn't be bothering you with it."
"Listen to me," Abbey said, as she moved over to sit on Donna's
unoccupied side, "I want you to be very clear on this. There is
nothing that you can't come to Jed and I with. Nothing at all. You
saved Annie's life, there is nothing you could ask of us that we
wouldn't give you."
"I appreciate that, Ma'am, but..."
"When we're alone like this, I want you to call me Abbey," the First
Lady insisted.
"But Ma'am.."
"Uh uh."
"Ok, Abbey. I didn't do anything special."
"You broke your own hand to escape. To help Annie escape," Abbey
argued. "I think that's very special."
"Anyone would have done the same thing in my position."
"I'm not sure of that," Jed interjected, as everyone except Donna
shook their head in agreement.
"But regardless," Donna continued, "You certainly don't owe me
anything."
"We owe you our granddaughters life," Jed stepped in, "We owe your
our sanity, and probably the sanity of Annie's parents as well.
Because we all would surely have gone crazy if anything had happened
to her. And there is no material thing that could ever compensate you
for that. And we're not trying to. But you put your life on the line
to save Annie's. You could have sat back and waited for the Secret
Service to track you down, but you didn't. You took an active role in
bringing our granddaughter home safely. And because of that, you'll
always have an extra special place with Abbey and I. And we want you
to feel like you can come to us with anything, and for anything."
"Thank you," Donna said as tears streamed down her cheeks. "I'm
honored."
"We're the ones who are honored," Abbey said as she pulled Donna into
a hug. "We're honored to have you as a member of our family."
Donna smiled through her tears as she tried to pull herself together.
Suddenly she remembered what Charlie had said in the Rose
Garden. "Charlie said you had some news?" she asked timidly.
Immediately, the mood in the room shifted. Donna could feel Jed,
Abbey and Leo all tense up. She glanced at Josh and she could tell by
the look on his face that he sensed it too.
"What is it?" Josh asked.
"They identified the carjacker," Leo said solemnly. "His name was
Frank Winters. He had a rap sheet as long as your arm, longer maybe."
"So they got him, right? And he's in jail?" Donna said, a tinge of
panic in her voice.
Jed moved over to sit on the coffee table directly in front of Josh
and Donna. Josh instinctively tightened his hold on Donna's hand,
preparing for what he feared was going to be bad news.
"When the police and the Secret Service got to the trailer they found
him on the floor," Jed said softly. "He was unconscious and bleeding.
He died enroute to the hospital."
"Oh my God," Donna said with a trembling voice as her entire body
began to shake. "I killed him?"
"You had no choice," Josh protested. "You did what you had to do. You
were only protecting yourself and Annie."
"But he's dead. And I did it with my own hands," Donna said, her
voice full of something Josh couldn't identify.
"Donna," Leo said paternally, "There is nothing you could have done.
Just try to focus on the fact that he killed Agent Wright in cold
blood, and he probably wouldn't have hesitated to do the same thing
to you and Annie."
"I know...you're right...it's just," Donna trailed off, not sure how
to express what she was feeling. She fought back the bile rising in
her throat. She wasn't sure how to react to the news that she had
taken a life, no matter how vile a person he was.
Abbey sensed Donna's discomfort and realized that she needed some
time alone with Josh. "It's a lot to deal with," she said
soothingly, "You take all the time you need. We'll be right here to
help however we can. We've fixed up one of the guest rooms. I had the
staff stock it with everything I could think of you might need, but
if I missed anything, let me know. Right now I think you need a good
night's sleep. We'll start dealing with these other issues one at a
time in the morning."
"Ok," Donna said. Suddenly the thought of burrowing under the covers
and hiding from the world was very appealing.
Abbey stood up and motioned for Donna to follow, "I'll show you to
the room," she said. She saw the look of panic and indecision on
Josh's face and added, "Josh, why don't you come along. I'm sure
Donna wouldn't mind you tucking her in and telling her a bedtime
story."
"Thank you, Mrs. Bartlet," Josh said, heaving a sigh of relief.
"Josh," Abbey said teasingly, "When we're alone like this, you can
call me Ma'am."
Josh smiled as he heard Donna giggle. He was glad that Abbey always
seemed to know exactly when and how to lighten the mood. As they
headed back the hallway, they heard Leo and Jed laughing behind them.
As soon as Donna had slipped into the bathroom to put on the pajamas
the stewards had left across the bottom of the bed, Abbey turned to
Josh.
"How are you holding up?" she asked.
"I'm fine. Don't worry about me. It's Donna we need to worry about."
"I'm worried about you too, Josh. Because Donna is gonna need you. So
I need to make sure you're up to the task."
"I am. I swear."
"Good, but if you need anything...."
"I'll be sure to let you know, Ma'am," Josh smiled, stressing the
last word.
Donna emerged from the bathroom, looking every bit like she was about
to drop over from exhaustion. Abbey said a quick goodnight, told
Donna to ring if she needed anything, and then slipped out to check
on Annie.
Josh immediately pulled back the covers on the bed, and Donna slipped
in gratefully, feeling her eyes growing heavy as soon as her head hit
the pillow.
"Are you leaving?" she asked groggily as Josh leaned over and planted
a soft kiss on her forehead.
"No," he whispered, "I'll be right here if you need anything."
"There's so much I need to talk to you about. I mean all of this
stuff with Amy. And I killed a man.." Donna choked out as her sobs
returned.
Josh went around to the other side of the bed, lifted the covers,
slipped off his shoes and crawled in. He reached out his arms and
Donna immediately moved to him, curling up against his chest.
"Don't worry," he cooed softly, "There'll be plenty of time to talk
in the morning. Right now you just need to sleep."
"Ok, but tomorrow.." Donna said, her voice trailing off as her body
succumbed to it's own fatigue in mid sentence.
Josh awoke early the next morning with Donna still sleeping soundly
against his chest. He kissed her forehead, and spent several minutes
just enjoying the warmth and closeness of her body. Even though he
didn't want to think about the world beyond the bedroom door, he
turned and checked out the alarm clock. He needed to get up. He sent
up a quick thank you that Donna made him keep an extra suit at the
office. He figured that he just had time to grab a quick shower,
change, then check in with the police for any new information before
staff.
He carefully rolled out from under Donna's sleeping form, amazed that
he managed to do so without waking her. As he slipped on his shoes,
he noticed a notepad and pen laying on the end table. He quickly
wrote a note and left it lying on the pillow beside Donna's head as
he slipped out.
At a few minutes after seven, Annie peaked her head in to see if
Donna was awake.
"Donna?" she said in a loud whisper.
"Hmmm," Donna said, opening her eyes and trying to acclimate herself
to her surroundings.
"Are you awake?"
"Yes I am. And I'm very glad to see you." Donna said, sitting up in
bed and holding out her arms.
Annie bolted across the room and wrapped Donna in a hug. After a
second, Annie pointed to the pillow next to Donna's and said, "Hey,
what's that?"
Donna reached over, picked up the paper and read aloud, "Donna, Sorry
I had to leave early but I had a few things to do before staff. Call
me as soon as you wake up. Josh."
"And look," Annie said delightedly, "He put a little heart beside his
name. I told you he 'boyfriend liked' you."
Donna couldn't help but laugh at Annie's exuberance. And she couldn't
help but be amazed at the natural resiliency of children.
"So how do you feel this morning?" Donna asked.
"Good. Grandma sent me to see if you wanted to join us for breakfast."
"I sure do. Just let me get dressed and I'll be right out."
"Great," Annie said, jumping off the bed and heading towards the
door. When she was almost there, she turned back and reached in her
pocket. "I almost forgot," she said, "I have your cell phone. I must
have slipped it in my pocket after I talked to Grandpa in the car
yesterday."
"Thanks," Donna said, reaching out to catch the phone as Annie tossed
it to her.
"It was ringing a few minutes ago," Annie said as she skipped out the
door. "I'll tell Grandma you're on your way."
After taking a quick shower and brushing her teeth and hair, Donna
opened the closet and found some casual clothes. She slipped into a
pair of tan pants and a comfortable sweater and headed out for
breakfast. As she walked, she punched the buttons on her cell phone
to see if she had any messages.
As she entered the dining room of the Residence, her face fell and a
shiver ran up her spine.
"What is it?" Abbey asked.
Donna glanced at Annie, cutting happily into a grapefruit, and knew
that another drama was the last thing she needed.
"It's nothing," Donna said, plastering on a fake smile. She looked at
her watch and made a few mental calculations. "I just need to talk to
Josh for a minute. He should be in staff about now."
Donna looked from Abbey to Annie then back, hoping Abbey would get
the message. She then punched the buttons to repeat the message and
handed the phone to Abbey. The First Lady listened intently for a few
minutes, then nodded towards Donna.
"Go," she said firmly, "But come back as soon as you can."
Donna exited the Residence and hurried to Leo's office. She was
shocked to see that Margaret wasn't at her desk. She knocked softly
on the door and waited for permission to enter.
"What?" Leo's voice called gruffly from the other side of the door.
"It's me," Donna said, poking her head in, "I needed to talk to you
for just a minute."
"Come in, Donna," Leo said warmly, his tone changing when he realized
it was her. "What can I do for you?"
The other members of staff said their good mornings as Josh crossed
the room and kissed Donna lightly, not caring at all who saw. Leo
smiled, until he noticed the uncertain look on Donna's face. Josh
noticed it at exactly the same time.
"What's wrong?" he asked worriedly.
"There was a message on my cell phone this morning," Donna said
slowly, "It was from Amy."
Amy sat on the couch in her apartment gazing condescendingly at the
man sitting across from her. She silently cursed the fact that she
had allowed him to become involved in her plan at all. She didn't
know him well enough to trust him implicitly, and she wasn't sure
that she could count on him when the chips were down.
The first time she met him, in a hotel bar in Atlanta, she had been
after nothing more than a good time and some casual sex. She had been
surprised when, in the course of making small talk, they had realized
that they knew some of the same people. And, in fact, hated some of
the same people.
She'd gone ahead with the casual sex anyway, it was a convention
after all, but then in the afterglow, she had started to talk. To
this day she didn't know why, but she had needed to share her plan
with someone who would understand the people involved, and understand
her overriding need for revenge. When he had started making
suggestions, expanding the plan to include the person he hated most
in the world, she had gotten caught up, and agreed that they should
work together.
As she looked at him now, knowing she was so close to getting what
she wanted, she wondered if he would come through for her in the end.
Or if he was just another problem that was going to need to be
eliminated.
"What?" he asked irritably, beginning to feel uncomfortable under her
stare.
"Nothing. I'm just thinking about how I'm going to make you pay if
you screw this up," Amy sneered.
"I'm not going to screw it up," he snapped. "I've been waiting for
this day every bit as long as you have."
"Not quite, Junior."
"I've had just about enough of you," the man growled. "I'm tired of
being treated like your little errand boy."
"Well after today, we'll never have to see each other again."
"Thank God."
"Just don't blow this. I've set the wheels in motion. If you play
your part, it'll all be over by tonight."
"Don't worry about me," the man said with an evil gleam in his
eye. "I know my what to do. And I plan to execute my end of things
flawlessly."
"Excellent," Amy said, realizing by the look in his eyes that he
really did want this as badly as she did, "Today is the day I've been
waiting for for a long time."
"So what do we do now?"
"Well, I threw out the line," Amy said with a broad smile, "Now we
just have to wait for them to take the bait." She checked her watch
and realized they had quite a bit of time to kill. She eyed the man
across from her hungrily and thought, 'What the heck'. She stood up,
tossed him a seductive look, and headed back towards her bedroom.
"What did the message say?" Josh asked through clenched teeth as he
led Donna over to the sofa. She glanced around the room nervously as
she took a seat. Josh sat beside her, and Leo came out from behind
his desk and took the seat on her other side. Sam, CJ, and Toby all
moved closer, eager to hear what Amy had said.
"She didn't say much," Donna said, rubbing Josh's leg in an effort to
calm him down. "She said she wanted to talk to me. Alone. And that if
I didn't meet her, she would make things look very bad for the
administration."
"What's she up to?" CJ asked quizzically.
"I have no idea," Leo answered, "But we're certainly going to find
out."
"She said that she wants to see me alone. And that I shouldn't tell
anyone about our meeting," Donna added.
"You can't do that," Josh said in a voice that left no room for
negotiation. "You have to let me know the second she contacts you
again."
"I will," Donna assured him. "I appreciate everything you guys have
already done for me. I'm not gonna run off and try to handle this
alone."
"We'll get her, Donna," Toby said confidently. "Contacting you again
was a mistake on her part. This time we'll be ready for her."
"Did she say anything else?" Sam asked, making notes on a legal pad.
"She said that she would contact me first thing tomorrow morning on
my cell. She told me to be alone between seven and eight and she'd
call me then."
"We'll be ready for her," Leo said, as the wheels in his head began
to turn, "She'll probably ask for a quick meeting, so we don't have
time to prepare. I'll talk to Ron this afternoon and we'll have a
strategy in place before the call comes in."
"The police were trying to track down the photographer who took the
pictures of Cliff and Ainsley," Toby said, "I'll touch base with them
and see if they have anything new."
"I have a friend who knows practically every photographer working in
DC," Sam interjected, "Maybe he can help figure out who the guy was."
"I'll call Cliff Calley and see if he can give us a description," CJ
said, reaching for her cell phone.
Donna glanced around the room and saw all of the members of the
President's senior staff in strategizing mode, and it brought a tear
to her eye. If she had ever doubted that she was part of the family,
she believed it now. She shuddered to think how close she had come to
losing all of this, first at the hands of Amy Gardner, then as a
result of a random act of violence.
"I'm gonna check in with the doctors and see what they found out
about what was in Donna's yogurt," Josh said, "Then call the
detectives and see if they have any leads on where it might have come
from."
"I really appreciate everything you're all doing for me," Donna said
tearily but firmly.
Josh tightened his arm around her shoulders and kissed her cheek, as
everyone else in the room muttered that it was no problem. Their
pleasure.
"I told Mrs. Bartlet I'd come right back and have breakfast with her
and Annie," Donna said, standing up.
