The Beginning
<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0><tr> <td valign="top" rowspan="2" width=210 BGCOLOR="#9999FF" TEXT="#080000" bgproperties="fixed" background="06a76ba3.gif"> <bR> <div> <B><IMG SRC="09187870.jpg" border=0 width="135" height="135" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <div> <B><IMG SRC="0a870780.gif" border=0 width="112" height="120" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <div> <IMG SRC="21486670.jpg" border=0 width="134" height="103" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <bR> <div> <!-- Start Gem Build Your Own Web Gem --> <!--begin script--> <script language="JavaScript"> <!-- // No rightclick script v.2.5 // (c) 1999 K.H. // KH.com // Don't delete! message="Sorry, this function is disabled!\nCopyrighted By Ginger God bless.\nALL RIGHTS RESERVED"; // Don't edit below! function click(e) { if (document.all) { if (event.button == 2) { alert(message); return false; } } if (document.layers) { if (e.which == 3) { alert(message); return false; } } } if (document.layers) { document.captureEvents(Event.MOUSEDOWN); } document.onmousedown=click; // --> </script> <!--end--> <!-- End Gem Build Your Own Web Gem --> </div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> </td> <td valign="top" colspan=2 height=90 BGCOLOR="#99CCFF" TEXT="#080000" bgproperties="fixed" background="06b76bc1egdyqn.gif"> <div> <B>You May Lose Your Soul for a Moment. Fear Not You Will Find it Again.</B></div> <div> <B>Ginger L.</B></div> </td> </tr><tr> <td valign="top" height=390 colspan=2 BGCOLOR="#99CCFF" TEXT="#080000" bgproperties="fixed" background="06b76ba3.gif"> <div> The Beginning</div> <div> Back to <A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Home"><U>home</U></A> <FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#000066" FACE="Future Face" ><B><IMG SRC="3c53f0a0.gif" border=0 width="575" height="10" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></FONT></div> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> <B><IMG SRC="299755f0.gif" border=0 width="117" height="95" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B><B><IMG SRC="299755f0.gif" border=0 width="117" height="95" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B><B><IMG SRC="299755f0.gif" border=0 width="117" height="95" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B><B><IMG SRC="299755f0.gif" border=0 width="117" height="95" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <div> <B>My name is Ginger, and I am a birthmother. I would like to share a little about my life. I will share in a general way to help those who are reading this to understand the events that led up to my giving birth to my child Yetenna Marie. My having to leave Tina behind and the impact of having to live my life with out her. I will share my own individual struggles in my recovery. You will hear the story of my child Tina finding me, our struggles, fears, and grief in getting to know one another which included our time outs that we had because of those feelings. You will hear how we began to rebuild a new relationship many times on what I thought was healthy terms with good boundaries, respect, and deep love for one another. I only found more hurts, pains. and confussions. It now has been my feelings that Tina and I cannot have a relationship untill she finds herself and deep help.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>My hope is for all who will read this that they too will find faith, hope, love and courage in their searches as well as their reunions. May we each continue to move forward with our lives as well as the building the relationships of our loved ones. May we all grow even if our reunions don't work. </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I would encourage all that come to this site to take time to read it all. It may be a bit long, but I will promise you it will be worth your time and effort. Throughout my story, you will feel many emotions, which includes much hope for your own lives, and to find some healings for youselves.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>May God Bless us all. </B></div> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> <B><IMG SRC="3c53f0a0.gif" border=0 width="575" height="10" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B><IMG SRC="2291c740.gif" border=0 width="284" height="116" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B><IMG SRC="3c53f0a0.gif" border=0 width="575" height="10" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="http://whatiscopyright.org/" TARGET="_top" TITLE="http://whatiscopyright.org/"><U><IMG SRC="18eb2240.gif" border=0 width="178" height="36" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></U></A></div> <div> <B>Dancing In the Fire of Reunion is owned by Ginger. </B></div> <div> <B> You may not reproduce any of my stories, my poems</B></div> <div> <B>or my pictures in part or in whole without the 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