"I'll walk you up," Josh said. "Are we done here, Leo?"
"For now," Leo answered. "There are a lot of things brewing so lets
try to keep all the balls in the air. Lets do our best to make it
look like business as usual so we don't raise any suspicion. We want
the element of surprise on our side this time."
They all nodded their agreement and headed out.
Josh walked Donna back to the stairway leading up to the Residence.
"Can you come up and join us?" Donna asked hopefully. "I'm sure all
you had this morning was some coffee and a donut. You know that's not
a proper breakfast."
"I wish I could, but I've got too much to do," Josh answered. "Maybe
I can take a rain check for dinner?"
"Definitely," Donna smiled brightly. "I'll be down later to get some
work done anyway."
"No, you won't," Josh said firmly. "You're taking the entire day off.
I don't want to hear anymore about it."
"Joooooosh."
"Don't whine, Donnatella. It's unbecoming."
"You never think that when you're the one who's whining," Donna
teased.
"I don't whine," Josh said, his voice full of mock indignation.
"Right," Donna laughed "You'd never do anything like that."
"I'm glad you agree," Josh smiled as he leaned over and placed a kiss
on the tip of her nose. "I'll try to get up and check on you this
afternoon."
"Or I could just come down..." Donna said leadingly.
"Give it up. You are officially on vacation all day," Josh said as he
turned and started back down the hall.
"But I don't want a vacation day," Donna protested, slapping her hand
over her mouth when she realized what she had said.
"I'm gonna remember you said that," Josh called as he turned the
corner. Donna could hear him laughing all the way to the top of the
stairs.
When Donna returned to the dining room in the Residence, Abbey had
her breakfast warming on the sideboard. Donna picked up the plate,
and took the seat across the table from the First Lady.
"We finally managed to track down Elizabeth and Robert," Abbey
said, "Annie is talking to them now. She's filling them in on
everything that happened. I told them about all you did for Annie
and, needless to say, they're very grateful."
"As I've said before, Ma'am.." Donna began.
"Uh-uh."
"As I've said before, Abbey," Donna corrected herself, "I didn't do
anything special."
"Well I disagree," Abbey said adamantly, "And so does everyone else
in my family. Now Annie's parents are headed back here, and I'm
arranging a little get together tonight to celebrate."
"A party?"
"Sort of. I thought that we could all have dinner here, and then
maybe see a movie in the screening room. I'm inviting the entire
staff."
"Really?" Donna asked excitedly.
"Yes, how does that sound?"
"It sounds like fun."
"That's what I thought," Abbey said cheerily.
They could hear the sound of Annie coming back down the hall. Just
before she reached them, Abbey leaned towards Donna and said, "You
and Josh can sit in the back row and make out, and the rest of us
will pretend not to notice."
Donna was stunned by Abbey's words. She opened her mouth but nothing
would come out.
"My parents are already on a flight. They'll be here by tonight,"
Annie said happily as she burst into the room.
"Excellent, honey. They'll be just in time for all the fun," Abbey
chirped, as she winked at Donna, who was blushing seven shades of red.
Leo poked his head into Josh's office and saw his deputy searching
desperately through the mess on his desk for a specific file.
"Lose something?" he asked.
"I can't find anything without Donna here," Josh sighed exasperatedly.
"Well you better figure something out, because now that you two are
an item, I'm gonna have to move her to another department," Leo said
seriously.
"WHAT?!" Josh screamed, surprising himself with the tone in his
voice. "You can't do that, Leo. You have no reason..."
Just as Josh was getting wound up to full volume, he noticed a
twinkle in Leo's eyes. He stopped in mid sentence, and looked at his
boss.
Leo couldn't hold back his amusement any longer and he began to laugh
uproariously. "Man you should have seen the look on your face."
"You mean you're not moving Donna?" Josh asked hopefully.
"Not unless you two give me a reason," Leo assured him.
"We won't," Josh promised.
"I'm glad to hear that," Leo said as the looked affectionately at
Josh. "I was planning on knocking a little sense into you pretty
soon, and making you admit your feelings before Donna got tired of
waiting, but I see you actually came to that realization on your own."
"I almost lost her," Josh said softly, unable to keep the fear out of
his voice.
"I know."
"And if I had....."
"But you didn't," Leo interrupted, "And now you've got a second
chance. Don't blow it. That's an order."
"I won't," Josh vowed.
"Abbey called," Leo said, lightening the moment, "Annie's parents are
arriving tonight, and she's having a celebration dinner in the
Residence. Everyone's invited. She's screening a movie afterward."
"Which movie?"
"I don't know. But maybe it'll be something romantic and you and
Donna can sit in the back row and make out," Leo teased, as he headed
out to tell the other staffers about the party.
Half an hour later Donna appeared in Josh's doorway.
"I'm running home to get a few things," she told him.
"By yourself?" Josh asked hesitantly.
Donna rolled her eyes. She had had a similar conversation with the
First Lady thirty minutes earlier. "Mrs. Bartlet called the police
station, and someone is going to meet me at my place just to make
sure everything is ok. Honestly, I think you're all getting carried
away over nothing. We don't have to worry about Amy till morning."
"Better safe than sorry. And as long as someone is meeting you
there," Josh said, momentarily placated, "I think I need to go home
and change too. I'll walk out with you."
When they reached the parking lot, Josh helped Donna behind the wheel
of her car, kissed her gently, and then said,
"No stops along the way. Go straight home. And don't go into your
apartment without the officer."
"I won't," Donna assured him with a smile. "I'll see you in an hour."
"See you then." He smiled as he watched her drive away. As soon as
she was out of sight, he jumped in his own car and headed home.
Josh whistled as he stuck his key in the lock, and let himself into
his apartment. He was looking forward to a chance to relax tonight
with Donna and his friends. With everything they'd been through in
the past few weeks, they deserved to have a little fun.
When he first saw the glint of silver, he thought it was a reflection
off of his refrigerator. Then he recognized the unmistakable outline
of the barrel of a gun. His eyes followed the arm that was holding
the gun all the way up, until Amy's sneering face came into view.
"What the hell are you doing?" Josh demanded.
"Evening old scores," Amy scoffed derisively.
"What the hell are you talking about?!" Josh said as he took a step
towards her.
"Don't you move!" Amy said icily. "Don't you dare move a muscle or
I'll shoot you right now. It would ruin all my fun, but I'll do it."
"Ruin your fun? What are you talking about?" Josh asked again, trying
to assess the situation as quickly as possible.
"I want to see you suffer, J."
"Why? What have I ever done to you, Amy?" he asked, determined to
keep her talking while he formulated a plan.
"You don't even remember, do you?" Amy asked venomously.
"Remember what?"
"When we were in school. All of those nights I spent helping you
study for your exams."
"You were never helping me study," Josh said as calmly as
possible. "You were helping Chris study. I was just there because
Chris and I had some of the same classes."
"I quizzed you both. I spent hours making sure you knew the material
cold."
"So what does that have to do with anything?" Josh was valiantly
trying to follow Amy's thought process.
"After we graduated, you and Chris were too wrapped up in studying
for the bar to worry about me."
"Amy, you were my roommate's girlfriend, not mine," Josh pointed
out, "After we graduated, I went back to Connecticut."
"That's right. And it was sayonara Amy."
"Listen....."
"No you listen. After you guys passed the bar, you all started to
gravitate towards politics. You became your own little support system
and network of contacts. You all moved up in the DC power structure.
But did you ever once wonder what happened to me?"
"You should have called..."
"I shouldn't have had to call," Amy screamed, "You owed it to me."
"Owed it to you?" Josh asked incredulously.
"Did you think I helped you study because I was in love with Chris?
You're an idiot. You and Chris were the up and comers. I knew you two
were going places. I tried to get a date with you but you didn't
notice me, so I settled for Chris. You two were going places and you
were supposed to take me with you."
"I would have helped you if you had just let me know," Josh said,
trying to appease her.
"Do you think I wanted this position with the WLC? People write us
off as just another women's organization. I don't have the power I
should have. The power you could have given me. So as soon as I knew
Bartlet was gonna be elected, I made sure I was in a position to have
access to the First Lady."
"You've been planning this that long?"
"Longer. But it took me three years to cultivate a workable
friendship with Abbey Bartlet. I always approached her on issues I
knew she had a special interest in. I dropped a million hints about
how she should arrange a meeting between you and I, but she didn't
take me up on it till the treaty issue came along."
"So this was all a setup?" Josh asked, shaking his head, amazed at
the lengths Amy had gone to.
"All of it," she smiled sweetly.
"Then why go after Donna? If you wanted me, you should have just come
after me."
"Ah yes. Your precious Donna. Well the truth is I couldn't care less
one way or another what happens to Donna. I just needed the brainless
little witch out of the way so I could have unrestricted access to
you."
"Your access has been pretty much unrestricted for a while now," Josh
huffed.
"I know. And I was enjoying it. I wanted you to want me. And then I
wanted you to know what it feels like to have what you want yanked
away. It wasn't my idea to take Donna out. That was Jack."
"Jack who? What are you talking about?" Josh asked, panic rising in
his voice.
"Jack something or other. A doctor. A nice enough guy, but a bit
Midwestern for my taste."
"Oh God," Josh gasped. Donna only knew one doctor named Jack. Dr.
Freeride.
"I met him at a convention on women's health issues or some such
nonsense. He wasn't bad in a bed. A bit predictable maybe."
"Where is he?" Josh demanded urgently.
"I don't know, but I know he wants Donna Moss dead in the worst way,"
Amy said in a singsong voice.
"Where is he now?" Josh asked again, angrily.
Amy glanced at her watch. "Well probably...."
She was interrupted by the sound of a ringing cell phone.
"What?" Amy said as she answered. She listened for a second, then
turned back to Josh and smiled. "As a matter of fact, he's at
Donna's apartment. And she just arrived."
Josh's head was spinning. He had to get to Donna. He couldn't let
anything happen to her. In a split second he made his decision, and
lunged for the gun.
Donna looked around as, she got out of her car, for the officer that
was supposed to be meeting her. All she saw was her landlord, Mr.
Rossini.
"How are you, Donna?" he asked as he wrapped her in a hug.
"I'm fine."
"Are you sure?" he asked worriedly.
"Positive," she said, smiling sweetly to ease the old man's concerns.
"If there's anything Mrs. Rossini and I can do for you, you let us
know."
"I will," Donna said as she looked down the street again. "Someone
was supposed to meet me here.."
"A police officer?"
"Yes."
"I let him into your apartment. I checked his ID first. You can't be
too careful these days."
"Thanks, Mr. Rossini. I appreciate it. Tell Mrs. Rossini I'll come by
to see her before I leave," Donna said as she headed up the stairs.
As soon as she opened her apartment door, an arm went around her
neck, and a hand covered her mouth. She struggled as hard as she
could but it was no use. She couldn't escape. Before she could get
her bearings, she was thrown into a kitchen chair, a rag stuffed in
her mouth so she couldn't scream. As she continued to try to break
free, she felt a belt being fastened around her waist to hold her in
place. A few seconds later, she heard the sound of ripping duct tape.
Her arms were pulled roughly behind her and bound together. She tried
to scream at the pain shooting through her injured left hand, but it
was no use. Finally, her assailant moved around in front of her to
bind her feet, and she got a look at his face.
Her stomach dropped when she saw the man she thought she would never
see again. Jack Bergstrom. Dr. Freeride.
"Surprised to see me cupcake?" He purred menacingly. Donna tried to
pull away but he leaned in even closer. "What's wrong? Did I surprise
you?"
Donna tugged desperately at the tape holding her arms, as Jack
continued to speak.
"It was the strangest thing. It had almost gotten to the point where
I thought I could forget you. I was ready to move on with my life. In
fact, I started working with this charity that provides free health
care to low-income women. I figured maybe I'd meet a few cute women's
rights crusaders."
Jack kneeled in front of her and took her chin roughly in his hand.
"And that's exactly what happened. I met this chick in a bar in
Atlanta. She was wild in bed. Completely uninhibited. Imagine my
surprise when I found out we knew some of the same people. Turns out
she went to college with your boss. And she's been carrying some mean
ass grudge for quite a while. So we struck up a little agreement to
help each other get rid of someone we hated."
Donna's mind was reeling. Jack had to be talking about Amy Gardner.
Donna should have known this wasn't just about her. Amy had been
after Josh all along. She tried to scream, but her voice was muffled
by the gag. She had to alert someone. Had to help Josh.
"I can see why your boss keeps her around. She's a bitch-but the
things she can do to a man in bed would make you blush," Jack sneered.
Donna closed her eyes and pulled at the tape.
"But I'm not like her. I don't need anything slow and tortuous. In
fact, I have to catch a plane back to Madison in two hours. When they
find your body, I'll be a thousand miles away, and no one will ever
even know I was here."
Jack walked over towards the stove. "Do you remember the note you
wrote when you left? I do. Dear Jack, I'm sorry. I thought this was
worth a second try but I was wrong. I'm obviously not very important
to you. You proved that the other night. I'm going back to DC. I feel
suffocated in Madison, like I can't breathe. Please don't contact me
again. Donna."
Donna's eyes grew wide in terror as Jack leaned over and blew out the
pilot light on her gas stove. Then he opened all four burners wide.
"You wanna know what it suffocating really feels like?" he said
evilly.
He could feel the panic rising off of Donna, and it made him smile.
He gathered up his things and moved towards the door. At the last
minute he turned around and said, "Breathe deep, Donna. It'll be
easier that way."
The President had a few minutes between meetings so he wandered into
Leo's office for a chat. Normally, under these circumstances, he
would go up to the Residence and steal a few minutes with his wife,
but not today. Today Abbey was in party planning mode. A last minute
party at that, which meant the Residence was in an uproar. Abbey was
planning menus, and choosing possible movies to screen, with Annie
right by her side. When Jed had gone up to check on his wife and
granddaughter earlier, they had been in the middle of heavy
negotiations.
"How's it going, Sir?" Leo asked as Jed entered his office.
"Abbey ordered me to leave the Residence. She kicked me out of my own
house," the President huffed.
"What did you do?" Leo asked with a smile.
"I was merely offering a few suggestions for the party tonight, but
she and Annie said they have everything under control."
"And do they?"
"Well from what I understand, Abbey had to agree to put spaghetti and
meatballs on the menu to get Annie to agree to a movie that starred
someone over the age of 25."
"That Annie's a tough negotiator," Leo smiled.
"She gets it from her grandmother," Jed growled affectionately.
Just as the President was about to launch into the history of
parties, or some equally obscure topic, Margaret knocked rapidly,
then opened the door without waiting for Leo to give her the okay.
"Excuse me, Mr. President," she said apologetically. "Toby, Sam, and
CJ are here and they need to see Leo right away."
"Send them in," Leo said uneasily, wondering what events could have
conspired to bring them all three to him at the same time.
"I think we may have a problem," Toby said without preamble as he
entered Leo's inner sanctum with Sam and CJ close behind. "Oh, I'm
sorry, Sir," he added when he noticed the President standing near the
doorway that connected Leo's office with the Oval Office.
"No, go right ahead, Toby. What seems to be the problem?" The
President inquired.
"The police managed to track down the photographer who took the
pictures of Cliff and Ainsley at the monument," Toby said.
"That's a step in the right direction," Leo said, encouraged that the
police were making progress in the investigation.
"He got the film developed at a small photo shop in town," Sam
interjected, "He's a regular customer there, so the police were able
to track him down fairly quickly."
"And..." Leo said leadingly.
"He's a small time freelancer named Paul Blair," CJ said, perusing
the information the police had faxed over. "He's sold a few pictures
to the Post, one or two to national magazines, but not much else."
"Did he have information that might shed some light on what's going
on?" Jed asked hopefully.
"He claims he was only hired to take pictures," Toby scoffed. "He was
waiting on a second assignment when Amy called, out of the blue, and
said that plans had changed.
"What do you mean?" Leo asked curiously.
"He claims she called him last night and told him that he had to get
out of a town for a few weeks, and that he wasn't to answer any
questions about the photos," Toby said, recounting what the
detectives had told him. "When he told her that he had to stay in
town because he had jobs to complete, she offered him cash to leave."
"Why was she so anxious to get rid of him?" Leo asked curiously, "We
already knew she hired someone to take the pictures. It was a slimy
thing to do but no crime was committed so we can't charge her with
anything. It would be embarrassing for her if people found out, but
nothing more."
"That's what's strange," Toby said worriedly. "Apparently she told
him that a man would be coming to his apartment with an envelope full
of money, and that he was to take the money and leave town right
away."
"What man?" the President asked, as an uneasy feeling began to settle
over the room.
"We're not sure," Sam said, continuing the story. "When this guy
showed up with the money, Blair started asking questions. The guy
told him that there had been a change in plans, and that something
big was going to happen today."
Today?" Leo asked. "Is he sure that's what the guy said?"
"He's positive," Toby replied. "The guy gave him the money, and told
him that Amy would call him on his cell in a week or so with further
instructions."
"But if Amy is planning on meeting with Donna tomorrow
morning......." Leo started.
Every stomach in the room knotted with the realization that they had
been had by Amy Gardner. She had set them up, and they had fallen for
it. They let their guard down, and she was going to try her best to
make them pay.
"Where are Josh and Donna now?" Jed asked urgently.
"They left a little while ago to go home and get ready for the
party," CJ answered, trying to remain as calm as possible.
Leo picked up the phone on his desk and began to dial as he
yelled, "MARGARET!"
In a flash, the redhead appeared in the doorway.
"Try Donna's apartment and see if she's there," he said, indicating
the phone on the table beside the sofa.
"No answer at Josh's," Leo said angrily as he slammed down the
receiver.
"No answer at Donna's either," Margaret said, her voice reflecting
the worry radiating off of everyone in the room. Within minutes, she
had dialed both Josh's and Donna's cell phones and again received no
answer.
"Margaret, call the police," Leo ordered. "I'm heading over to Josh's
apartment."
"I'll go with you," Sam said worriedly.
"I don't know where Donna lives," Toby said as they headed for the
door.
"I do," CJ said, "Let's go."
"Keep us informed," Jed called after them.
"I'll let you know as soon as we have any information," Leo called
over his shoulder as he disappeared down the hallway.
Josh's mind was focused on only one thing as he lunged towards Amy.
He needed to help Donna. She was walking into a trap and she didn't
know it. She had been through so much in the last few weeks; he
didn't know how much more she could take. How much more he could
take. He had only recently allowed himself to admit what Donna really
meant to him. He loved her completely. She had become part of his
heart and soul and he couldn't even conceive of the thought of going
on without her.
He was the one who had brought Amy Gardner into their lives. He could
have let it drop after the first meeting, but he didn't. He chased
her like some sort of lovesick schoolboy. He realized now that that
had been Amy's plan all along. She was determined to win him over in
order to carry out her plan. But Josh had pursued her willingly. He
had no one to blame but himself.
In the last few days, he had come to understand some of the reasons
he had gone after Amy with such dogged determination. He had been
thrown for a loop when he found out about Donna's relationship with
Cliff Calley. He feared that she had grown weary of their mutual
flirtation, and decided to move on with her life. And if she was
going to, then he would too. If he could just have a successful
relationship with another woman, he could convince himself that what
he felt for Donna wasn't real. So he set forth to build a
relationship with Amy, at any cost.
But it hadn't worked. Over the course of their relationship, he had
realized that, no matter how hard he tried, he was never going to
love her. He didn't even really like her all that much. At one point,
he simply began waiting for her to break up with him, the way women
always did. But Amy was different. She stuck it out.
Josh hadn't immediately made the connection between his pursuit of
Amy and the deterioration of his relationship with Donna. All of this
could have been avoided if only he would have taken control of the
situation sooner. He cursed himself for not realizing that Amy was up
to something. The phone call had been so obvious, and yet he had
missed it. He had thought that they didn't have to worry about Amy
until tomorrow. And because of his oversight, Donna was in danger.
His heart pounded in his chest as he grabbed the barrel of the pistol
Amy was holding. The feel of cold steel against his hand jarred his
thoughts back to the present. If he wanted to help Donna, he needed
to deal with Amy first. She struggled with all of her might, twisting
her arms and attempting to point the gun towards Josh. She had a
crazed look in her eyes, and Josh had no doubt that, given the
chance, she would kill him.
As he kept a tight grip on the barrel of the gun with his left hand,
Josh grabbed her forearm with his right hand and attempted to wrench
the gun free. He tried to keep the end of the gun pointed towards the
floor as Amy fought him with everything she had.
She was biting, and kicking and clawing with her free hand, trying
desperately to break away. She raked her nails down the side of
Josh's face repeatedly, trying her best to get at his eyes. At the
same time, she was trying as hard as she possibly could to knee him
in the groin. When Josh turned sideways to avoid her leg, Amy bit
down hard on his shoulder. During the struggle, Amy somehow managed
to place her finger on the trigger and squeeze.
At the sound of a gunshot, Josh froze.
Suddenly, he was back on the sidewalk in Rosslyn. The pain. The
blood. The sirens. His mind whirled. He was on a gurney being wheeled
into the hospital and he could hear the doctors and the paramedics
shouting. He felt the anesthetic taking affect. And then it was dark.
But the pain was still there. And he opened his eyes, and he saw the
sight that would sustain him through the entire ordeal of the
shooting and his recovery. Donna's face.
Josh's mind immediately snapped back to the present.
With a white-hot fury he had never experienced before, Josh used his
leverage, and his grasp on Amy's arm, to spin her around and throw
her against the wall. Her spine made a thud as she careened backward
into the plaster. The impact knocked the gun from her hand and it
clattered noisily to the floor. Amy stooped to retrieve it but Josh
deftly kicked it away.
Amy gathered herself and lunged at him again. Before he actually
realized what was happening, his hands were around her throat. He
found himself squeezing as hard as he could as he slammed her body
against the wall over and over. Gradually Amy's struggling lessened.
She gasped for breath as her lips began to turn blue.
Josh raged on, blinded by an intensity of emotion he had never felt
before. As much as he hated Amy at that moment, and as much as he
wanted her punished, he had more important things to do. He had to
get to Donna. Had to help her. He pulled his hands away from Amy's
neck, and she slid down the wall taking large gulping breaths. Josh
looked at her and felt nothing but hate. He leaned over and picked
the gun up off the floor, then ran out of the apartment at full speed.
Donna continued to pull at the tape that was binding her in a
desperate attempt to get free. She was startled when the door to her
apartment opened. She prayed that the Rossini's had heard the noise
and come to check on her. Or maybe the police had arrived, after all
Mrs. Bartlet had arranged for an officer to meet her.
Her heart fell when she saw a familiar face staring back at her with
a smug grin. Jack.
"I almost forgot something," he said, smacking his palm against his
forehead.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it a
few times, staring lovingly at the flame, then he leaned over and lit
the vanilla scented candle on the foyer table.
"The way your apartment is laid out, it'll take a while for the fumes
to get over here," he smiled, pointing at the candle, "But once they
do-BOOM!!"
Donna cursed furiously at him, though her words were muffled by the
gag that was still firmly lodged in her mouth.
"If I was you I'd breathe deep," he taunted her, "It sure beats
burning to death."
With an evil laugh he turned around and exited the apartment again,
closing the door behind him. As he descended the stairs, he ran into
Mr. Rossini, who was moving in the opposite direction.
"Is everything ok?" the landlord asked worriedly.
"No," Jack replied urgently. Luckily the older man had been
completely fooled by Jack's false police credentials. He had just
flashed the badge, and a confident smile, and the man had ushered him
right in to Donna's small apartment. "Someone just called in a bomb
threat on this building. We need to get everyone out." Jack's tone
was official and left no room for discussion.
"But what about Donna?" Mr. Rossini asked with panic in his voice.
"Donna's fine," Jack assured him. "We got her out the rear door. But
you need to clear the building, and probably the buildings on either
side."
"There's no one else here but my wife," the old man said as he began
to panic. "All of our other tenants are at work."
"Then take your wife and go warn the people in the neighboring
buildings. The bomb squad is on the way," Jack said as he grabbed the
landlord's arm and propelled him down the stairs towards his own
apartment.
"But..." the old man stammered, his voice full of fright.
"No buts. Just do it!"
As Mr. Rossini went to get his wife and lead her to safety, Jack
hurried out the front door of the building, jogged down the steps and
climbed into his rental car. As he started it up, he was pleased to
see the Rossini's exiting the building, headed off to warn the
neighbors.
He drove partway down the block and then stopped abruptly. He glanced
at his watch, trying to mentally calculate how long it would take for
the gas fumes to reach the candle. He had waited four long years for
this moment; it seemed a shame to leave before the final curtain. He
pulled his car into an alley, locked the doors, and doubled back. He
found a perfect vantage point across the street where he could watch
the festivities unobserved.
Josh rushed recklessly out of his building and collided head on with
his boss and his best friend, who were on their way in. Sam and Leo
looked anxiously at Josh, taking in his disheveled clothing and the
bloody scratches on the side of his face.
"What's going on?" Sam gasped, noticing the gun in Josh's hand.
"I have to get to Donna's," Josh said breathlessly, "They laid a trap
for her and she's gonna walk right into it. I have to get to her!"
"Who laid a trap?" Leo asked, his voice full of confusion, "Who
is 'they'?"
"Amy, and Donna's old boyfriend. It's a long story. I'll explain it
later. Right now I just need to get to Donna," Josh said, pushing
past them and heading for his car.
"We've already called the police. Plus CJ and Toby are on their way
over there," Leo said, motioning towards his own vehicle that was
double-parked at the bottom of the stairs. "Lets take my car."
Josh tore open the front passenger side door as Leo rounded the car
and jumped behind the wheel. Sam slid into the back seat never taking
his eyes off of the gun in Josh's hand.
"Josh, what happened up there?" he asked again nervously.
Through the haze that was clouding his mind, Josh realized that Sam
was fixated on the gun in his hand.
"Relax, Sam. I didn't shoot her. Although I was tempted," Josh
growled. "And if anything bad happens to Donna, she's gonna wish she
WAS dead."
With that, Leo gunned the engine and they sped off towards Donna's
apartment.
Mr. And Mrs. Rossini were pacing frantically on the sidewalk in front
of the building when the first police car arrived. Mr. Rossini was
doing his best to calm his trembling wife and assure her that
everything would be alright. They both breathed a huge sigh of relief
when help finally arrived.
The young officer got out of the car and approached the couple. "I'm
Officer Ford," he said. "Does someone here need assistance?"
"I'm Marco Rossini and this is my wife Carla. Where's the bomb
squad?" the landlord asked, looking around anxiously.
"The bomb squad?" Officer Ford asked confusedly.
"Yes," Mr. Rossini insisted, "The other officer, the one that was
here with Ms. Moss, he said that there was a bomb threat and that the
men would be here to diffuse it. He told us to get everyone out of
the neighboring buildings."
From across the street, Jack chuckled as he watched the Rossini's
talking to the policeman. He knew that the officer had no idea what
the older man was talking about. And with every second they spent
discussing it, the gas fumes moved closer and closer to the candle in
Donna's apartment.
"I don't know anything about a bomb threat," Officer Ford said,
attempting to calm the old couple. "We got a call from the White
House to report here. We weren't told anything about a bomb threat."
As they continued to talk, three more police cars arrived on the
scene with their lights flashing and their sirens blaring. Mr.
Rossini had to raise his voice to be heard over the din.
"There was another officer here!" he insisted loudly. "He showed me
his badge."
"Was he in uniform?" Ford asked, still trying to get a handle on
exactly what was going on.
"No," Mr. Rossini answered, "But he had a badge. I checked."
"I'll call back to the station and get a clarification. Meanwhile, is
there anyone in the building?"
"No. All of my tenants are at work, and the other officer took Ms.
Moss out the back door. We knocked on all in the doors in the
buildings next door and got everyone out," the landlord said,
gesturing to the people milling about on the sidewalk looking
anxiously at his building.
The other officers, the ones who had just arrived, stepped onto the
sidewalk and began to try to get control of the crowd that seemed to
be growing by the minute. Officer Ford called headquarters in an
attempt to find out exactly what was going on. While he was trying to
straighten things out, Toby and CJ arrived.
Because of the growing number of police cars, they were forced to
park halfway up the block. They abandoned the car in the middle of
the street and rushed towards the officers.
"What's going on?" Toby barked, holding up his White House ID.
Jack watched happily from across the street. He had recognized Toby
and CJ the minute they pulled up. He realized that his and Amy's plan
must have been discovered. He wondered briefly if Amy was alright,
then admitted to himself that he really didn't care. He was actually
glad that some of Donna's high and mighty White House friends were
going to be around to witness her death. It just made things that
much sweeter for him. After all, they were the reason he had lost her
for good.
When she ran off the first time to join the campaign, Jack was sure
that she'd be back within a few days. She was just throwing a temper
tantrum. She found out that he had been using some of the money she
had squirreled away without her permission. So she was trying to get
his attention. But he knew she'd come home. She couldn't survive
without him.
Then she had stumbled into the Bartlet for America headquarters and
everything changed. The few times she took his calls in those first
weeks she was away, all she talked about was how many smart people
she was working with, and how they were going to improve the country.
When he realized that she was actually considering staying there, he
had been forced to turn up the heat. He had reminded her that she was
only an unpaid volunteer. That she lacked the education to fit in in
an environment like that one. That he was the only man who would ever
be able to put up with her.
Eventually it worked and she returned to Wisconsin, and to him. But
things weren't the same. She was different. Restless. Then she had
that stupid car accident. He knew it wasn't serious; it was only a
sprain. So he stopped off at the bar on the way to pick her up. It
wasn't like he left her waiting on the side of the road. But you
couldn't tell her that. She was pissed.
And three days later she was gone. And that was the day Jack
Bergstrom started planning his revenge. He was the one who was
supposed to decide when relationships were over. Women didn't leave
him-he didn't allow it. And so she had to pay the price.
"I'm not exactly sure, Mr. Ziegler. I'm trying to figure that out
right now," Officer Ford said a bit impatiently.
"Where's Donna?" CJ asked, looking around desperately, scanning the
faces in the crowd.
"The officer said that he took her out the back door," Mr. Rossini
answered.
"What officer?" Toby demanded angrily.
"The officer that was here earlier," Mrs. Rossini said. "He was
waiting for Donna when she got home. He said that there was a bomb
threat and we should get everyone out."
"Have you searched the building?" Toby yelled at the assembled
officers.
"Not yet. If there was a bomb threat, we need to wait for the
explosives squad," Officer Ford answered.
"We can't wait," CJ snapped. "Our friend may be in there. We need to
go in and check her apartment."
"I'm sorry," Ford said, "We need to follow procedure. The bomb squad
is coming to check the entire building."
"How long will that take?" CJ asked furiously.
"I don't know. But as soon as they give us the all clear we can go in
and search."
"I'm not waiting for that," Toby said as he moved around one of the
officers on the sidewalk.
Officer Ford reached out and grabbed his arm, "I can't let anyone in
the building, Sir."
"Look, I need to find out about Donna Moss," Toby said, leveling the
officer with an icy glare.
"We'll get to her as soon as possible," Ford said in an authoritative
tone.
"Perhaps you recognize her name," Toby said snidely, "Donna Moss. The
woman who saved the President's granddaughter?"
Officer Ford cleared his throat. "That Donna Moss?" he asked weakly.
"Yes," Toby snapped. "And how do you suppose he's going to feel when
I tell him you wouldn't let us in the building?"
"I just need permission from the chief," the officer conceded,
grabbing his radio.
While the standoff between Toby and Officer Ford dragged on, Leo's
car squealed to a stop at the end of the block. Josh charged towards
the front door of the building, but was immediately stopped by
several burly officers.
Leo and Sam immediately joined Toby in talking to Officer Ford. Josh
eyed the front door again, then turned towards his friends.
"Where's Donna?" he screamed at Toby.
"I'm not sure," Toby answered helplessly. "They have the building
blocked off because of a supposed bomb threat."
"We're getting clarification on what's happening," Officer Ford
assured him.
"Well you do that!" Josh screamed, "But in the meantime......"
Before the stunned officers could react, Josh shoved one of them out
of the way and darted through the front door.
As soon as he saw Josh Lyman arrive, Jack knew that Amy had failed to
carry out her part of the plan. And she had been worried he would be
the one to fail. He celebrated the thought of rubbing her face in the
fact that he had succeeded, while she had come up short.
When he saw Josh enter Donna's building, he laughed out loud. He
couldn't believe how well this was turning out. Not only was he going
kill Donna, he was going to take care of her precious boss at the
same time. He was so glad he had decided to stay and watch.
Donna continued to struggle against her bindings, to no avail. No
matter how hard she tugged, the tape just wouldn't give. The smell of
gas was already beginning to invade her nostrils.
In a strange flash, she remembered her best friend Susan Watson's
eighth birthday party. Susan had fallen off her bike and broken her
arm two weeks before. After the cake, all the kids had headed to the
basement to play games. As soon as Mrs. Watkins turned her back,
Susan showed them all a trick she learned. To great fanfare, and the
amazement of a room full of eight year olds, she scrunched up her
face, and pulled her arm out of the cast. When Susan's mother
returned five minutes later she was not pleased.
If Susan Watson could do it for a party trick, surely Donna could do
it in her hour of need.
She began to twist her arm as much as possible, and sent up a prayer
of thanks for fiberglass casts. They had way more give than plaster.
She scrunched up her face, much like Susan had done twenty years
earlier, and concentrated on extracting her arm from its neon pink
confines.
She closed her mind to the pain shooting through her injured hand.
The duct tape bindings were actually helping her by holding the cast
stationary, as Donna continued to pull. It took a few minutes before
she began to feel movement. She pulled harder, using every ounce of
strength she had, ignoring the pain, and suddenly her arm came free.
She reached up immediately, pulled the gag from her mouth and tossed
it on the floor. With her good hand, still swathed in tape and
attached to her now empty cast, she reached down and undid the belt
that was holding her to her kitchen chair. She stood up quickly and
was momentarily lightheaded from the fumes. She took a second to
steady herself, and then hopped across the kitchen and pulled the
scissors from the drawer beside the sink. She quickly cut the
bindings from her feet; just enough to regain movement, then dropped
the scissors and ran.
In her frantic state, she didn't think to blow out the candle on the
foyer table. She yanked open the door and started running down the
hallway. The draft created when the door was opened caused the gas
fumes to travel more quickly in the direction of the candle. Within
seconds, a huge explosion rocked the building.
Everyone on the street looked up in horror as CJ screamed, "Oh God.
That's Donna's apartment."
Toby grasped her shoulders to hold her up as they watched flames
shoot out of the window, while glass showered down on the street
below. Leo looked desperately towards the front door, praying to see
Josh and Donna emerge unhurt.
Across the street, Jack Bergstrom smiled a satisfied smile.
The force of the blast threw Josh to the ground. He was briefly
stunned, but then rose to his feet and began to assess the situation.
The blast had come from one of the upper floors, right in the area of
Donna's apartment. Josh looked up helplessly and his heart began to
race. As thick, black smoke started to pour through the building, he
groped his way to the stairs.
"Donna!" he screamed as he felt his way along the railing. "Donna!"
Josh listened closely as he thought he heard someone
coughing. "Donna!" he screamed again as his lungs filled with acrid
smoke.
When he made it to the top of the stairway, the smoke was thicker and
heavier. He could hear the crackle of burning wood and the sound of
breaking glass as windows all over the building blew out.
He groped for the railing to the third floor that would lead him to
Donna's apartment. In the blinding smoke, his hand landed on
something that felt like an arm.
"Donna?" he choked out.
"Josh?" he heard a scratchy voice say back. "Is that you?"
"Oh God Donna!" he said finding her shoulders and pulling her towards
him. He wrapped her in a tight embrace and thanked every deity he
could think of that she was alive.
"Jack was here..." Donna rasped.
"I know," he said as he began to lead her down the stairs to the
lobby. "Lets not worry about that now. Lets just get out of here"
Fire engines raced down the street towards Donna's apartment
building, weaving their way through pedestrians and parked cars.
Before they even came to a full stop, men jumped off and began
unrolling hoses, while glass rained down on the sidewalk as the
windows along the front of the building exploded. Within minutes, the
bomb squad arrived to survey the damage, try to determine just what
had caused the explosion, and determine whether it was safe for the
firemen to enter.
The sound of blaring sirens, combined with the screams of terrified
onlookers, created a deafening cacophony. While police scrambled to
push back the crowd, the firemen began hooking their lines to
hydrants.
Toby had thrown his body over CJ's at the sound of the initial
explosion, to protect her from falling debris. In the process, he had
toppled them both to the sidewalk. As he stood, he reached down to
pull her up with him, checking her over for any sign of injury.
"Are you ok?" he asked her breathlessly.
CJ stared over his shoulder at Donna's apartment building, her face a
mask of fear and misery. "Josh.....Donna..." she said in a voice
barely above a whisper.
Beside them, Leo stared at the burning building, repeating, "Oh no.
Please God no," over and over like a mantra. He focused all of his
energy on the front door, as though he could make Josh and Donna
appear through the sheer force of his will.
Sam clenched his fists in anger as he gaped at the building, tears
forming in his eyes. "No," he said determinedly, "I'm not going to
let it end like this." Moving away from the others, he started for
the building's front door.
"Where do you think you're going!?" Leo barked, as he grabbed Sam's
arm.
"Let me go. I have to find them," Sam insisted, as he struggled to
get free.
Toby reached forward and grasped Sam's shoulder, pulling him out of
the path of the firemen who were hurriedly moving towards the
building. "There's nothing you can do, Sam," he said somberly.
"Someone has to help them!" Sam screamed, frustration and fear
written all over his face.
"Let the firemen do their job," Leo said sternly. "If you go in
there, they're going to have to look for you too, and that will take
them away from looking for Josh and Donna."
"But...they could be....." Sam said helplessly.
"We have to let the professionals do their job," Toby said, placing
his arms supportively across Sam's shoulders.
Jack watched, from his vantage point across the street, with a
satisfied smile. The chaos of the situation, and the utter despair
and helplessness on the faces of Donna's friends, were more than he
could have ever hoped for. He had never dared to dream that he would
get his revenge in such a public way. He had always envisioned his
retribution against Donna as a more private thing. He had fantasized
that he would surprise her on one of her visits home to Wisconsin.
Make it look like one of those senseless acts of random violence that
seems even more tragic when it happens around the holidays. But once
again, Donna had foiled his plans by staying in DC for the holidays
the last two years.
There had been times over the last few months, when Jack questioned
his decision to get involved with Amy Gardner, and her plan. In the
end though, he realized that Amy would be very helpful, vital even,
since he was going to be forced to make his move in DC.
She was close enough to be able to provide him with information on
Donna's movements, and her habits. She knew the layout of the city
like the back of her hand, not to mention she seemed to know where to
get anything at the drop of a hat. When he needed false police
credentials, it had been one of Amy's contacts that had helped him
get them.
Amy was also familiar with Donna's friends, and especially her boss.
She knew just how to play them to get exactly what she wanted. She
was the one who had lulled them into the false sense of security that
had led to Donna letting her guard down, and returning to her
apartment alone.
Jack smiled as he glanced at his watch. He could afford to stay for a
few more minutes, and then he would have to head for the airport.
Josh kept one arm wrapped firmly around Donna's waist as he groped
his way down the staircase towards the lobby. With each breath, he
felt her struggling harder against the smoke that was filling her
lungs. He leaned over, trying to stay as low to the ground as
possible while still being able to move rapidly.
Donna clung tightly to his side, matching him step for step. He
marveled once again at her strength. He was more determined than ever
to get them both out of the building safely. And once he did, he was
going to do everything in his considerable power to see that Dr.
Freeride was punished for what he had done.
As Donna continued to cough and choke, Josh reached over and gently
pulled her shirt over her mouth and nose to try to block some of the
smoke. She smiled gratefully, even though she knew he couldn't see
her face, and squeezed his hand. As they continued downward, Josh
began feeling the effects of the thick black smoke himself. He tried
to take the shallowest breaths possible. When she felt him
struggling, Donna groped blindly in his pocket, searching frantically
until she finally extracted his handkerchief. As they continued to
fight their way towards the lobby, Donna reached over and held the
cloth over Josh's mouth and nose. He placed a kiss on her palm
through the fabric, and Donna could feel the corners of his mouth
turning up in a small smile. Together they continued their journey
towards safety.
Donna fought hard against the smoke, the fear, and the heat. Every
bone in her body wanted to give up, and yet she pressed forward. She
wasn't going to let it end like this; she refused to let Jack win. He
wasn't going to destroy her, and he certainly wasn't going to destroy
Josh. And as soon as they were safe, she intended to scold Josh
harshly for risking his own life by entering the building, then she
intended to kiss him senseless to show him how much she appreciated
it.
As they reached the bottom of the stairs, they saw a shaft of light
coming through the smoke. Their hearts raced excitedly as they moved
towards it. Suddenly, they felt a spray of water from the hoses the
firemen were using in an attempt to beat back the fire. Josh reached
out and felt for a wall as they moved forward, making their way
towards the cool air they could feel in front of them.
As they reached the foyer, they stumbled across a fireman who was
just entering the building. He radioed to his fellow firefighters
that Josh and Donna had been found, while he steered the two of them
towards the front door.
They managed to make it down the steps and across the sidewalk before
collapsing on the curb, in each other's arms.
"I love you," Josh said as he hugged Donna as tightly as he could. "I
couldn't wait another second to tell you."
"I love you too," Donna sobbed, as buried her face in his neck, "I
really do. I'm so sorry I dragged you into this. I almost got you
killed."
"It wasn't your fault," he cooed in her ear as he stroked her hair.
"But Jack...." Donna began.
"Lets not talk about it right now," Josh said soothingly. "There's
time to straighten it all out later. And I assure you Dr. Freeride is
gonna get everything he has coming to him.
Sam, CJ, Leo and Toby rushed joyously towards Josh and Donna as they
clung to each other.
"Are you guys ok?" Sam asked, kneeling beside them as they gulped in
as much fresh air as they could get.
"We're fine," Josh coughed, pulling back and looking in Donna's eyes
for confirmation.
"Fine," she agreed.
"I can't let you two out of my sight for a minute can I?" Leo growled
affectionately.
Josh smiled, "I guess not."
"I think this was a pretty extreme way to get out of hearing the
President give a trivia lecture on whatever movie the First Lady
chose for screening tonight," CJ teased, as several paramedics
approached carrying portable oxygen tanks.
"The party!" Donna said as she pushed aside the oxygen mask one of
the paramedics was offering her.
"What about it?" Toby asked.
"My clothes..." Donna said as she glanced up and caught sight of the
burned out shell that used to be her apartment. "My apartment..." she
said quietly.
Josh pulled her to his chest, took the mask from the paramedics, and
held it over her face while he gently rubbed her back.
"We'll figure something out," he said as he kissed her soot-smudged
forehead. "All that really matters is that you're ok."
CJ looked at the horde of reporters that was beginning to assemble
and decided she had better give them some information quick, before
rumors began to circulate. "Looks like it's time for me to do my
job," she sighed. She reached out and grabbed Sam and Toby each by
the arm. "Care to help?" she asked rhetorically.
"I have to call the President and let him know you're both ok," Leo
said as he pulled out his cell phone.
Josh and Donna watched silently as their friends headed off to do
what needed to be done, then wrapped themselves back in each other's
arms, oblivious to the chaos that continued to swirl around them.
'This can't be happening!' Jack Bergstrom thought furiously as he
watched the scene unfolding in front of him. He couldn't believe that
not only had Josh Lyman made it out of the building alive, he had
somehow managed to get Donna out safely too.
'What the hell am I gonna do now?' he thought as his panic level
began to rise. He realized that since Donna had escaped the building
alive, she would be able to tell the police everything that had
happened. He would be finished. His medical career would be
destroyed. He would be a wanted man.
'THAT BITCH!!' he thought as he watched Josh and Donna cling to each
other. She was periodically pulling the oxygen mask away from her
face and talking softly in his ear. He was smiling softly, and
stroking her hair, answering her in equally hushed tones.
Jack wanted nothing more than to tear across the street and kill them
both with his bare hands, he knew he couldn't. He had to get away as
quickly as possible. He needed time to come up with a new plan.
He headed back towards his car, determined to find a quiet place to
think. As he arrived at the alley where he had parked, he saw that he
was hopelessly blocked in by fire trucks and emergency vehicles. His
heart raced, as he pounded his fists in frustration on the hood of
the rental car. Suddenly, he remembered the Metro station at the
other end of the block. He had discovered it during one of the many
dry runs he had made while scoping out Donna's apartment. He quickly
removed his belongings from the nondescript silver Toyota and headed
off in the opposite direction, towards the Metro station.
Leo's jaw clenched in anger as he caught sight of a familiar head of
brunette hair moving towards him as he stood next to Josh and Donna,
who were giving the police names and descriptions of their
assailants, as well as addresses and any other pertinent information
they could think of.
Officer Ford had immediately alerted the airports, and train and bus
terminals. He was fairly sure that Jack Bergstrom would make a run
for it, and he wanted to stop the good doctor before he got out of
the DC area.
Leo watched for a second as Amy methodically made her way down the
block towards them. Then he spoke in calm, quiet tones, hoping not to
tip her off to the fact that she had been spotted. "There she is
now," he said, nodding his head ever so slightly in Amy's direction.
He wanted her to be apprehended without anyone else getting hurt, and
hoped that the police could catch her unaware.
"Where?" Josh asked, craning his neck and placing his body
protectively in front of Donna.
"Yeah, where?" Donna asked as she tried to look around Josh. "I've
had just about enough of her. If she wants me, let her come and get
me."
Josh and Leo looked incredulously at Donna, and realized she was
perfectly serious. Her face was set with a look of defiance.
"I think we should let the police handle it," Leo smiled, as the
officers began to encircle Amy.
"I broke my own hand," Donna said seriously, maintaining her position
behind Josh but looking over his shoulder in Amy's direction. "If she
thinks I'd hesitate to break hers, she is sadly mistaken."
"Slow down there, Ali," Josh said as he pulled her towards him. He
wanted nothing more than to charge up the block and take care of Amy
before the police reached her. As he looked at the anger and hatred
in her eyes, he couldn't believe that he had ever been attracted to
her, or tried to make himself believe that he was. He knew that he
should pity her, but when he thought about everything she had put
Donna through, he felt nothing but hatred.
CJ, Sam, and Toby moved over to stand beside the others as they
watched the police close in on Amy. Just as they were about to place
her under arrest, Amy glanced into Leo's car and saw the gun Josh had
left lying on the front seat. In a flash, she tore open the door,
pulled it out, and pointed it at the approaching officers.
"Drop the gun, Ms. Gardner, and no one else has to get hurt," Officer
Ford called as the police froze in position, but kept their weapons
trained on Amy.
Amy looked around desperately for an escape route. Her mind whirled
as she frantically tried to think of a way out. In the midst of her
panic, her eyes settled on a familiar figure making his way slowly
and stealthily up the street.
"It was him!" she screamed as she turned and pointed the gun at Jack
Bergstrom. "He made me do it. I didn't want to do any of it!"
"You lying bitch," Jack spat as he stood frozen in place, terrified
that Amy might actually shoot him.
Donna felt a chill up her spine as she spotted Jack. She shivered as
she remembered the look on his face when he had left her in her
apartment to die. She couldn't believe that he hated her that much.
She had managed to come to terms with their relationship, and put it
behind her; obviously he hadn't been able to do the same. As she
looked at him now, she wondered how she could ever have had feelings
for him. She turned and smiled at Josh as he squeezed her shoulder
protectively.
"I didn't want to hurt anyone," Amy sobbed, as crocodile tears
streamed down her face. A new plan began to quickly form in her head.
She would say that the whole thing had been Jack's idea, and that she
had been nothing more than his unwitting pawn. She was sure that she
could sell it. She had friends in DC who would go to bat for her. If
she played her cards right, she could walk away clean. There was no
direct evidence tying her to anything.
"You liar!" Jack accused. "You were the one who stole the files and
messages so that Josh would think Donna was incompetent and fire her.
You were the one who hired the photographer to take the pictures."
"He's making this up!" Amy screamed, as her hands began to tremble.
She needed to convince the police that she had only pointed the gun
because she was afraid.
"I'm not going down for this alone," Jack said, looking towards
Officer Ford. "I'll tell you everything. Every detail. I even have
tapes of Amy laying out the plan, and telling me what to do next."
"You sniveling little coward," Amy hissed. Her entire demeanor
changed as she realized that Jack had double-crossed her. There was
no way for her to get out of it now. And if she was going down, she
decided that she might as well go down in a blaze of glory. She took
a few steps towards Jack and cocked the gun. "I might as well just
kill you right now."
"No..don't...please," Jack begged like a frightened child. His heart
filled with terror at the cold, empty look in Amy's eyes.
"Why shouldn't I?" Amy sneered.
"Please...don't. I don't want to die," Jack pleaded as he began to
shake. "I'll tell them it was all my fault. Please don't shoot me."
"You forgot to say the magic word," Amy taunted him.
"Please," Jack sobbed as tears began to run down his face. "Please
don't kill me."
"You wanna know the most amusing thing about this whole scene?" Josh
asked, as the others gaped at him in shock.
"I don't think there's anything amusing about it," CJ said sternly.
"Even if I tell you that I took the bullets out of the gun back at my
apartment building?" Josh asked.
Taking advantage of her redirected focus, one of the officers grabbed
Amy's wrist and snapped it in an effort to get her to drop the gun.
As the pistol clattered to the pavement, Donna said, "Ouch, I know
how that hurts."
Amy kicked and screamed as several officers wrestled her to the
ground. She continued to struggle as two of them held her down, while
another applied the handcuffs. Television cameras whirred while
breathless commentators described the entire event; as it was
broadcast live throughout the city.
Meanwhile, Jack Bergstrom remained frozen in place as the officers
approached him. He whimpered docilely as they cuffed him and led him
to a waiting police car. In stark contrast, Amy was lying on her
back, kicking the rear window as the police cruiser she had been
placed in pulled away.
"Are you folks ready to head to the hospital?" one of the paramedics
asked, approaching Josh and Donna.
"I'm fine," Donna insisted. "I don't need a hospital. I just need a
shower."
Josh pointed to the neon pink cast nestled amidst the pile of duct
tape that the paramedics had removed from Donna's arms and legs.
"I can just put that back on," Donna offered, picking it up and
attempting to slide her hand back in. That was, after all, what Susan
Watson had done at her eighth birthday party.
"I don't think so," Josh admonished as he pulled the cast away and
handed it back to the paramedic. "You're going to get checked out by
a doctor."
"Then you are too," Donna said stubbornly.
"Fine," Josh acquiesced. "I will if you will."
"But I don't wanna miss the party," Donna whined.
"Don't worry," Leo assured them as Josh and Donna climbed into the
back of a waiting ambulance. "I won't let it start without you."
Josh sat fidgeting impatiently in an uncomfortable plastic chair. He
glanced anxiously at the swinging doors that separated the exam area
of the emergency room from the waiting area. Every time the doors
opened, he looked up, hoping to see Donna.
They had been separated soon after they arrived at the hospital, and
that had been almost two hours ago. The doctors had checked him over,
given him some oxygen to help clear his lungs, and then given him the
okay to go home. One of the nurses had provided him with a clean pair
of scrubs and directed him towards a shower. Before she left the
room, he had asked if she could try and find out what was going on
with Donna.
Josh felt much better after washing away the soot and the smell of
the fire. He returned to the ER, where the nurse he had spoken to
earlier assured him that Donna was fine. She was heading up to have
her hand x-rayed, then re-cast. Josh thanked her for the information
and went to sit in the waiting room.
He knew that the uneasy feeling in the pit of his stomach was
unwarranted. Donna was fine. They had walked into the hospital
together, and now she was getting the cast put back on her arm. She
was perfectly safe. Amy Gardner was in jail. Jack Bergstrom, the
sniveling little weasel, was in jail too. Even though Josh knew all
of that intellectually, he still wanted to see Donna. He wouldn't
feel completely at ease until she was by his side.
He looked up wearily as he heard the doors open again. His face broke
out in a full-dimpled smile when he saw Donna walking towards him,
with Dr. Warren right beside her. She was dressed in a set of
hospital scrubs and her hair was damp on the ends.
"I see you picked neon green this time," he chuckled as he pointed to
Donna's cast. "What happened to the pink?"
Donna beamed as she stopped directly in front of him. He stepped
beside her and slipped his arm around her waist. Immediately the knot
in his stomach began to disappear.
"Variety is the spice of life. I'm trying to see how many different
colors of casts I can get."
"You won't be getting anymore," Josh said seriously. "I'll personally
make sure of that."
"I'm glad to hear that, Mr. Lyman," Doctor Warren said, "Because I
informed Ms. Moss that if I have to recast this again, I'm going to
use plaster. It won't come off as easily."
"You two are no fun," Donna pouted.
"I'll see to it that this one stays on," Josh smiled, then leaned
over and placed a kiss on Donna's cheek. "Are you ready to get out of
here?"
"I'll see you in a week at my office, Donna," Dr. Warren said as he
turned to head back towards the exam area, "Try and stay out of
trouble until then."
"I will," she assured him.
Josh tightened his arm around Donna's waist and steered her out of
the ER.
"I'll call us a cab," he said, pulling out his cell phone, which he
had amazingly remembered to grab out of his pants pocket before he
gave his clothes to the nurse to be thrown away. The cab company
assured him they could have someone there in a matter of minutes.
Almost as soon as Josh disconnected, his phone rang.
"Josh Lyman," he answered.
"Josh, it's Leo."
"Hey, Leo. I was just going to call you. We're leaving the hospital
now."
"Everything ok?"
"Yeah."
"Donna's ok?"
"Yeah. We're good. We just want to get out of here."
"Totally understandable," Leo said, "Do you want me to send a car?"
"No, I just called a cab. In fact, it's pulling up now."
"Great. I'll tell everyone you're on the way."
"See you soon," Josh said as he disconnected.
He opened the back door of the cab and Donna climbed in. He slid in
beside her and told the cabbie that they were heading to the White
House. He settled into the seat and wrapped his arm around Donna. She
laid her head on his shoulder and tried to relax, but she couldn't
clear her mind of all the guilt she was feeling.
After a few minutes, she pulled back and looked in Josh's eyes. "I'm
so sorry about all of this," she said, battling to hold back her
tears.
"None of this is your fault," he said soothingly as he laid his palm
against her cheek. "Amy and Jack are the ones to blame. You didn't do
anything wrong."
"But you came into the building to save me," Donna argued, "And you
could have been killed."
"But I wasn't," Josh said softly.
"But you could have been," Donna sobbed.
"Let's not talk about this now," Josh said as he pulled her to his
chest and began to rub her back gently. "You're tired. It's been a
bad few weeks. Lets just relax and we'll talk about all of this
later."
"I almost forgot," Donna exclaimed, as she abruptly pulled away.
"What?" Josh asked worriedly.
"There was something I promised myself I was gonna do if we made it
out of that building safely."
"What's that?" Josh asked.
"Well," Donna whispered, as she moved her lips towards Josh's, "I
promised myself I would scold you for doing something as foolish as
coming in after me...."
"Donna......"
"Then I promised myself I would kiss you senseless."
"Really?" Josh asked as his heart began to pound.
"Yes, really," Donna said as she placed her lips softly against his
cheek.
"Well, I know how important it is to you to keep your promises," he
said breathlessly.
"Definitely," Donna sighed, as she pressed her lips against his.
Everything around them faded into the background as they were caught
up in the electricity and magic of their kiss. Josh thought that he
had never felt anything as soft as Donna's lips in his entire life.
She ran her tongue along his lower lip and he eagerly opened his
mouth, as they simultaneously deepened the kiss.
As their tongues danced together, Donna plunged her right hand into
Josh's hair, still damp from his shower. She pushed against him,
trying to get even closer. Her senses were on overload. She was
overwhelmed by the feel of him, and the taste of him. She moaned
softly as Josh's hand slipped under her shirt and moved up to cup her
breast.
"Oh God," she said, as she shifted to give him better access.
The sudden blaring of a car horn brought them crashing back to
reality. Josh removed his hand from under her shirt and wrapped it
back around her waist. He pulled back and rested his forehead against
hers as they both struggled to catch their breath.
"I love you," Josh whispered as he stole one more kiss.
"I love you too," Donna sighed.
"And very soon I'm gonna find a more appropriate place and show you
just how much I love you," Josh said as he waggled his eyebrows.
"I can't wait," Donna said, resting her head against his shoulder as
she watched the DC scenery go by.
Leo had called ahead to the guard station, and once the officers
confirmed that Josh and Donna were the ones in the cab, they waved it
through immediately and allowed it to proceed to the front door of
the White House.
Josh paid the driver, then opened the door and exited the cab. He
reached back and helped Donna out behind him. They both nodded to the
Marine officer on duty as he held open the front door for them. As
they entered the building, Josh turned and headed towards the
Residence.
"Wait!" Donna said as she stopped dead in her tracks.
"What?" Josh asked nervously.
"I can't go to the Residence looking like this," Donna said, a hint
of panic in her voice.
"You look fine," Josh assured her.
"Josh," Donna said exasperatedly, "I can't go to a party with the
President and First Lady looking like I...well.....like.....this."
"Why not? I think you look beautiful," a voice said from behind them.
Donna wheeled around. "Mr. President, I didn't see you there," she
said as she blushed furiously.
"Good evening, Mr. President," Josh said.
"The front gate called up and told me that you had arrived. I wanted
to come down to greet you myself," Jed said cheerily.
"I appreciate that, Sir," Donna smiled. "I think I have some extra
clothes in Josh's office. I could go and change."
"Nonsense," Jed insisted. "You look fine. We better get upstairs
before Abbey sends the Secret Service to retrieve us."
"Okay," Donna agreed reticently, knowing there was no point in
arguing with the President.
Jed glanced back and smiled as he and saw Josh and Donna walking
behind him, their eyes glued to each other, smiling softly and
communicating volumes of emotions without saying a word.
'Maybe something good came out of this whole mess after all,' he
thought to himself with a smile.
When Josh and Donna entered the party, they were immediately
surrounded by friends and coworkers wanting to make sure that they
were ok. They assured everyone that they had received a clean bill of
health from the doctors, and Donna proudly displayed her new green
cast. After letting the others fuss for a few minutes, Abbey stepped
in.
"You two certainly like to keep life interesting," the First Lady
said as she hugged first Josh, then Donna.
"I'm gonna do my best to make sure that things are considerably more
dull from this point on," Josh teased.
"See that you do," Mrs. Bartlett said with a wink. "Now I'm gonna
steal Donna away from you for a few minutes. I promise I won't keep
her long."
"Ok," Josh smiled as he gave Donna's hand a squeeze, "I guess I can
let her go for a few minutes."
Mrs. Bartlet smiled knowingly as she led Donna across the room to
where Annie was standing talking to her parents. "Donna, I don't
think you've ever met my daughter Liz and her husband, Frank."
"Nice to meet you," Donna said, extending her right hand.
"Frank, Liz, this is Donna Moss," Abbey said, completing the
introduction.
Liz reached out and shook Donna's hand momentarily, before pulling
her into a warm embrace.
"Thank you for saving my daughter's life," Liz said, his voice
overflowing with emotion.
"I didn't do anything special," Donna said, "Annie was a real
trooper. I couldn't have done it without her."
"We'll never be able to find a way to thank you enough," Frank said
sincerely as he gave Donna a quick hug.
"No thanks are necessary," Donna said humbly.
"We disagree," Liz said. "We're going to stay here in DC for a week
or so and we'd like to take you out to dinner so we can get a chance
to talk. We understand you've had a hard day today but we'd like to
spend some time with you, after you've had a chance to rest."
"I'm gonna come too," Annie added, "And Mom said we could go
someplace really fancy."
"That sounds great," Donna smiled. "I'd like that."
"Good then," Liz said excitedly, "We'll touch base in a few days and
make final arrangements."
Because of the events of the day, and all of the frayed nerves among
the senior staffers, Abbey had decided to make dinner a much more
casual affair. As opposed to a formal sit down in the main dining
room, she served dinner buffet style. Guests gathered in small
groups, eating, talking, laughing and enjoying each other's company.
Leo pulled Josh and Donna aside as soon as he had a chance. "How are
you two feeling?" he asked.
"Fine," Josh and Donna assured him in unison.
"Are you sure?"
"Positive," Josh said.
"I don't want you overdoing it. You've had a pretty intense couple of
days and I want you both to take it easy for a while," Leo said
paternally.
"Does that mean we can take next week off and go to the beach?" Josh
asked hopefully.
"Not that easy," Leo growled affectionately. "I just don't want you
overdoing it at work. Try to get out of here early for the next few
days and get some sleep."
CJ looked at Toby and saw him watching Josh and Donna wistfully as
they stood talking to Leo. Josh's hand was resting comfortably on
Donna's left hip and her uninjured right hand was rubbing gentle
circles on his back. Their conversation was dotted with squeezes and
soft smiles.
"They're sweet aren't they?" CJ said as she stepped up beside Toby.
"Yeah," he agreed. "But if you ever tell anyone I said that, I'll
deny it."
"Don't worry. I won't do anything to ruin your grumpy image," CJ
laughed.
"It kind of restores my faith in love," Toby said.
CJ opened her mouth to make a mocking comment and then stopped. There
was something in Toby's face that told her that he was
serious. "Yeah, it does," she agreed.
"I have an idea," he said, turning to her with a gleam in his
eye, "Wanna help?"
"I have some bad news," Sam said as he approached Josh and Donna
carrying a plate of brownies. "But I brought chocolate so I hope that
evens things out."
"What's the bad news?" Donna asked anxiously.
"Please, Sam. I don't know how much more I can take," Josh said.
"It's not all that bad," Sam assured him. "It's just that your
apartment is still considered a crime scene, Josh, so you aren't
gonna be able to get back in for a few days."
"At least you still have an apartment," Donna said sadly.
Josh and Sam glanced at each other, then back at Donna. They knew
that she hadn't even begun to be able to process all of the things
that had happened in the last few days. And now, on top of
everything, her apartment and all of her belongings were gone too.
"We'll get on the phone first thing in the morning, Donna, and talk
to your insurance company. Then we'll find you a temporary place to
stay," Josh said as he placed a soft kiss on her cheek. He knew that
replacing the material things would easy compared to everything else
Donna had to face.
"I just can't believe Jack....and now he's in jail...and Clyde...he's
dead," Donna said as her bottom lip began to quiver.
"Listen to me," Josh said as he placed his hands on her shoulders and
turned her to face him. "None of this is your fault. I know it's a
lot to deal with but I want you to try to put it out of your mind,
just for one night. You need to relax. We can deal with all of this
other stuff tomorrow."
"That's right," Sam agreed. "The police took Annie's statement this
afternoon in the carjacking case. They just need yours as a
formality. Remember that Frank Winters was a cold-blooded killer who
gunned down a man in a parking lot. If you hadn't done what you did,
you and Annie may very well have been next."
"I know. But still, just knowing I killed a man. And that a man I
thought I loved tried to kill me. It's a lot to take in," Donna said
in a trembling voice.
"I know," Josh said softly. "But we'll get through this together.
CJ and Toby slipped back in to the party and saw Josh and Donna
talking to Sam. They smiled at each other and headed off to find the
First Lady, and put their plan into action. They finally found her
talking to Margaret and Leo, and quickly filled her in on what they
had in mind. She happily agreed to help them out.
Clanging a spoon against her glass she said, "Can I have everyone's
attention please?"
The room quieted down and the First Lady continued.
"As you know, we've arranged for a movie tonight in the screening
room. Usually my husband seizes the opportunity to make these
mandatory, and to follow them up with a pop quiz on the film in
question. So for those of you who have been looking forward to
that...."
The room was filled with a mixture of chuckles and groans as Abbey
laughed.
".... we will be starting the movie in about fifteen minutes. But I
know that many of you have had a long couple of days, so I am making
attendance at this screening optional."
"But..." Jed started to interrupt.
"Optional!" Abbey said definitively. "And as a doctor, I am ordering
our guest of honor, Donna, and her impossibly demanding boss, Josh,
to skip the movie and get some rest. Neither one of you needs a
trivia marathon tonight."
Josh and Donna smiled, as the President looked a bit insulted.
"Don't worry, Jed," Abbey soothed. "You can quiz Liz later if you
want. She hasn't had the pleasure in quite a while."
Jed smiled, as Liz looked startled, wondering how she had gotten
dragged into the whole matter.
As Abbey finished speaking, Toby and CJ approached Sam, Josh and
Donna.
"So it looks like you guys luck out and get to get out of here
early," Toby said.
"I'm not sure if I'm still staying here in Residence or not," Donna
said uncertainly. "I mean, now that Liz and Frank are here, plus
Annie, I don't want to be in the way."
"And I can't get into my apartment tonight," Josh sighed. "Are those
couches and blankets still in the room downstairs?"
"You can stay at my place," Toby said matter-of-factly, "And Donna
you can bunk with CJ. That'll give us an excuse to get out of here
too."
"Are you sure it isn't too much trouble?" Donna asked.
"Positive," CJ answered. "Why don't you two run down to Josh's office
and grab the extra clothes you keep there. We'll meet you out front
in ten minutes."
"Ok," Josh said a bit dejectedly. He wasn't sure how he felt about
letting Donna out of his sight, even for one night. But he wasn't
exactly long on options.
Josh and Donna said their goodbyes to the other partygoers and headed
for his office. As they entered, Josh noticed a candle burning on his
desk, and a note lying beside it. He looked at Donna and realized she
was just as confused as he was.
He walked over to his desk, picked up the paper and began to read.
Josh and Donna,
We won't be meeting you out front in 10 minutes, but a driver
will. He's going to take you over to the Hay-Adams where we've booked
you a suite for the next few days. Yes we know it's a short walk, but
we're not taking any chances, let the driver take you. Enjoy
yourselves. Follow the First Lady's orders. You can thank us later.
CJ and
Toby
"Wow," Donna said excitedly. "The Hay-Adams."
"They certainly do things in style don't they?" Josh smiled.
"They sure do."
Josh leaned over and captured Donna's lips in a scorching kiss. "Do
you think we can find something to keep us busy in a fancy hotel
room?" he teased as he pulled away.
"I definitely think we can," Donna said seductively.
Their lips met again as if drawn together by magnets. Before long,
Josh had lifted Donna up onto his desk and was standing between her
knees. As he began to tug at the hem of her shirt, she grabbed his
hands.
"I don't think we should be doing this here," Donna panted.
"Not when there's a perfectly good hotel room with our names on it,"
Josh agreed.
"Then what are we waiting for?" Donna said as she turned her head and
blew out the candle. "Lets go."
Donna stared dejectedly at the large pile of work that had
accumulated on her desk in the few days she had been away. With a
heavy sigh, she began sifting through the contents of her inbox,
dividing things into piles, in terms of their urgency. She wanted to
get as many things finished as possible, so that she and Josh could
get out of the office early. They still had two more nights at the
Presidential Suite at the Hay-Adams, and Donna intended to take full
advantage of every minute.
She had hoped to get a jump on things by coming in to work early, but
her plan had been derailed when neither she nor Josh wanted to leave
the warmth of comfort of the bed where they had spent their first
full night together. They had actually spent many nights together
after Rosslyn, but this was their first full night together naked.
They had lingered in bed, and in the shower, on the bathroom counter
after the shower, then in their second shower of the morning, and had
made it to the west wing with only three minutes to spare before Josh
had to be in Leo's office for the staff meeting.
Donna took advantage of his absence to begin to return order to both
her desk and his. She was finding it much easier to complete tasks
without Josh there to distract her, or to demand her attention. Even
without him in the immediate vicinity, she found herself daydreaming
about the feel of his hands on her body, and the taste of his kiss.
She knew that she was going to have to find a way to put such
thoughts out of her mind if she ever intended to get any work done.
Or maybe not. Maybe she would just have to learn to work through
them. Because what she and Josh felt for each other wasn't something
she ever wanted to try to push out of her mind.
Ninety minutes later, she stood back and smiled. She hadn't finished
everything that needed done, not by any stretch of the imagination,
but she had managed to handle all of the urgent matters, and organize
everything else into manageable segments. She had delegated some of
the less important matters to junior staffers, made a dozen phone
calls, and put together everything Josh would need for his morning
meetings.
She was just putting the finishing touches on his schedule for the
day when she heard him coming down the hall. He was whistling
happily, and when she looked up she saw that he was bouncing more
than usual. She crossed the bullpen, smiling brightly, schedule in
hand.
"Hey," he said with a broad, full-dimpled smile.
"Hey yourself," Donna laughed. "How did staff go?"
"Very well. I have a few things I need you to look up for me, but
nothing pressing."
"Ok. Ready for your schedule?"
"Only if you tell me we're going to blow off the rest of the day and
head back to the hotel," Josh said huskily, waggling his eyebrows.
"Not exactly," Donna giggled, "But if you play your cards right,
we'll definitely get out of here early."
"Really?" Josh asked enthusiastically, "What do I need to do?"
"You have a meeting with Senator Cartwright on the Hill in 45
minutes."
"Yeah," Josh sighed disgustedly. "He was all set to vote with us on
the new budget, but all of the sudden his support is wavering. And
he's threatening to try to take a few others with him."
"So you're going there to show him the err of his ways?"
"Exactly."
"I'll order the fruit basket," Donna said, scribbling something on
her notepad.
"What fruit basket?"
"The one I always send when you piss off a senator or congressman."
"Who said I was going to piss him off?"
Donna gave Josh her best 'What are you, an idiot?' look.
"I'll just go ahead and order it."
"Yeah, you probably better."
"After you wrangle the senator back to our side, you're having a
quick lunch with Matt Skinner to talk about the welfare reform bill."
"Ok," Josh said, "I can handle that."
Donna took a deep breath and continued. She knew the next thing she
had penciled in on his schedule wasn't going to be something he was
going to enjoy.
"Detective Jackson called, and I told him we could give our
statements this afternoon. I cleared a block of time. He said it
shouldn't take very long."
"Can't we put it off a few more days?"
"He said they need our statements so that they can decide what
charges they're going to file against Amy and Jack."
"I don't know. Are you sure you're up to it?" Josh asked worriedly.
"Yeah," Donna sighed. "I just want to get it over with. The sooner we
do it, the sooner we can start putting this all behind us."
"Ok, but if it gets to be too much, you have to promise to let me
know."
"I will," Donna smiled softly. "And I thought that while you're over
on the Hill, I might run out and buy myself a few things to get me
through the next week."
She and Josh were both currently wearing the extra set of clothes
that they kept in the office for emergencies, but after that, Donna
had nothing else to wear except for a set of hospital scrubs or a Hay-
Adams robe. She was going to need a few things to tide her over till
she could replace what had been lost in the fire. She had already
contacted her insurance agent, who had recommended that she begin
compiling an inventory of everything that had been in her apartment
at the time of the explosion.
Donna had started the list, but put it aside when the emotion had
threatened to overwhelm her. She couldn't bear to think of all of the
mementos of her life in Washington that had been lost. She sent up a
quick prayer of thanks that the skiing book Josh had given her for
Christmas several years ago was safe in her locked bottom drawer. She
didn't think she would have been able to take it if that had been
destroyed.
"You want time to go shopping in the middle of the day?" Josh asked
with mock incredulity, snapping her back to the present.
"If I don't go," Donna answered patiently, "I wont have any clothes
to wear."
"And the bad news there is...?"
"Josh," Donna warned.
"I know. I was just teasing you. Take as much time as you need."
"I was thinking I'd grab some lunch while I'm out and just meet you
at the police station at two o'clock."
"Are you sure you don't want to ride over with me?"
"If I just go straight there, it'll give me more time to shop."
"Ok. If you're sure."
"I am," Donna said as she handed him a stack of files. "This is the
info you'll need for your meetings. Promise me that you won't be
late."
"I promise," Josh said.
"Maybe I better ask Carol to remind you."
"That might be best," Josh smiled.
"I'll see you at two," Donna laughed, shaking her head in amusement.
She glanced quickly at the door of the office, to see if anyone was
watching. When she saw that the coast was clear, she planted a quick
kiss on Josh's lips before heading out across the bullpen.
Donna entered the White House parking garage and headed for
Margaret's red Mustang. Her own car was still parked at her apartment
building where she had left it yesterday. Donna wasn't sure whether
it had been damaged by the explosion or not, but her insurance agent
had promised to check into it. Her first instinct was to head for the
closest mall, but as she pulled out of the White House and headed in
that direction, her stomach lurched.
Was it only two days ago that she had stood in the parking lot of
that same mall and watched as Eric Wright was senselessly gunned
down? Images of that moment came flashing back. Donna's heart began
to race as she recalled the terror of the ensuing hours in the hands
of a madman. She glanced down at the neon green cast on her hand and
recalled the sounds of her own bones breaking. She pulled the car
into a parking lot and took a few deep breaths to collect herself.
She wouldn't let them win. Amy, Jack, Clyde-she wouldn't let them
destroy her life. Resolutely, she put the car in gear and pulled back
on to the road.
She parked on the opposite side of the mall from where Eric's killing
had occurred, and hurried skittishly across the parking lot. She
entered the mall and headed straight for her favorite department
store. Normally she enjoyed shopping, but this seemed more like work.
She didn't have the time to browse leisurely through the racks,
taking her time to choose exactly the right pieces. She just needed
to pick up enough to get her through the next week or so until she
could settle things with her insurance company.
She decided that as soon as things calmed down a bit, she would plan
a 'girls day out' shopping trip with the other assistants. Maybe they
would even be able to convince CJ to come along. It had been a long
time since they had all enjoyed a day out together, and Donna thought
it was something they could all use. She made a mental note to talk
to the others as soon as she got back to the White House.
In the meantime, she quickly chose three skirts, two pair of slacks,
an assortment of blouses, a blazer and two belts. She then picked up
two new bras, and some underwear and pantyhose. A quick trip to the
shoe department netted two pair of pumps that could be mixed and
matched with everything she had bought, and a pair of comfortable
tennis shoes. She stopped in the sportswear department and grabbed a
pair of jeans, some sweats and a few comfortable, casual tops. By the
time she was through trying everything on, it was nearly 1:15.
She was about to exit the mall, juggling all of her packages, when
her eye caught a red teddy in the front window of Victoria's Secret.
She glanced at her watch. She would be pushing it time-wise, but she
was sure it would be worth it. She wanted to give Josh something more
interesting than hospital scrubs to peel off of her. Not that she
hadn't enjoyed him removing the blue scrubs in both the limo and the
hotel room, but she wanted to buy something that would take his
breath away. And she thought that the red teddy might be exactly the
thing.
Twenty minutes later, she left the mall with her new Victoria's
Secret package nestled under her arm, and a smile on her face. She
stuck her key in the trunk and was about to open it when visions of
Eric appeared in her mind. She shuddered involuntarily as her eyes
darted around the lot. She swallowed around the lump in her throat
and moved to the rear door of the car. After depositing her packages
on the back seat, she climbed behind the wheel, locked the doors, and
headed for the police station.
Donna arrived at the station to find Josh pacing nervously outside.
She glanced at her watch as she approached him. As soon as he saw
her, his whole body visibly relaxed and he smiled broadly.
"Hey," he said cheerily, "I was starting to worry."
"I had my cell," Donna reminded him as she intertwined their hands
and brushed her lips against his, "You could have called."
"I was just about to," Josh admitted sheepishly. "How was your
shopping trip?"
"Good," Donna said with a twinkle in her eye, "I'll do a fashion show
for you later."
"Goody," Josh exclaimed excitedly as his smile broadened even further.
As they headed for the front door, Josh's demeanor changed. He
suddenly seemed tense and worried. "Are you sure you're ready for
this?" he asked.
"I'm sure," Donna said bravely.
"We're in this together," Josh reminded her. "If it gets to be too
much, you let me know."
"I will," Donna promised, as they entered the police station hand in
hand to give their statements.
Ten minutes later, as they were ushered into Detective Jackson's
office, they saw him stuff a pink message slip hastily under his desk
blotter. He stood, thanked them both sincerely for coming, and
motioned for them to have a seat on the couch at the far end of the
room. He took the chair across from them and they were soon joined by
a stenographer, who sat unobtrusively off to the side. Both Josh and
Donna declined the detective's offer of coffee, and set about giving
their statements.
Two emotional hours later, the statements were done. As painful as
reliving everything had been, Josh felt a better for having gotten it
all out, and he could tell by the look on Donna's face that it had
helped her too.
She had gasped loudly when Josh recounted the details of the
confrontation with Amy in his apartment. She squeezed his hand
tightly when he described seeing the barrel of the gun pointed
directly at him.
Donna might have been able to forget everything that Amy had done to
her--the stolen files and messages, trying to get Leo to fire her--
but she would never be able to forget the description of what had
happened in Josh's apartment. How could Amy have pointed a gun at
Josh after everything he had been through? Donna's eyes flashed with
anger. She was determined to see that Amy paid dearly for making that
choice.
A little later, all of the color drained from Josh's face as he
listened to Donna describe the way Jack had grabbed her, tied her up,
and turned on the gas. His jaw clenched when she described the way
she had desperately fought to get free, to get out of the apartment
before the explosion. He wrapped his arm tightly around her shoulder
as she described her fear, and her struggle for breath as gas began
to fill the apartment.
They clung to each other tightly as they related the details of what
had happened after the explosion. How they had found each other
despite the heat and the smoke, and how they made their way out of
the burning building.
After a few more questions about what had happened on the street, the
detective assured them that he had enough information. He told them
that they would undoubtedly be needed to testify sometime in the
future, but that they were done for now.
As they got up to leave the office, Detective Jackson nervously
headed back to his desk and picked up the pink message slip he had
hidden under his desk blotter.
"Um.." he said hesitantly. "We received a request from Ms. Gardner."
The detective paused to gauge Josh and Donna's reaction. "She would
like a chance to talk to you, Ms. Moss."
"Me?" Donna asked disbelievingly.
Detective Jackson nodded.
"Absolutely not!" Josh insisted.
"What does she want?" Donna asked curiously.
"I don't know," Jackson answered honestly.
"It doesn't matter," Josh said sternly, "You're not going to see her."
"Maybe I should," Donna replied
"Why?" Josh asked incredulously.
"There are a few things I want to ask her," Donna said, warming up to
the idea of a one-on-one meeting with her nemesis, "And a few things
I want to say to her."
"Donna, there's nothing to be gained..." Josh began.
"This is something I need to do for me," Donna said as she looked
deeply into Josh's eyes, willing him to understand.
"Are you sure?" he asked uncertainly.
"Yes," Donna answered softly but resolutely, before turning to
Detective Jackson. "When can I see her?"
"She's downstairs in one of the holding cells," the detective
said, "I can have her brought up right away."
"I'm gonna be with you when you talk to her," Josh said.
"No," Donna answered, "This is something I have to do by myself."
"I'm not taking any chances that she'll try to pull something," Josh
argued.
"It'll be ok. We're in a police station. Nothing's going to happen,"
Donna said soothingly.
"There will be an officer in the room at all times," Detective
Jackson assured Josh.
Josh looked pleadingly at Donna. He didn't want her to see Amy. He
remembered all of the hate and venom that he had seen in Amy's eyes
the last time they met, and he didn't want Donna to have to deal with
that. After everything she had been through he wanted to keep her
safe. But the look in her eyes said that this was something she
wasn't going to back down from. Something she needed to do. And even
if Josh didn't completely understand it, he was determined to support
her.
"Ok," he said as he nodded resignedly, "Lets do it."
Donna walked into the visitation room with her head held high. She
wanted to show very clearly that the events of the previous weeks had
not destroyed her. Amy sat docilely at the table, her hands cuffed
together, glaring intently at Donna as she entered. Donna moved
slowly across the room and took the seat opposite Amy. A uniformed
officer stood guard behind a clear privacy partition in the corner,
ready to step in at the first sign of trouble.
"You wanted to see me?" Donna asked, maintaining eye contact with Amy.
Yes, Donna. I was worried about you. I wanted to make sure that you
were alright."
The condescending tone in Amy's voice was enough to make Donna's
blood boil. She wanted to slap the smug smile right off of Amy's
face, but she knew that kind of reaction was exactly what Amy wanted.
And so even though she was screaming internally, her exterior
countenance remained placid.
"Oh please, Amy," Donna said, rolling her eyes, "If you got me in
here just to play some more of your tiresome games, I'm leaving. I
have better things to do."
"I am not playing games!" Amy hissed. " I asked you here so I could
tell you that this isn't over. Not by a long shot."
"Really? It looks pretty much over from where I'm sitting," Donna
replied with a cool smile.
"I still have friends in DC," Amy spat, "They're going to help me
prove that this wasn't my fault. I was just an innocent dupe of Jack
Bergstrom."
"You tried that line yesterday and it didn't work," Donna said. "No
one is gonna believe that this was all Jack's idea."
"You have no idea the ridiculous things people will believe."
"That may be true. But the fact is that Jack claims to have proof
that you were the mastermind of the whole plan," Donna pointed out
calmly.
"Whether or not he does remains to be seen," Amy sneered, her face
twisted in a mask of hatred. She couldn't stand the fact that Donna
seemed so calm. She felt that she was losing the upper hand and
wanted desperately to get it back. "Besides you can't just go around
taping people without their knowledge. The tape, if there is one,
will never make it into court."
"I'm not a lawyer, Amy. I have no idea how these things work. And
frankly I don't care. All that matters to me is that you're both
locked up now, and you can't do any more damage."
"Are you jealous?" Amy asked, obviously attempting to bait Donna.
"Hardly," Donna snorted.
"I think you are. I think you can't stand the fact that Jack came to
me. He wanted me." Amy eyed the officer in the corner to make sure
that she was still out of hearing range, and then leaned over and
whispered, "He was willing to do anything I asked him to."
"What was between you and Jack is of no interest to me," Donna said
honestly.
"He couldn't get enough of me. He wanted me all the time. He told me
over and over that I was the best lover he ever had," Amy taunted.
Donna looked at her with a mix of hatred and pity. "And?"
"And I think it drives you crazy to know that he wants me. That I
have what it takes to keep him coming back for more."
Donna narrowed her eyes and looked straight at Amy. "All you need to
keep Jack interested is a bank account," she smirked. "I found that
out a long time ago."
"Don't be so smug!" Amy snarled angrily as her voice rose, "You're
the one who lived with him. Who gave up everything for him. Who
dropped out of college for him."
"I was 22 years old," Donna said. "What's your excuse?"
Amy's eyes narrowed. She wasn't about to let Donna get the better of
her.
"You're not going to win this one, Donna. I'm going to get back at
you, and I'm going to get back at Josh too."
The mention of Josh's name made something inside Donna's head snap.
She stood up and leaned over the table, placing her face right in
front of Amy's.
"Don't you ever mention Josh's name again. Do you hear me?" she said,
her voice full of barely contained fury, "Because if you do, I'll
personally make sure that you never see the outside of a prison
again."
"Oh, did I strike a nerve?"
"How dare you!! After everything he has been through, after Rosslyn,
how dare you point a gun at him! What were you thinking?"
"I was thinking about the way he used me in college."
"Josh never used you. He doesn't use people. You use people."
"You have a very naïve view of things Donna. But you'll see. Once he
gets what he wants from you, it'll all be different."
"No, Amy, it won't. Because what Josh and I share is special."
"His feelings for you didn't seem that special night after night when
he had his head buried between my legs," Amy hissed.
"You're not going to shock me if that's what you think, Amy. I know
that you and Josh slept together."
Amy stared angrily across the table as Donna continued.
"Josh has a much more trusting nature than most people think. And you
know that, because you've known him since college. So when you acted
interested in him, he took your interest at face value. He never
stopped to think you might have an ulterior motive."
"You don't know what you're talking about," Amy growled.
"I think I do," Donna retorted. "You set out to manipulate Josh and
you succeeded. He trusted you because he thought you were his friend,
and you exploited that. You manipulated him right into your bed, Amy.
But it was never love."
"Shut up!" Amy yelled as Donna's words hit close to home.
"But why did you care? You were only using him. As long as he was
dating you, you had what you wanted."
Amy's face contorted in fury. She was about to lose control and Donna
could see it.
"Go to hell," Amy growled viciously.
"Why did you care?" Donna asked again, more insistently.
"Because I wanted him to love me," Amy yelled, "I wanted him to know how it felt to love someone who didn't love him back."
"Oh my God," Donna said slowly, as the true meaning of Amy's words
hit her. "You didn't want Chris in college, you wanted Josh. This
wasn't about you feeling like your college friends had left you
behind, this was about you getting revenge on a man who didn't notice
you twenty years ago."
"You have no idea what you're talking about," Amy spat angrily. "They
owed me. All of them. They graduated law school and went on to their
big, fancy careers and they forgot I even existed."
"I don't think that's it at all," Donna said. "I think you had a
thing for Josh in college, but he didn't return your feelings. So you
decided to try for a relationship with him one more time."
"I'm a lot of things, but I'm not pathetic," Amy growled, "I set out
to show Josh, and Chris, and all of them, that I could succeed
without them. And I did. I had the ear of the First Lady. I was
important. I even managed to get the great Joshua Lyman to finally
recognize me."
"Then what was the problem?" Donna asked pointedly.
"The problem," Amy said venomously, "was that nothing has really
changed. He's still the same egotistical, arrogant, son of a bitch he
was twenty years ago."
Donna watched as Amy tried desperately to regroup and hide her
feelings. But it was too late. Donna had seen the truth in her eyes.
"You never loved Josh. You never even cared about him. It was all
about winning. You wanted him simply because he didn't want you. You
needed to prove to yourself that you could win. This wasn't about
love, it was about competition. But even after all of these years you
couldn't win. Because he didn't love you."
"Drop dead," Amy screamed as she rose to her feet, eliciting an
immediate response from the guard who crossed the room and grabbed
her by the shoulders.
Donna stood up and headed slowly for the door. When she almost there
she turned back and saw Amy being led away. She tried to feel some
compassion for the other woman, but all she could think of was what
had almost happened to Josh. "You were wrong, Amy," she said with a
pitying tone in her voice, "You are pathetic."
Donna found Josh waiting outside of Detective Jackson's office,
pacing nervously in a small circle. He was only a matter of minutes
away from busting into the visitation room to make sure everything
was alright.
"Are you ok?" he asked anxiously, hurrying towards her as she walked
down the hall. He looked her up and down as though checking for
signs of an altercation.
"I'm fine," Donna assured him, wrapping her arm around his waist.
"What did she say?" Josh asked, preparing to hear the worst.
"Nothing important," Donna said calmly. "Can we just get out of here?"
"Whatever you want."
Josh placed his hand on the small of her back and guided her towards
the exit.
As they walked across the parking lot, Donna asked, "How did you get
here?"
"I took a cab," Josh answered.
"Then we can ride back together," Donna said as she pulled Margaret's
keys from her pocket and handed them to him.
As they approached the car, Josh glanced in the back seat, and saw
the Victoria's Secret bag resting on the top of Donna's other
purchases. He raised his eyebrows suggestively as he unlocked the
passenger side door and opened it for Donna.
"What'd you buy at Victoria's Secret?"
"You'll see later during the fashion show," Donna teased.
"I vote we start the fashion show with what's in that bag."
Donna laughed at the excited look on his face.
"I love you," she said, as she placed a soft kiss on his lips.
"I love you too," Josh said, "And I always will."
Epilogue
Donna stood staring out the window of the Presidential Suite at the
Hay-Adams Hotel. The view of the White House at night, illuminated by
so many cleverly hidden spotlights, was something she never got tired
of looking at. She smiled to herself, thinking how much her life had
changed since the first time she had entered that building.
She pulled her robe more tightly around her, hiding the red
Victoria's Secret teddy she wore underneath. No point in giving the
pedestrians on the street below a free show. Behind her, she could
hear the sound of Josh finishing up in the shower. It was actually
the second shower he had taken that evening.
The first shower of the night they had taken together, relaxing and
working out the tension of what had been a very wonderful, but
stressful day. Their kisses and caresses had grown more urgent and
before Donna realized what was happening, they were lying on the
luxurious bathmat in front of the tub. Their lovemaking was fierce
and passionate, leaving them both sweaty and sticky and in need of a
second shower.
Donna had made Josh sit on the side of the tub while she cleaned up
under the warm spray of water, wanting to avoid a repeat performance.
There were only so many showers a girl could take in one night before
her skin started to shrivel unattractively.
As she counted windows, trying to pick out familiar offices, she
heard the water turn off and knew that Josh would be joining her
soon. She smiled in anticipation. A few minutes later, she felt his
arms slip around her waist from behind, as he planted a trail of hot,
open-mouthed kisses on her neck.
"How was your shower?" Donna asked as she reached back and plunged
her fingers into Josh's damp hair.
"Lonely," he pouted, as his hands began to work on the ties of her
robe.
"Josh," Donna warned as she stilled the motion of his hands. "The
curtains are open. I don't think we want to give anyone a peep show."
Josh lifted his head, letting his chin rest on Donna's shoulder, as
he looked at the same view she had been admiring early.
"You don't get to see enough of the White House?" he teased.
"I was just thinking," she answered dreamily.
"About what?"
"About how much my life has changed since I left Wisconsin."
"Mmmmmm," Josh said as he went back to nibbling her neck, "I thank
God every day that you walked into my office in New Hampshire."
Donna laced her hands with his and leaned back into his kisses.
"I think we should close the curtains, Josh."
"I think so too," he answered as Donna took a few steps towards the
window. He followed behind her, never taking his lips off of her neck.
"It's beautiful at night though, isn't it?" Donna sighed.
"Yeah, it is. This room has a great view."
"I can't believe Toby and CJ rented it for us," Donna said as she
yanked the curtains closed. "I mean, it was such a perfect idea the
first time they did it. And it's just as perfect this time. I can't
believe it's been over a year since that first night."
"It's hard to believe," Josh agreed. "Toby said that they felt bad
that we weren't going to be able to get any time for a honeymoon, and
they wanted our wedding night to be special."
"Tonight would be special no matter where we spent it," Donna said as
she turned in Josh's arms so that they were facing each other. She
placed her hands on his shoulder and stared at the wedding band that
he had placed on her finger only a matter of hours before. She lifted
her face to his and their lips met in a soul-stirring kiss.
"I'm sorry that we couldn't manage to get a few days away from DC,"
Josh said guiltily. "I wasn't expecting the gun-control thing to
flare up again, and there's tobacco, and the new budget."
"It's ok," Donna reassured him for what seemed like the hundredth
time since he had told her that Leo couldn't spare him for even a few
days, "I understand."
"As soon as things slow down a little, I promise, we'll get away
somewhere special," Josh said earnestly.
Donna smiled and placed her hands against Josh's cheeks. He smiled
back, both from the warmth of her touch, and the feel of her wedding
band against his skin. " This room is special, Josh. It's where we
spent our first night together."
"Then you mean I never have to take you to Hawaii? I can just rent
out this suite?" Josh teased.
"Well, I didn't say that," Donna said as she rubbed seductively
against him, " Like you said. Someday...when things calm down."
Josh walked her slowly backwards towards the couch, as his hands made
quick work of the tie at her waist. He placed his hands underneath
the terrycloth and pushed the robe off her shoulders. As he eased her
down onto the cushions, he noticed what she was wearing.
"This is my favorite," he growled as he knelt in front of her and
fingered the silky straps.
"I know it is," Donna purred. "I was going to buy something new for
our first night together as husband and wife, but I decided I'd
rather wear something with some sentimental value."
"I'm glad you did," Josh said breathlessly, as he leaned in and
placed a kiss above her left breast.
"But seriously, Josh, you're going to have to be more careful
tonight," Donna said softly as she pulled him up beside her, then
crawled into his lap. "I've mended this thing as many times as is
humanly possible. If you tear it again, I'm going to have to throw it
away."
"I'll be careful. I promise," Josh swore, trying to look repentant
but failing miserably.
"That's what you said the first night I wore this," Donna
laughed. "And I ended up having to sew both of the straps."
Josh smiled as memories of that night over a year ago flooded back.
Donna had appeared before him wearing the red teddy, and she had
taken his breath away. Even the neon green cast on her hand hadn't
been able to ruin the look. Josh had never seen anyone or anything so
beautiful in his entire life. In his haste to be near her, he hadn't
taken the time to figure out the best way to peel the teddy off, so
he just yanked until the delicate straps gave way.
Josh's thoughts were brought back to the present by the feel of Donna
efficiently divesting him of his own robe. He turned and lay back on
the couch, pulling Donna down on top of him.
"We sure have come a long way since that night, haven't we?" he
sighed, as his hands slid down to cup her silk covered bottom.
"We sure have," Donna agreed as she snuggled against his chest. "I
couldn't have made it this far without you."
"That's not true, Donna, and you know it," Josh said, leaving one
hand where it was and bringing the other up to run through her
hair. "You've been amazingly strong through everything. The whole Amy
fiasco, Dr. Freeride trying to kill you, the carjacking, the trials.
You've been a rock through the whole thing."
"Only because I had you beside me, Josh," Donna said, raising her
head off of his chest and looking directly into his eyes. "You gave
me the strength."
"Not at the beginning," Josh said with an edge of anger and guilt in
his voice. "I was part of the problem at first. I should have seen
that Amy was up to something, but I didn't. And I almost lost you
because of it."
Donna placed her fingers gently against Josh's lips to silence
him. "Do you remember the night you came to my apartment after Leo
got the files in the mail and sent me home?"
"Kind of."
"I was so sure I was going to get fired. I was terrified. Everything
around me was falling apart."
Josh tightened his hold on Donna. "But none of it was your fault.
Jack was drugging your yogurt. And Amy was responsible for the
missing files."
"But I didn't know that then. Part of me was afraid I was going
crazy. I was sure that I was about to lose everything. My friends. My
job. You."
"I'm sorry," Josh said sincerely.
"Don't be," Donna smiled. "Because right in the middle of all of
that, you came to my apartment and you asked me a question. Do you
remember what it was?"
"Yeah," Josh smiled softly. "I asked you if you trusted me."
"That's right," Donna said as her fingers softly traced his
lips, "And I told you that I did. And it was the truth. You told me
that you were gonna fix things. That everything would be alright. And
I knew in my heart that you were telling me the truth. No matter what
else was happening....I knew you wouldn't lie to me. And from that
second on I knew we were in it together."
"And we can face anything when we face it together," Josh said
resolutely.
"Psycho girlfriends, obsessive ex-boyfriends, carjackers, explosions.
You name it, we can handle it," Donna said triumphantly.
"Well, we don't have to worry about Jack and Amy anymore, they're
locked up for a long time. And if they ever get out, I promise you I
won't let them get near us."
"I know you won't," Donna said sincerely, placing a soft kiss on his
lips.
"It was good to talk to Annie again at the reception," Josh said,
attempting to redirect the conversation. He didn't want to spend his
wedding night talking about Jack and Amy.
"Yeah, it was," Donna said. "Liz was telling me that Stanley worked
with her for a few months to help her get over her fear after the
carjacking."
"That Stanley is a miracle worker," Josh replied.
"He sure is," Donna agreed. She had attended sessions with Stanley
for almost six months after the carjacking. He had helped her come to
terms with what had happened to Clyde, and had also helped her deal
with the anxiety that had arisen from the entire situation.
"I'm thinking maybe we should get a volume discount," Josh joked.
Donna looked down at his dimples and smiled. Even in her most vivid
fantasies, she had never imagined loving someone as much as she loved
Josh. And she had never imagined she would ever feel completely
secure that any man felt that way about her. But she knew that Josh
did. He went out of his way to both tell her and show her in every
way possible.
"You know what I think, Mr. Lyman?" she said, sitting up and pulling
Josh up with her.
Josh readjusted his position and pulled her into his lap. He could
never get enough of the feel of her in his arms, never manage to get
her close enough. The depth of love he felt for her was unlike
anything he had ever experienced. She was the other half of his heart
that he had searched for for so long. And looking in her soulful blue
eyes, he could see she felt the same way.
"What do you think, Mrs. Lyman?" he asked, as he pressed his forehead
against hers.
"I think we should move this to the bedroom. This couch is pretty
cramped and there's a great big king-size bed just waiting for us in
there."
"I remember," Josh said as he waggled his eyebrows.
Donna stood up looked at Josh seductively. "Shall we?" she asked as
she began to back across the room.
"Definitely," Josh growled as he bounced after her.
By the time they reached the side of the bed, Donna was tugging
frantically at Josh's boxers as he tried in vain to remove her teddy.
As his boxers hit the ground around his ankles, Donna heard the
distinctive sound of silk tearing. A second later, her teddy was a
puddle of fabric on the floor.
"Sorry," Josh said hastily, but the way he was sucking on her breast
made Donna doubt that he felt bad at all.
"That's ok," she laughed as the back of her knees hit the bed and
they both tumbled onto the soft mattress.
Donna scooted up until her head was on the pillows and Josh came
right with her. He paused for a moment, just staring down into her
eyes.
"What is it, Josh?" she asked with just a tinge of uncertainty.
"Nothing," he answered in a hoarse voice, barely above a whisper. "I
was just giving thanks for having you in my life. I love you, Donna."
"And I love you, Josh. Forever," Donna whispered huskily as she
placed her hands behind his head and pulled him down into a
passionate kiss.
The End
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